Is he teasing me

Chapter 151 Xiao Xingyu Confidentially Confidentially With Her
Xiao Xingyu poked his head out of the quilt, met Zhang Moyan's eyes in the dark, and suddenly had a feeling that the concubine in the harem had been flopped.

Like a giant caterpillar, it wriggled a lot into the bed and pushed the pillow in. The huge area vacated proved the great enthusiasm.

Zhang Moyan put a pillow next to him, and they came up together with the blanket between them, spread the blanket flat, and lay down beside Xiao Xingyu while brushing his long hair to his chest.

Xiao Xingyu's nose was immediately filled with a faint hair fragrance, which was the smell of their shampoo.

Zhang Moyan looked at the top of the bed in the dark, as if he got on the bed to continue chatting, as if he came here to see his pity and miss his mother, but as soon as he lay down, someone's strong sense of presence robbed all the air around him, and his mind There was a blank for a long time.

It's been quiet for too long, and the Chu River and the Han Dynasty seem to be separated between the two of them. This is not the state Xiao Xingyu wants to coax people up.

"Mo Yan, do I have a fever?"

Just when Zhang Moyan thought that Xiao Xingyu might have fallen asleep, his muttering suddenly sounded beside him.

Zhang Moyan was shocked when he heard the words, and hurriedly stood up to look at him: "Really, do you have a thermometer in your room?"

"Touch and see first, shall we?" Someone's voice was weak, and he took her hand and placed it on his forehead.

Zhang Moyan felt it carefully, and said helplessly: "I can't find it, I'll go and see if there is a thermometer in that medicine box."

As he said that, he wanted to leave, but was grabbed and dragged back to the pillow: "Don't go, I think it might be a low-grade fever."

"still……"

"I said I don't need it!" He said in a very impatient and intolerable tone.

Zhang Moyan had no choice but to lie down again and withdrew his hand, but still looked at Xiao Xingyu with some worry.

"Okay, okay, I lied to you." Xiao Xingyu was too lazy to pretend.

Zhang Moyan was puzzled: "Why did you lie to me?"

Xiao Xingyu said casually: "Seeing how nervous you are, let's liven up the atmosphere."

There was a stalk in Zhang Mo's throat: "How can I be nervous?"

"Oh, then I misunderstood. That's right, I almost forgot how passionate you are, why are you nervous?" Xiao Xingyu seemed to be talking to himself.

Zhang Moyan's ears were buzzing, and she felt that her ears would have a fever if he didn't have a fever.

But after he made such a fuss, the estranged atmosphere seemed to have relaxed a lot.

"Mr. Xiao, you haven't told me when you'll come back to study azure porcelain?"

Xiao Xingyu looked at her nonsense, neither daring to refute nor to ask for proof, and could only change the subject as if to hide her shame, feeling an indescribable sweetness.

Why are you so cute? !
"Your question is very good," Xiao Xingyu said in a serious manner, "I just decided that I will come back to study azure porcelain. Is this what your reporters say?"

Zhang Moyan was wronged: "No. Maybe Zhou Xia told me before that you would definitely come back to study the azure glazed porcelain again, so I subconsciously defaulted to this setting."

Xiao Xingyu didn't say a word, but smiled lightly.

Zhang Moyan: "Although you said before, Zhou Xia said that you left the porcelain world for the wrong reasons, but at least she guessed the ending right? You will come back."

Xiao Xingyu turned his head to her: "So what, who knows how many years later it will be, I don't even know."

Hearing what he said, Zhang Moyan was confused for a while: "What do you mean?"

Xiao Xingyu stretched out a finger and fiddled with the few strands of Zhang Moyan's hair that fell on her pillow: "Actually, people outside are right, I'm really at the end of my talents, and I can't make anything out of it."

A little seriously discouraged, Zhang Moyan couldn't help but raised his body and wondered: "Why do you say that about yourself?"

"What I'm saying is the truth," Xiao Xingyu sighed, "I was also very ambitious in my early years, and I also knew that I was more talented than others, and I worked very hard not to waste this talent. My wish is to let my grandfather see the formula of azure glazed porcelain during his lifetime, so I have done things that many people can't do in their lifetime. However, it is too difficult, and the complication of developing faster than others is Ushered in the bottleneck period earlier than others.”

Zhang Moyan was a little stunned.

Xiao Xingyu said in a low voice, "I have gone to the best universities at home and abroad for further studies, I have tried all possible technologies, and I have visited all the places where azure glazed porcelain is collected... But the more The more I understand, the more I know how difficult this matter is, I have reached a bottleneck, not only in research, but also in psychology, I have lost the confidence and strength to do this.”

He took a deep breath and exhaled: "Too many failures have almost crushed me, so I have to stop. If I force myself to continue in that state, I will not only gain nothing, but also destroy myself. I It took fifteen years to finally admit that azure glazed porcelain is not something that can be achieved in a short period of time, and I accept this fact."

Zhang Moyan was silent for a long time after listening. Suddenly, she realized that Xiao Xingyu was confiding in her heart!
He clearly said, don't confide in others casually.

Did Xiao Xingyu already regard her as a friend?
If so...friends should give friends encouragement.

Moreover, she does understand how uncomfortable it is when a person faces something that he can't do anything about.

"You are right to do this. You can't do anything with a negative mood, and you will be in pain. People should have an empty cup mentality. When the heart is full of negative emotions, you should first empty them. Then good things can come in. Things that cannot be forced, let nature take its course, and it is also very important for us to live our lives well.”

It seemed to be said to Xiao Xingyu, and it seemed to be said to himself.

With the rustling of the blanket, Xiao Xingyu made a big movement in the darkness. Zhang Moyan didn't know that something was happening until her waist and abdomen were tightly bound by strong and well-defined arms, and a head rested on her abdomen. what people do.

Immediately his whole body became stiff: "Mr. Xiao?"

Xiao Xingyu took it for granted: "I slept on my mother's belly when I was a child." He hugged him a little tighter as it should be.

Zhang Mo was speechless, but I'm not your mother!And you've grown up too!
"So... I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep," Zhang Moyan wrapped her hands around his head, trying to push it away but was a little afraid, "There will be a gurgling sound in my stomach, so it's not an ideal pillow."

Xiao Xingyu raised his head slightly and turned his head.

"If the stomach is not ideal, then pillow your thigh." He seemed very reasonable.

Zhang Moyan was startled, and immediately curled up her knees.

"Then, then the stomach will be healed." The lesser of two evils.

Xiao Xingyu held back a smile and said "oh", then turned his head away again.The national teacher has long said that Chinese people always like to be in harmony. If you say that this room is too dark and you need to open a window here, everyone will definitely not allow it. But if you advocate tearing down the roof, they will Will come to reconcile, willing to open the window.

Ignoring the woman's desire to speak but not crying, he hugged her body openly and comfortably pillowed on her stomach through a thin blanket.Her belly was so flat and soft, she was going to have her cubs in it one day.Thinking of this, Xiao Xingyu turned his cheeks sideways and placed a half kiss on her belly.

With this secret action, he seemed to have obtained great comfort.

(End of this chapter)