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Chapter 214 If You Can't Sleep, I'll Sing To You

Lu Fei's phone was always off.

Before the two separated, Jiang Jiang remembered that he said that he was tired and wanted to take a rest.

So she came downstairs to Lu Fei's dormitory, called Zhuge Nanbei, and asked, "Zhuge, is Lu Fei in the dormitory?"

"No, didn't he have a game today, aren't you together?"

"Okay, I get it now."

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Jiang became even more worried.

He didn't go back to the dormitory, so where did he go?

Jiang Jiang searched around the school on her own bicycle. The school is so big that if you rely on walking, the efficiency is too slow.

While riding the bicycle, Jiang Jiang recalled Lu Fei's previous state.

In the first half, he was fine, but in the second half, he changed.

Jiang Jiang suddenly remembered that before the second half, he seemed to have answered a phone call.

So he knew at that time that something happened to Uncle Lu?
Jiang Jiang thought that after Lu Fei knew about Uncle Lu's accident, he would have to endure the sadness to finish the second half of the game.

She was even more sad.

No wonder I couldn't see the light on him, it turned out to be like this.

Lu Fei, where are you?

In her eye sockets, mist slowly rose.

When Su Xiaobao chased him out, he could no longer see Jiang Jiang.

She tried to call Lu Fei, but the phone was turned off.

Something really happened?

She called Jiang Jiang again.

"Hello, Miss Bao'er."

On the phone, Jiang Jiang had a crying voice: "I can't find Lu Fei."

Su Xiaobao asked: "What's going on?"

"Lu Fei's father had an accident. It's been a while, and he only knows now."

"Don't worry, I'll help you find it together." After Su Xiaobao hung up the phone, she got on her bicycle and started looking for it.

Jiang Jiang searched all the places where she and Lu Fei usually go, but she still didn't see Lu Fei.

She was about to cry.

At this time, the school's music radio rang.

Jiang Jiang looked up and listened to the school radio, and she had a flash of inspiration. By the way, as long as Lu Fei is still in school, she can use the radio to find him.

So she rode her bicycle and hurried to the broadcasting room.

Soon, she came to the door of the radio station out of breath.

She knocked on the door.

The door opened, and a senior opened the door and asked, "Student, what do you want?"

"Hello senior, I would like to ask you to do me a favor. Use the school radio to find someone for me. I can't contact him anymore."

The senior shook his head and said, "No, you can't use the school's radio indiscriminately."

"Please, help me, will you? I'm in a hurry."

The senior said apologetically, "That's not acceptable, unless there is the approval of the school teacher."

At this moment, Su Xiaobao suddenly appeared in the broadcasting room.

It turned out that she also thought of this attention.

The two looked at each other.

Jiang Jiang said: "Sister Bao'er, help me subdue him."

"Okay." Without any hesitation, Su Xiaobao directly grabbed the hand and pressed the senior against the wall.

The senior couldn't move, and said angrily: "What are you going to do? If you do this, you will probably be punished."

Jiang Jiang can't control so much now, and Su Xiaobao doesn't seem to care at all.

When he came to the radio station, Jiang Jiang paused the music.

Facing the music that stopped abruptly, just when the students on campus were a little confused, a female voice that sounded nice but anxious sounded.

"Lu Fei, where are you? I can't find you!"

"If you hear the radio, give me a call, okay? I'm worried."

Everyone on campus: "???"

Then the broadcast fell silent.

In the radio station, Jiang Jiang looked at her phone nervously, and just when she couldn't help but want to speak again, the bell finally rang.

It belongs to Lu Fei.

Jiang Jiang answered the phone, and after getting the answer she wanted, she quickly said, "Wait for me."

Then he ran out of the radio station like the wind.

Only then did Su Xiaobao let go of the senior, and said, "I'm sorry about today's matter. If the school pursues it, I will take responsibility. My name is Su Xiaobao, and I am from Class 2021 of the [-] Finance Department."

Senior: "."

Jiang Jiang rode a bicycle to a secluded place, and saw Lu Fei sitting there alone in a daze from a distance.

At this time, he must be very sad.

She walked over slowly, Lu Fei turned to look at her, and said with a smile, "Come?"

"Ah."

Jiang Jiang stood in front of him, looking down at him like that.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Just after Lu Fei finished speaking, big drops of tears fell from Jiang Jiang's eyes and hit Lu Fei's shoe.

Seeing this, Lu Fei panicked, stood up quickly, and asked, "No, why are you crying?"

"I just want to cry." Jiang Jiang looked at Lu Fei with red eyes and choked up.

Lu Fei looked at Jiang Jiang, needless to say, Zhang Qianqian must have told her about it.

"I didn't cry, why are you crying?"

Lu Fei's current mood is very complicated. It was my dad who had the accident, and I didn't cry out sadly. Why did she start crying first?

"But when I look at you, I feel sad and want to cry."

The more Jiang Jiang said, the more she cried.

"." Lu Fei.

Lu Fei was most afraid of seeing a girl cry in front of him, so he said helplessly, "What do you want to stop crying?"

It's all right now, before I have time to be sad, I have to comfort the person in front of me first.

Jiang Jiang shed tears: "Do you know, I couldn't find you just now, I was so anxious to death, I was afraid of you, I was afraid of you"

"What are you afraid of me?"

Lu Fei laughed at himself, "Am I so fragile in your eyes? I just want to be alone."

"I don't want you to hide and be sad alone, and I will be even more sad that way."

Jiang Jiang sobbed a few times and said, "I'm your girlfriend. I should accompany you to face this kind of thing."

"Then you shouldn't go to the school's radio station to find me, aren't you afraid of being punished?"

While crying, Jiang Jiang generally said wronged: "But I can't find you, and you don't answer my phone."

Lu Fei seldom saw Jiang Jiang cry, and this seemed to be her first time, not because of herself, but because of me.

He stretched out his hand, wiped away the tears rolling down her face, and said, "Stop crying, I'm fine."

"Really?"

"real."

Jiang Jiang said: "I just ate a bite or two. I'm not full. I'm hungry now. Come with me to eat."

Lu Fei nodded.

He knew Jiang Jiang's "ulterior motives".

It's not that she's not full, it's that she knows she hasn't eaten, and she wants to use this reason to make herself eat.

Lu Fei's gloomy mood, which was disturbed by Jiang Jiang, faded a lot.

The two didn't eat in the school, but went out of the school together and came to a fast food restaurant.

After eating, the two went shopping in the street.

Jiang Jiang looked at the silent Lu Fei and said, "Don't be sad, okay? Uncle Lu will be fine."

"Ah."

"Or, I'll buy you an ice cream. When I'm sad, I'll feel better if I eat something sweet."

Lu Fei shook his head: "Actually, I've always wanted to tell you that I don't really like sweet things."

"Oh."

Lu Fei looked at Jiang Jiang's disappointed expression and said, "Don't worry about me too much, I'm fine."

"How could it be all right, that's Uncle Lu."

Jiang Jiang would not believe Lu Fei, the more he behaved okay, the sadder she would feel for Lu Fei.

"My dad is very good, I believe he can survive."

"I believe it too." Jiang Jiang said: "You know, my brother is very naughty, but every time I go to your house and see Uncle Lu, he will become very honest."

"." Lu Fei.

The two unknowingly walked to a chair on the side of the street and sat down.

Lu Fei said: "Actually, when I first heard the news, I was thinking about what I would do if my dad's operation failed and he died."

Jiang Jiang didn't speak, but listened quietly. She felt that Lu Fei didn't really want to hear her answer.

"I just remembered a passage he said to me before, which was also about the meaning of death.

Thinking about it now, maybe at that time, he already knew that there would be such a day, so he would tell me something inadvertently. "

"What did Uncle Lu say?"

"He said, this person will die three times in his life, and the first time is when you die physically, when you die, when you die.

The second time is at the funeral, when everyone holds a memorial service and misses you. This is called sociological death.

The third time is when your friends, family members, until the last person who still remembers you, forgets you, or dies.

Then you at this time will completely perish.

Although he can't stay in this long river of history, he can stay in my heart and my mother's heart.

He said that as long as my mother and I remember him, he will not die and will live his whole life. "

When Lu Fei said this, his tone was very calm, but the calmness made Jiang Jiang a little sad.

"Do you know? When I was in college, my dad was going to send me off."

Lu Fei looked at the direction in front of Tiananmen Square in the distance, and said: "He always wanted to see Tiananmen Square and the raising of the national flag, but in the end, he still didn't come.

He said, let me help you. "

Jiang Jiang didn't know what to say to comfort Lu Fei at this time.

She held Lu Fei's hand and said, "When Uncle Lu recovers from his illness, let's take him to see him next time, okay?

At that time, you and Uncle Lu will stand together under the national flag, and I will take pictures. "

Lu Fei was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Then I'll take a picture for you too."

"No!" Jiang Jiang refused: "Your photography skills are not good at all, and the photos you take are ugly."

"." Lu Fei.

During this National Day trip, Lu Fei did not take a good-looking photo.

Back at school, Lu Fei sent Jiang Jiang downstairs. When we parted, Jiang Jiang hugged Lu Fei tightly and said softly, "Lu Fei, promise me, don't be too sad, okay?"

"Ah."

"If." Jiang Jiang raised her head slightly, looked into Lu Fei's eyes, and said with a smile: "If you really want to be sad, then you must tell me, and I will make you happy."

Lu Fei was silent for a moment, then said, "Thank you."

"You made a foul, you said thank you to me." Jiang Jiang pouted.

Lu Fei: "."

"Forgive you this time, it won't be an exception next time."

After Jiang Jiang finished speaking, she tiptoed, kissed Lu Fei on the lips, and said, "I will always be with you, facing all the happiness and unhappiness.

I'm going up, you should go back quickly, maybe when you wake up from sleep, Uncle Lu will be fine. "

"Ah."
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When Jiang Jiang returned to the dormitory, all the roommates in the dormitory asked with some concern: "Jiang Jiang, what's going on? What happened to you and Lu Fei?"

They heard about the school broadcast today.

Jiang Jiang looked at Su Xiaobao at the side, Su Xiaobao gave her a look, I didn't say anything.

So Jiang Jiang explained with a smile: "I quarreled with Lu Fei, and he ignored me. I couldn't find him, so I ran to the radio station to look for him in a fit of anger."

Regarding what happened at Lu Fei's house, Jiang Jiang didn't want everyone to know.

When the two roommates heard this, they gave Jiang Jiang a thumbs up and said in admiration, "You are really brave, you dare to do this."

"It's okay." Jiang Jiang smiled awkwardly.

In fact, in high school, in order to help Lu Fei vent her anger, she entered the small class and even went directly to block the principal's office.

After perfunctory the two roommates, Su Xiaobao sent Jiang Jiang a message on his mobile phone.

【Lu Fei, what's the matter? 】

After Jiang Jiang looked at it, she replied: [On the surface, it's all right, but I'm still a little worried about him. 】

【Oh. 】

[By the way, how did you deal with the school radio issue in the end?Does the school have any intention of pursuing it? 】

At that time, she only cared about Lu Fei. After receiving the call, she turned around and ran away, completely forgetting about Su Xiaobao who was still there.

【never mind. 】

Su Xiaobao replied with only three words.

In fact, it's not that simple. After Jiang Jiang left, Su Xiaobao stayed where he was, and let go of his seniors. He had already made plans to help Jiang Jiang take the blame.

Fortunately, this senior is not handsome, but he is a good person.

Not only did he not feel resentful because of Su Xiaobao's "bullying", but when he was pursued by the school teacher, he helped explain and excuse him.

The teacher also felt that Su Xiaobao had a good attitude of admitting his mistakes, so he didn't care about it, and let her go after a lesson.

Then after Jiang Jiang finished washing, she began to code words.

Now her pressure is even greater.

It's not just about repaying the previous watch money. Now that something like this happened to Lu Fei's family, if Uncle Lu didn't wake up, then the medical expenses in the family must be quite a lot.

I can earn a little more from the manuscript fee, save it, and then, in case Uncle Lu needs it, she will help Lu Fei to rescue him.

Jiang Jiang is such a person, who has no big ideals and no big needs.

Ever since she fell in love with Lu Fei, Lu Fei was the only one in her world, and she was destined to follow Lu Fei in this generation.

Whether it's studying or making money, it's all for him.

This is liking someone, your mood is always changing because of the other person's every move.

When he is happy, she is even happier.

If he is sad, she will be even more sad.
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Because of Jiang Jiang's relationship, Lu Fei's current state is indeed much better.

After he walked back to the dormitory, everyone asked with concern: "What's the matter with you and Jiang Jiang? She's been looking for you on the campus radio."

"It's okay, my phone is out of battery, she couldn't find me, so she messed around and ran to the radio station to find me."

Everyone:"."

After a moment.

Zhuge Nanbei said: "Actually, it's okay to lose a football match. This is not an elimination system, but a point system. There will be more opportunities later."

"That's right, before you went, the situation in our department has always been at the bottom, so don't feel burdened." Gu Yi followed up.

Jian Liangfei patted his chest and promised: "In the next game, I will call all the girls from our literature and art department to cheer you up!"

"Thank you, I'm really fine."

After Lu Fei finished speaking, he went to wash up and lay down on the bed.

Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay.

This was the first time they saw that Lu Fei didn't study and went straight to bed so early.

Several people glanced at each other, silently packed up their things, and then went to bed and turned off the lights to sleep.

In the darkness, Lu Fei curled up on the bed, he felt that he was slowly sinking into the bottom of the sea, a little impenetrable.

"Ding!"

The phone interface in front of him lit up, and there was a new WeChat message.

Lu Fei opened it.

It was from Jiang Jiang. The voice took a long time.

Then, another message came.

[If you can't sleep, I'll sing to you. 】

Lu Fei took out the earphones, put them on, and turned them on.

"Calling

いつも心跑る梦を见たい

Sadness

"

In the earphones, Jiang Jiang hummed the warm and healing song "Forever Together" in Hayao Miyazaki's "Spirited Away".

Listening to Jiang Jiang's singing, Lu Fei's tense and curled body slowly stretched out, and his heart gradually calmed down.

Maybe go to sleep and wake up tomorrow morning, and everything will really be over.
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PS: I received a notice today that I have to work overtime temporarily, so I'm sorry that I can't add more.

　Thanks to Xu Ji, Qiang Qiang, three people who love chestnuts, and Chong Huadie for their rewards, (`) love!

　　
　
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