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Cheng Zheng looked at Su Yunjin like this, grabbed Su Yunjin's hand and said, "Su Yunjin, why don't you be with me? Why don't you want me?"

Su Yunjin said nervously: "Don't talk nonsense, please let me go."

"I'm not talking nonsense. At least tell me clearly, how am I inferior to that person?" Cheng Zheng held Su Yunjin's hand tightly and said, "You clearly know that Zhao Shucheng is a carefree person, and you know that I only have you in my heart. Why do you Don’t choose me.”

"Let go, others are watching."

Cheng Zheng looked at the classmates who were staring at them and said nonchalantly: "They can watch it if they like. Do they know how sad I am?"Do you know how sad I have been this year? '

Su Yunjin struggled and said, "Cheng Zheng, you've had enough!"

"Can you escape? You can deceive others, but can you deceive yourself? Are you talking?"

Su Yunjin said: "You are still so annoying and unreasonable."

Hearing Su Yunjin say this, Cheng Zheng let go of Su Yunjin's hand with some disappointment and watched Su Yunjin walk away step by step.

At the same time, Ruan Guan received a call from the company that submitted his resume in the school recruitment, and learned that he had been officially admitted by the company in Beijing.

However, Ruan Guan was hesitant about whether she should go. After all, she chose this unit because she had made an appointment with Zhao Shiyong to work together in the capital.But now Zhao Shiyong doesn't want to go to the capital at all. So if he goes to the capital alone, he will still be alone and helpless, and even unfamiliar with the place. He will have to start everything all over again.

The original three-year long-distance relationship was already hard enough, and now he has to continue living like this. Ruan Guan doesn't know if he should continue to persist or continue to wait.

After hesitating again and again, Ruan Guan finally decided to go to Zhao Shiyong and make one last effort. If Zhao Shiyong finally decided not to go, then he would refuse the job and make new plans for himself.

When Ruan Guan came out of the train station, he didn't see Zhao Shiyong. He called Zhao Shiyong, but no one answered.

Ruan Guan originally thought that Zhao Shiyong must be on his way here, maybe he was delayed due to a traffic jam or because he was angry, so he waited at the train station with peace of mind.However, Ruan Guan waited for a long time, and Zhao Shiyong arrived belatedly.

She asked Zhao Shiyong why he came late, but Zhao Shiyong dismissed her by saying that he had something to do.But what Ruan Wan didn't know was that the reason why Zhao Shiyong came late was not because of something unexpected. Instead, he was arranged by his parents for a blind date, so he didn't come to pick up Ruan Wan as soon as possible.

However, Ruan Guan, who met Zhao Shiyong, did not notice anything wrong with Zhao Shiyong. The moment she saw Zhao Shiyong, she realized that this relationship was not something she could forget if she wanted to, and she was still so happy to see him.

So Ruan Guan happily chatted with Zhao Shiyong, talking about being accepted by a company in Beijing, and thinking about the two of them going to Shanghai to start a business together in the future.

Ruan Guan kept talking, but did not notice that Zhao Shiyong's expression became more and more impatient. Finally, he even lost his temper and said to Ruan Guan: "Ruan Ruan, look at this place, these cheap commercial streets. Cheap carousel, cheap cafe, do you like it here? Hmm?”

Ruan Guan looked at Zhao Shiyong at a loss, not understanding why the other party asked this.

"Don't like it? I do. I like this place. I feel that I, Zhao Shiyong, will stay here from now on. This is where I belong."

"No, Shiyong, you..."

"Be realistic, Ruan Ruan, do you think it's that easy to go to the capital? Ah? How many college students float around in the capital after graduation, without saying anything about the Bullfrog Law, there is no Bullfrog Law, do you understand?"

Ruan Guan didn't understand why the once high-spirited Zhao Shiyong became like this. She felt that the person in front of her was completely different from the person in her impression.

"Now is not that time, and it will never be that time. I now have a salary of 3000 yuan here, and I can live a very good and carefree life. But when I go to the capital, the same salary of 3000 yuan costs more than 1000 yuan." It’s used to rent a house, and you have to share it with others, and live together in a small house of ten square meters.”

Zhao Shiyong looked around and continued: "After we finally survive this small house, four years later, and another three years, when will we have to wait until we can get married? Before we can have our own home, wait, Ruan Ruan, wait, wait!”

Seeing Zhao Shiyong talking like this, Ruan Guan was very scared and felt that Zhao Shiyong was so strange at this moment.

"Shiyong, don't leave. Even if we don't go to the capital, we can still go to the Magic City. Many of our classmates will stay in the Magic City after graduation and still have development."

It's a pity that Zhao Shiyong doesn't want to go out and work hard at all. He is already used to the life here and the nine-to-five daily routine, and he has no idea of ​​going out to work hard on his own.

Especially after today's blind date, he suddenly felt that there was nothing wrong with getting married and having children, and the other person's family could also help him with his career prospects, unlike Ruan Guan, who only thought about falling in love and going to school like a little girl. Look at the outside world.

The two of them broke up on bad terms this time, but Ruan Guan still wanted to fight for it, so he went to Zhao Shiyong's unit the next day, hoping to talk to Zhao Shiyong again.

But when Ruan Guan showed up at the door of Zhao Shiyong's unit with his luggage, he overheard Zhao Shiyong's colleagues talking about Zhao Shiyong, saying that Zhao Shiyong was on a blind date with so and so. etc.

This news was like a bolt from the blue, leaving Ruan Wan stunned on the spot and breaking Ruan Wan's heart.At this moment, Ruan Guan understood why Zhao Shiyong came late yesterday. It was not because he had something to do, but because he was on a blind date.Only I foolishly believe in the other person and want to save their relationship in the end.

Zhao Shiyong didn't expect Ruan Wan to show up in his unit. He was stunned for a moment and asked, "Ruan Wan, how come you are here?"

"Shiyong, tell me what you just heard is not true. You are kidding me, right?"

Zhao Shiyong fell silent for a while, not knowing how to answer Ruan Wan.When Ruan Guan saw Zhao Shiyong like this, he suddenly understood that everything was true.After knowing the truth, Ruan Guan originally thought he would be very sad, but found that he seemed a little unable to cry, and even felt relieved.

"Shiyong, are you really getting married? Then I wish you a happy wedding and a happy marriage. Maybe our relationship should have ended long ago. I'm leaving. Don't forget to tell me when you get married."

When Zhao Shiyong saw Ruan Guan like this, he suddenly felt that he had lost something and said, "Ruan Ruan!"

"I wish you happiness, I'm going back to the Magic City!"

When Zhao Shiyong saw Ruan Guan leaving, he seemed to be defending himself and said, "Ruan Guan, I don't want to either, but we have been like this for five years."From the initial contact through letters, to now we are smiling and crying on the phone.No matter where you are, I can tell which city is raining, which city is snowing, and which city is windy. '

"Over the years, we have carefully maintained this relationship, but it really cannot withstand the ravages of time and distance. It has become fragmented, Ruan Ruan."

Ruan Guan looked at Zhao Shiyong who was crying like a child in front of him, but he didn't feel sorry for him as much as before.Maybe only after your heart is filled with despair can you break through the filter of love and see the other person clearly.

Although Zhao Shiyong said a lot, it was all for his own defense.If he really cherished this relationship, he would not be so anxious to go on a blind date, nor would he betray himself in the first place, and betray him again and again.

The betrayals haven't ended since he graduated from college.At first, Ruan Guan wanted to live in the same city as the other party. Zhao Shiyong also said that he would come to Ruan Guan's place to study after graduation, but he finally chose to go home and enter a public institution.Later, he directly killed someone and asked Ruan Guan to wipe his butt. Now he is talking about marriage with others, but he never breaks up with himself.

This made her think of what the girl said. Zhao Shiyong was really just a child, a child who would never grow up. He had no responsibility and no sense of boundaries.

It's just that Ruan Guan has been reluctant to break off, and doesn't want his relationship for so many years to be in vain, so he has persisted.Only now do I realize that maybe I am the only one who insists, and the other party is just responding passively.

This time Ruan Guan completely gave up, so after bidding farewell to Zhao Shiyong, he directly chose to return to the Magic City.Of course, Ruan Wan didn't complain about Zhao Shiyong. After all, it was also related to her when the two of them established a relationship.In fact, as early as when the two people met, they should have known that this would end sooner or later.Her parents also warned her that such a relationship is not reliable and will have no results, but she is just unwilling to do so.

When Ruan Guan returned to school, he hesitated again and again and called the interview unit, rejecting the job invitation. Instead, he prepared to study hard and prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination.Because she needs time to think carefully about what she wants to do in the future, and she also hopes to use her time in the Magic City to sort out her feelings.

After breaking up with Zhao Shiyong, Zhao Shucheng often appeared in Ruan Wan's mind.But she didn't want to choose to be with Zhao Shucheng in a hurry. This was unfair to both her and Zhao Shucheng.

She needs to determine whether she really likes Zhao Shucheng, or is simply used to Zhao Shucheng's company, or is just out of revenge for Zhao Shiyong.

So in the past few days, Ruan Guan has been avoiding Zhao Shucheng, and he pays special attention to the distance between him and Zhao Shucheng during class.This made other students who knew that Zhao Shucheng and Ruan Guan have a good relationship start to speculate whether Zhao Shucheng and Ruan Guan had a conflict, or whether they had broken up because of Zheng Wei.

Cheng Zheng did not return to school immediately after Su Yunjin said she hated him, but continued to stay in the magic city.It's just that from that day on, he didn't continue to hang around Su Yunjin, but he was also preparing for something.

In fact, Su Yunjin has been a little uneasy since Cheng Zheng appeared.On the one hand, he was worried that Cheng Zheng would continue to pester him, and on the other hand, he was also worried that Cheng Zheng's appearance would cause Zhao Shucheng to misunderstand their relationship and alienate him.

But after seeing that Cheng Zheng didn't show up the next day, she breathed a sigh of relief.Especially when she saw Zhao Shucheng reading in the library, as if nothing had happened, her hanging heart fell.

Seeing Zhao Shucheng concentrating on reading, Su Yunjin tiptoed to the empty seat not far from Zhao Shucheng after finishing her own work.Just looking at Zhao Shucheng like this, he looked at him with ease and confidence.That clean and soft face, as well as that indescribable bookishness, make people feel so heart-warming and peaceful.

Zhao Shucheng raised his head inadvertently and saw Su Yunjin staring straight at him. He couldn't help but asked curiously: "Su Yunjin?"

Su Yunjin seemed to have done something shameful and was caught. She suddenly panicked and asked inexplicably: "Will you be detained in school?"

After finishing speaking, Su Yunjin seemed to realize something. Why did she ask the question that had been in her heart for so many days, and it was still here.

Zhao Shucheng was a little surprised when he heard this. He didn't understand why Su Yunjin cared about whether he would stay in school. He couldn't help but asked with a smile: "Oh, do you want me to stay in school?"

Su Yunjin lowered her head and hummed in an inaudible voice.If Zhao Shucheng hadn't had good ears, he might not have heard it at all.

Zhao Shucheng shook his head and said: "I have decided to work after graduation, so I refused to stay in school."

Su Yunjin said with some surprise or regret: "Huh?"

For many ordinary students, or those outstanding students, staying in school is still a good way. How many people wanted to fight for but couldn't get the places, but Zhao Shucheng gave up easily.

Zhao Shucheng looked at Su Yunjin and said: "Su Yunjin, which one do you think is more important, dignity or ideals? Will you give up your ideals for something you desire?"

Su Yunjin didn't expect Zhao Shucheng to suddenly ask this question, so she hesitated and said, "I haven't met anything that makes me want it too much, so now I still think dignity is the most important."

Zhao Shucheng nodded and said: "This may be what is often said about being strong without desire. Because there is no desire, you can choose to refuse when faced with temptation. But not everyone is like you, they don't have too much ambition, and they don't have too much. desire.”

"In fact, the answers sometimes given by the ancients are contradictory. For example, they say that everything in the world is for profit, and everything in the world is for profit. However, they also say that the great road is simple, and there is no desire to be strong, and doing nothing means doing everything. In fact, this is what everyone says. Personal choice, some people do it for fame, profit, power, love, and power."

"Actually, these are all inescapable needs of human beings. It's just that some people want more, some want less, some people are content with what they have, and some people have unsatisfied desires."

Su Yunjin looked at Zhao Shucheng and wondered why she suddenly started to talk at length, even quoting from other sources, when she was just asking Zhao Shucheng whether he would stay in school. (End of chapter)