I created the Anomaly Control Bureau

Chapter 211 209. "Our Children"

The girl sat in front of the table, looking at Ma En opposite with complicated emotions:
"You mean...

"I'm Luna now."

Marne nodded slightly to her:

"Yes."

Seri was rather bewildered about her situation.

The moment she just appeared in this room, she was really born, and before that, she was just a false character in a dream made up by Luna and Marne.

It's just that Luna's skills are too superb, making her think that she is really alive.

Now Seri doesn't know how to treat her identity. If she is Ma En's childhood playmate, it is obviously unreasonable. Chen Yun and You Yue have never even met her. Those are all after Ma En was distorted by the moon god. memory.

But she does have a personality of her own, and those memories are all she has left.

And if you want to talk about the moon god, she doesn't think she is the woman who cruelly created herself. Compared with the same person, she feels that the upper moon god is more like her mother, but according to Marne Let's see...

They seemed to be one again.

Sally looked at Marn, and asked her best and only friend:
"Do you know what the hell I am?"

When asking questions, Seri was a little apprehensive and nervous, although the person opposite was her best friend.

But what she was familiar with was the young Maren. After so many years, what has he become?
Could Marne have turned into a bad adult?After all, if she is the moon god, then the value of her body is likely to be coveted, but Seli is not afraid of what Mann will do to her.

What she was afraid of was that Ma En had changed.

Ma En said gently to the girl in front of him:
"I understand your doubts, it depends on how you look at it.

"If you look at it from a human perspective, it can be understood that you were born on her corpse. Normally, gods with the same concept will have different personalities, and they will be reborn every time they are killed.

"Although the resurrected gods may be very similar to the past, most of them will become brand new personalities. Their view is that they did not die due to the change of personality, but your situation is very special.

"Because Luna probably doesn't think so.

"She seems to have felt that maintaining her personality was a very important thing before she was alive. I think she may even regard it as a situation that determines her own life and death. I have not seen other gods up close, but I can assure you that she .

"The moon god is indeed different from other gods. The gods are born from the understanding and imagination of a certain concept. After they appear and are endowed with personality, they will certainly not be limited by human imagination, but they are still influenced by people.

"And personality is not an important thing to them. In ancient times, the gods may have existed as concepts close to spiritual bodies or natural will. These and human appearances may just be different to them.

"If you look at it from the perspective of the gods, your personality is just the posture they show.

"They don't necessarily exist in this way, but a life form that is completely different from ours. If we have a non-human understanding of nature, these gods may develop in other directions.

"Humanoid minds are conditions in which they can manifest, not their essence.

"But the Moon Goddess has a different form of existence from her own kind, she is a spiritual god.

"According to my limited understanding, she exists as a more independent and holistic spiritual entity than other gods, which is probably why she actively tries to preserve her personality.

"After all, if you feel that you are human at this moment, you will probably try to continue your mind, and you may even regard the non-human part as not your own, and regard your deep sleep as death. This is what Luna will do. cause of fear.

"It's even possible that's the truth.

"So Sally...

"Can you feel who you are?"

Sally closed her eyes.

"I……

"I didn't feel anything."

Marne nodded slightly:

"You don't feel any different from the past, do you?"

The girl nodded to him:

"Yes, I don't feel anything."

Man looked her in the eyes and said:

"now it's right."

Sally said suspiciously:
"What do you mean?"

"This means that you are still the same person you were in the past." Ma En said, "It doesn't matter if it's Luna standing in front of me or something else, it's you, Sally, who's talking to me.

"It's you who's thinking too."

Sally showed a somewhat dazed look:

"I see. Actually none of those questions mattered.

"'I' is me, these thoughts and memories have constituted me, even if most of the memories do not exist at all, I am also constituted by them, it does not matter if the memory is false...

"Because I'm real."

Mann nodded:

"That's right, no matter what the moon god is, you must be Seri.

"And I have some inferences about that.

“Actually, I didn’t expect this situation.

"After all, before I deliberately walked into her trap, I didn't know where I would meet you.

"If the situation goes smoothly according to my original plan, Luna should theoretically fall into a deep sleep right now.

"And she will be trapped in this room and cannot be reborn again. As far as I know, there are almost no gods below the fourth level. If they reach your level, they will often not be able to maintain their own existence.

"Actually, you are also an accident, but I already have some ideas.

"In fact, the whole plan is basically fine, including killing the moon god, but I haven't accurately predicted what will happen to the god after he enters the containment room.

"She died, but Luna did not fall into a deep sleep, but was born in the containment room.

"I suspect it has something to do with the containment cell, her trap, and the nature of Luna as a separate psychic entity.

"It is very likely that you appeared because she is a spiritual entity, but I have no basis for this. At least there is no way to verify it until the next god is contained.

"Judging from your current appearance, you are a newborn baby composed of my dream and her corpse. After all, if you count by the real standard, you have just appeared."

Sally said worriedly:

"But if my false memory is used as a standard, I have lived for more than ten years.

"And just now, I suddenly discovered that almost all of my memories are false, and then I appeared here and was reborn in the body of a god, but this is just my memory.

"The truth is I didn't even exist before I entered this room."

"Chen Yun and You Yue haven't even met me, if I ran up to them and said 'Hello', I've known you for a long time, they would definitely think I'm crazy.

"and……"

She raised her head and looked at Marne sadly:

"Even you and I haven't been together for so long, it's just a nightmare together, and I just saw you, this is how you see me...

"Am I just an old dream of yours?"

Marne shook his head:
"No, although it's hard for me to see you as my childhood playmate, it's definitely not just that. Frankly speaking, I feel responsible to you, as I said...

"You were born in my memory, which makes me feel that you are a bit like my descendant in a certain way, after all, you come from me, but you are definitely not the kind of descendant we understand to me.

"From other perspectives, you also look like your own past. In fact, simple words can't sum up the relationship between us. You and I can't use any common friends or blood relationship to understand, because in fact we do different from them.

"It's a complex emotion, and I don't have the luxury of figuring it out in a short period of time.

"And in fact, when I look at you, I also vaguely feel an inexplicable kindness.

"This is very similar to the feeling I had on the phone with Chen Yun."

The girl who heard this sentence was a little puzzled:

"Why? You and her really know each other."

Mann said:

"Actually, my situation is somewhat similar to yours. For you, Chen Yun and You Yue may not have remembered you, but I have never remembered them at all.

"Because I lost my memory some time ago."

Sally was full of surprise:

"how so?
"You still remember your past when you were in the dream, so is that also imagination? No, it is impossible for imagination to be so real..."

Seeing that Serlie was starting to panic, Ma En quickly comforted her:

"No, that's not fake.

"I sent someone to search for past photos and video records. There were some things in my dream that I hadn't seen since I lost my memory, but they were all basically the same as the real ones. Even if there were some differences, they were distortions and changes on the real blueprint. .

"Strictly speaking, what we see is derived from my memory.

"But I still don't remember anything when I was inside. I was just going forward in a hazy way. At that time, I was basically controlled by the trap of the moon god, and I had no room to think.

"And that's what I want to tell you.

"You now have the memory of me before I was a teenager. Although it is not so accurate, it still contains the memory of my past. If you allow...

"I want to take a look, there are some things I must know."

"What do you want to know?" she asked hesitantly.

Ma En hesitated to speak:

"You also understand that what we experience in the dream is a distorted memory, right?

"That is to say, when You Yue was attacked..."

Sally suddenly turned pale:

"I wasn't there?"

Mann nodded and said:

"So at that time, I probably didn't have time to find her, and I might even have no way to kill the angel. I don't remember the specific situation, but from what I know...

"She should have died there."

Sally's face turned pale a little:

"So that's why you took me there."

Obviously she knew that You Yue had never seen her again, but Seli still felt intense grief uncontrollably.

It was as if she had just lost a friend forever.

Mann asked:

"So I want to ask, do you mind if I go and see my past?"

Sally replied:

"I'm not used to you saying that. It seems to me that it's our past."

Then she closed her eyes:
"bring it on."

Marne looked at the position of her eyes, and then closed them too.

blank.

Countless bubbles surrounded him.

The white foam that burst at a touch turned into an ocean-like scene, and there were some isolated islands floating on the sea surface. Marne immediately turned around and moved towards them, and then felt the memory inside.

Then, he made sure of one thing.

The girl in front of him was indeed a girl named Seri who had spent a long "time" with him. She was not the disguise or resurrection of the moon god. Seri had a lot of memories of living in the orphanage.

Although he didn't say it out loud, this was actually another purpose of his.

Although she is currently in the containment room, and she is only at level III, she cannot be taken lightly.

After that, he began to search for his own memory.

But nothing was found.

Marne withdrew from the maiden's mind:
"Are you sure you remember the time you spent with me, I didn't see anything in it."

The girl who heard this sentence recalled it quickly, worried that even her own memory would disappear, but she immediately raised her head and looked at Man in doubt:
"I remember it clearly?"

if it is like this……

Maybe he just couldn't see it, like he couldn't see Luna at the time.

The unmemorable is still affecting him, preventing him from re-remembering his past, so it seems likely that his brain still has the memory of the past at this moment, but he just can't perceive it.

And when these memories appear in the brains of other creatures, they still have no way to perceive them.

Because he didn't "forget".

Rather, it is impossible to see the memories circled by the unrememberable.

"Ma En..." The silver-haired girl asked cautiously, "Am I not allowed to leave here?"

Mann nodded:

"For now, but don't worry, I can see your misgivings.

"Our situation is complicated, but our relationship is definitely not just friends.

"No one knows me better than you, and no one knows you better than me.

"You know, I won't lie to you."

Sally froze for a moment, then showed a relieved smile:
"you understood."

Mann nodded and continued:

"Now if you leave the containment room and the Abnormality Control Bureau, you will probably be completely killed, because in reality, Luna has a ritual that can resurrect his personality, and it is arranged in the hearts of all the people in the Southern Federation.

"Once you go out, she's likely to replace you.

"But I'm still going to try to find a way to fix it.

"Before that, you can wait here for me to solve this problem, or do something. If you want to live a normal life, I can also extract the characteristics of the moon god from you, but that requires another fifth-order abnormality Entities are consumed as cost.

"And if you want, you can also join the organization I am in now."

Sally blinked and asked:

"Then after I join, can I stay by your side?"

Mann nodded:

"of course can."

(End of this chapter)