I really don't want to be a novelist

Chapter 281 Fear, fear, grievance
"Father will help you fold it."

The man looked at his daughter squatting, and then took out the sticker with folded stars,

After a pause, he just squatted down and said aloud like this.

"Ok!"

The little girl looked up at her father and nodded.

Still smiling, the man moved a low stool from the side and put it behind his daughter, letting her sit on it.

The little girl sat, picked up a sticker, and folded it carefully.

The man also picked up a sticker and folded the stars,

For a while, the father and daughter didn't speak any more.

Beside, the girl's mother comes out of the kitchen,
Standing by the side, looking at her daughter and her husband, she paused for a while,

He didn't say anything, dried his hands, just went to the front and squatted down, picked up a sticker,
Also folded a star.

"Mom...you can fold stars too?"

The little girl has already folded a star and carefully put it into a glass jar.

Seeing the stars in the glass jar getting closer and closer, the girl was a little happy.

Picking up another sticker from the side to continue folding, I saw my mother was also folding it beside me.

"Ah."

The woman just bowed her head in response, and put the folded stars into the glass jar.

"Yuxi knows how to do it, why can't my mother know how to do it?"

The man next to him looked at his wife and daughter, and put the star folded in his hand into the jar,
said with a smile.

"Oh……"

The girl answered.

The family of three is in this living room, continuing to fold the stars one by one.

With three people together, it is much faster to fold,
Seeing more and more stars in the glass jar, the girl is very happy.

It's just that the stickers that the girl took out were folded, but the glass jar was still a little short of being full.

The girl pursed her lips, looked at the glass jar, and carefully screwed back the lid of the glass jar.

Little girls are very insecure.
Fearing that her father would disappear if she lost her sight, it would make her feel that her father was missing because she wasn't watching all the time.

Likewise, her dad came back early, before her glass jar of stars could be refilled,
But she was afraid that her father would leave because the glass jar was not full of stars.

The girl's mother looked at the girl's appearance, stood up and went back to the house to get her stickers.

The girl's father smiled and said to his daughter,

"...It's okay, let's fold it tomorrow. Dad will fold it with you tomorrow."

"it is good."

The woman stopped and didn't go to get the stickers in her bedroom.

The girl put away the glass jar containing the stars, and when she heard her father's words, she responded with some joy.

The man smiled, touched the girl's hair again, then stood up and said,
"Let's go, it's getting late, go to bed."

"Um……"

Holding the glass jar, the girl returned to the bedroom, only looking back at her father from time to time.

The man followed,

"Let's go, Dad will coax you to sleep and stay with you by the bed."

"Ok!"

The girl hid the glass jar containing the stars in the closet, and then lay down on the bed in her bedroom,

Her father sat by the bed and straightened the quilt for her.

The woman also followed to the door, looking at the man.

"Okay, let's sleep..."

The man gently patted the quilt and coaxed the girl to sleep.

The girl nodded in response, but never fell asleep.

Every now and then, she had to open her eyes to make sure her dad was still there.

"Dad... I don't want to sleep."

"I can't see you when I close my eyes."

"It's okay... Dad is here, it's okay... Dad is with you."

"Um……"

Repeatedly like this, until the girl was really sleepy, she gradually fell asleep.

Waiting for my daughter to fall asleep,

The man stood up lightly, and was about to retreat to the bedroom.

Just as soon as she got up, the girl woke up again.

"dad……"

"It's okay, it's okay... Dad is still here. Dad is still here."

"It's okay...it's okay..."

Coax the girl to sleep again,

The man reluctantly got up carefully, and exited the bedroom cautiously.

"... You should go wash up too. It's been midnight since I coaxed your daughter to sleep."

The woman has been waiting outside the door and never walked away.

Seeing her husband put her daughter to sleep, she just said,

It was like her husband had never been far away, it was just a normal, family night.

"it is good."

"Go to sleep too, you are exhausted during this time."

The man said to his wife with a smile.

The woman looked at her husband without saying anything, but her eyes were slightly red.

……

After washing,
The man changed into the pajamas that were still in the closet, just like usual.

The two were lying on the bed, and the light in the bedroom was still on.

Now the room was quiet again.

The woman looked at the man, and when she looked at the eyes, her eyes became red again.

"what happened?"

The man asked his wife gently.

"...Old Cheng, do you really have to come back?"

The woman looked at her husband, her eyes became redder, tears were already in her eyes,

When he spoke, his voice trembled.

Not the same as little girls.

The girl didn't take her last ride when her dad left.

But the woman took care of her husband's last affairs after he left the hospital.

At this moment, the man is in front of her,
Like it was just a vague dream.

But she was even more afraid, the scene in front of her was just a dream.

When I wake up tomorrow morning, everything will be as usual.

"...I'm back. Didn't someone fold a jar full of stars and I came back?"

A man puts his arms around his wife.

Feeling her husband hugging her, the woman finally couldn't bear it anymore,
Tears welled up from my eyes again,

"...Old Cheng...I'm really tired, Old Cheng...I'm really...I can't hold on anymore, Old Cheng..."

Crying, the woman's long and difficult grievances finally vented out.

Since her husband left, she will also leave when she is seriously ill.

There are really too many things to talk about.

Not only is she worried about her daughter, but she is also afraid, in fact, she is also afraid of death.

It's just that these emotions have no place to narrate.

Until this moment, her husband came back again.

"……I know I know……"

The man gently stroked his wife's back and comforted her softly.

"...I know that you are tired and wronged...I know you are very sad, very scared, very worried...I know it all...I am coming back...I am coming back to be with you."

"...I know you are still worried about our daughter. It's okay. Let's teach her together, how to cook, and how to live alone..."

"I know you're scared...it's okay, I'll be with you..."

"I know you are tired...you are very tired, it's okay, I'm back to accompany you..."

Amidst the man's comforting voices, the woman's emotions became more intense,
The full, accumulated emotions turned into tears, soaking the man's skirt.

"...Old Cheng, I'm really scared..."

In the dead of night, she would think of her own death,

She also thought about what would happen to her daughter after she left.

A lot of pressure and fear weighed on her body.

The woman hugged her husband tightly and cried.

Emotions are overwhelming.

The man just patted his wife on the back lightly over and over again,

Softly comforting over and over again.

until a long time,

The woman, who was crying almost exhausted, gradually stopped crying.

just this time,
In addition, there was another fear, and a crying voice sounded.

"Dad...Dad..."

"dad……"

The girl didn't know when she woke up.

Didn't see my father, got up from the bed after yelling twice,
Then the whole room looked for her father, shouting,

When he couldn't find it for a while, fear and discomfort surged into his heart, making the girl's voice cry.

"Hey... hey... Dad is here. Dad is here."

The man responded quickly.

"...Your precious girl is awake again, go and coax her."

In the episode of the girl again, the woman finally stopped her tears, wiped her face, and said something.

The man smiled at his wife,
Get up and open the bedroom door.

"dad……"

The girl who was already crying ran in and hugged her father.

"Dad...I thought you were gone again...Dad."

"...They said you would never come back...They all said you lied to me...Woooooo..."

The girl hugged her father and said.

It turns out that girls don't know nothing,
It's just that she prefers to trust her father.

"...It's okay...Dad is still here...Dad is still here..."

"...Come here...today our family sleeps together. Dad will sleep next to you, okay?"

"Uh-huh."

The girl tightly held her father's hand, unwilling to let go.

When she woke up from her sleep just now,
The lights in the bedroom are off, and she can't see her parents,

Already terrified.

"...Okay, let's go to sleep."

A family of three lay on the same bed.

The girl sleeps in the middle.

Finally fell asleep again.

"Go to sleep."

"Ah."

It's just been a while,
The woman opened her eyes and found that her husband was still awake.

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

The woman asks her husband.

"I want to see more of my wife and children."

The man said to his wife with a smile.

"Ah."

The two held hands together.

……

"Woo woo... woo woo..."

in the dormitory.

Xi Yuan has just finished watching today's update of "Star Dream", and he has just finished telling his roommate,

It was still a little unbearably uncomfortable.

But listening to the crying sound next to me,
Turning my head again, looking at myself this, the whole big British roommate,
But now he was like a child, shrugging his shoulders and crying like a child.

My own discomfort has dissipated a lot, and I feel a little helpless looking at my roommate.

"Is this so uncomfortable?"

"No... When I heard this episode, I was somewhat relieved."

"Because the father that Yuxi was waiting for, the husband that Yuxi's mother was waiting for finally came back... When Yuxi woke up in the middle of the night, her father was still there... But the more comforting I am now, I think about the plot behind it. Even more uncomfortable."

Seeing her roommate crying like a child, Xi Yuan felt a little helpless,
Listening to my roommate's words now, I fell silent again.

Thinking about what my roommate said, I gradually felt uncomfortable.

So comforting now, but how will this story end,
The more I think about Xi Yuan, the more uncomfortable I feel, and I dare not think about it anymore.

But the roommate hadn't spoken yet.

If the roommate's words just made Xi Yuan suffer again, then the roommate's next words will suddenly make Xi Yuan's heart ache.

"...my mother died when I was very young...a lot of times I think, when someone knocks on the door, I can open the door and see her...When I wake up at night having a nightmare, I yelled for my mother, and someone would answer... woo... woo..."

The roommate shrugged even more while talking,

It could be seen that he wanted to endure his crying, but he couldn't help sobbing like a child.

Hearing these words, Xi Yuan froze suddenly,

At this time, I really couldn't say anything.

"... Xi Yuan, can you continue to tell me this story later and finish it."

"of course."

Xi Yuan nodded naturally.

……

"...I have already commented on me before. This comment is on behalf of my roommate. I am studying abroad in Great Britain, and my roommate is also from Great Britain. He also likes novels by the author of dogs, and the story of this "Star Dream" is also his Begging to translate it for him. He especially likes the current story... His mother also died very early, and the story in this chapter reminds him of his mother... But there is no star around him to come back... Tell him this When writing the first story, he cried like a child. It is hard to imagine a tall man about 1.8 meters crying and collapsed on the ground... But he still likes this book very much, and the stars in the book can heal him. Book The light of the stars in the book shines through the page and reflects on him."

"...Dog author. You said before that this book is a healing novel...I believe it. I read today's update again...You said it is not a cure...I think about the little girl's current mood, it should be quite healing ...All expectations have been answered, and I am quite comforted in my heart... But the author of Nima Dog, can't this kind of response to expectations be kept longer.

Can't the little girl's father stay with the little girl forever? Why, why is it so short!Dog author!Whoooo!Dog author! "

"Do you know how long the knife in the author's hand is? 50 meters? No, no, no, it's at least as long as thousands of kilometers, why? Didn't you see the above comment? Nima can cross the border with a knife! "

"Haha...it's so beautiful...haha, it's really healing...haha, it's great that the little girl has her father back...haha..."

"Haha... I understand the meaning of the upstairs, he was stupid by the knife... Haha, haha..."

"Let me tell you a joke... the dog author said it was a healing novel."

"The author of the dog said that this is a healing novel, and I agree. But the healing is the healing, and the knife is the knife. There is no conflict at all. Now the girl Yuxi is doing well. Her father is back, and her mother is with her. Maybe only Her mother still told her to learn to live alone, which made her a little distressed, but to her, since her parents were already here, this kind of distress was nothing, right?
But when I think about why her mother let Yuxi learn to live alone, I feel uncomfortable and can't breathe! "

"Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"

This is the new comment received after today's update of "Star Dream",

It really didn't come out at all, the one who scolded the dog author, and the one who was stabbed cried and watched while crying.

Of course, most of them are reminders,
After all, suffering is discomfort, and it is necessary to urge changes,
You readers and writers are so sharp, if you don’t want to read it after it’s updated...that’s for sure.

this time,
Fancheng, in the noodle restaurant.

Ye Linhan also finished reading the dog author's update today,

I also feel comforted and a little uncomfortable at the same time.

The dog author's words can always fully mobilize people's emotions, making you feel relaxed and healed.

When it makes you sad, it not only makes you feel sad and uncomfortable in the plot, but also makes you seem to turn out all the sad things in your mind and memory.

Therefore, Ye Linhan naturally agreed with the majority of readers and scolded the dog author a few words.

Follow the crowd.

But after Ye Linhan finished reading the update, he read some comments.

Turning around, I found that the noodle bowl in front of me hadn't moved.
The noodles are a little cold.

"Young man, how about a bowl of hot soup for you?"

"What about reading novels? I do the same sometimes. I read novels so well that I can stand in front of the sofa in the living room for an hour, but I forget that I can sit down."

The owner of the noodle shop came out from the back kitchen at some point and sat at the table in the back,
Seeing Ye Linhan turn his gaze away, he also said something with a smile.

(End of this chapter)