Is he teasing me

Chapter 248 Only Being Together Forever Is Perfect
After waiting in front of the computer for a while, there was no reply from the netizen yet, so Zhang Moyan went to the kitchen looking for anything to wrap his stomach around.

There are still a lot of ingredients brought back from Zhang's house, but they all need to be processed, which is too troublesome.I found a bag of instant noodles, but I was really not in the mood to put it in the pot to cook, so I boiled a pot of water, soaked the noodles in a porcelain bowl, and returned to the table in a daze.

For her now, breaking up is the most important thing.

She had no intention of being involved in the vortex of the secret recipe of azure glazed porcelain. It would take her a long time to rebuild her mind just to digest her birth that was not blessed by her father.

The father who went with him after the incident did not discuss those entanglements in detail in the last letter, but the complexity of the whole incident can be seen from only the fragments mentioned. She, Zhang Moyan, knows all about those things It's not something her IQ can mix with.

Once in the game, it will inevitably kill itself.

But there is an old saying: cut the mess with a sharp knife.The most terrifying kind of person in any kind of competition or gambling is never the most courageous, the most powerful, or the richest, but another kind of person, commonly known as the rascal.

It's like on a mahjong table, no matter how smooth your upper hand's cards are, and how closely you see your next player's cards, none of the next players will push the cards and stand up and say "don't play" or "you take it if you win. I won't accompany you anymore." Great.

In fact, Zhang Shunqing is a rascal from a certain point of view.

It's useless to be a villain, and heroes don't even bother to do it, but how many people in the world are heroes, let alone heroines?
Being rascal is worthless, but it is much easier than being a heroine, and it is indeed a way to end everything with the least cost.

Do the opposite.

Don't those behind-the-scenes players want her to have a relationship with the Xiao family? Then she should get rid of it now and end her relationship with Xiao Xingyu.See how they continue? !
Zhang Moyan once imagined that one day she would be able to share her details with Xiao Xingyu frankly, because from the bottom of her heart, she hoped that there would be someone in this world who understood herself as well as she did.

Because some things, only one person knows, really too lonely.

If there is one person in the world who knows her well, she hopes that person is Xiao Xingyu.

But now Zhang Moyan feels that there is no need for this anymore, and telling Xiao Xingyu is afraid that he will be in danger, and when Xiao Guotao asked to see her mother, her instinctive concealment and self-evidence have made her see clearly Inferiority.

At that time, she chose to protect her identity as the daughter of Zhang Feng and Huang Qin almost without thinking.Yes, deep down she doesn't want people to know that she is an adopted orphan!

Even the adopted son and daughter of the world's richest man will be treated with sympathy by the world, not to mention she is the child of Chen Yun and Zhang Shunqing.

The heroine in novels or TV shows is often strong and brave in the face of thorns, and draws a knife to overthrow fate, but she will not, because it is unnecessary, because the years have not treated her with bitterness, hatred, or hatred, or even thinness.

She has a very warm and kind family. Her grandparents, parents, and mothers have loved her very much since she was a child. She has had a wonderful academic career in the past [-] years, and now she is working in a stable job. Her boss has a good temper. And a very dear friend and colleague...those are very precious.

This is not the first time she has given up what she longed for for these existing beauties.

I remember that when Huang Qin was in the second grade of elementary school, she took her to the children's palace to apply for the hobby class. She was obviously very envious of the children in the dance class wearing beautiful exercise clothes, but because Huang Qin kept consulting the teacher about the situation of the taekwondo class, she finally became Huang Qin. When Qin asked her what she wanted to learn, she happily said "I want to learn Taekwondo".

After all, for an orphan like her, she should be content to be able to go to a hobby class.

Although Taekwondo was learned very hard, and her studies were interrupted when she was in the sixth grade, the picture of her family being happy every time she was promoted in those years made her feel very happy, so everything was worth it.

For example, Zhang Feng and Huang Qin wanted her to go to the police academy for myopia laser surgery. She had heard that her eyelids would be stretched to the point of crying on the operating table, and she was so afraid that she would die, but she went there happily, even though she failed the final exam. Admission, but the parents are also very relieved that she is a good child.

There are many other things like this. She has become accustomed to having a normal life and only has one attitude towards all the love in the end, and that is "okay".

Well, without Xiao Xingyu as your husband, there will always be some other man as your husband.As for Xiao Xingyu, she shouldn't have to worry about it. With his quality, he will definitely find a woman who is a hundred times better than her to be his wife.

In this way, I feel that I have done a good thing!

Thinking of this, Zhang Moyan sucked her sore nose forcefully, and told herself not to hurt the spring and the autumn, but to think about the immediate problem of when to break up with Xiao Xingyu!
Xiao Xingyu will be back tomorrow, but he definitely can't break up tomorrow, because tomorrow is Xiao Xingyu's birthday, and it would be too cruel to break up on someone's birthday.

Moreover, the entertainment team will do an exclusive interview with him the day after tomorrow. If he offends him tomorrow and he stops recording the day after tomorrow, then she cannot bear the consequences.

But it's really hard to face him tomorrow!
They also agreed that she would wear a short dress on her birthday to ask him to repay her favor. It's really maddening!
Zhang Moyan broke her heart and asked the leader to help Jin Xueyang on a business trip!

Although the itinerary will only start on Friday the day after tomorrow, she can go one day earlier, so that she will have a reason not to celebrate Xiao Xingyu's birthday tomorrow, and then break up after returning from the business trip, which seems to be smoother.

The noodles were soaked in wild thoughts, and Zhang Moyan numbly ate with a fork while finishing her sick leave application on the OA. Looking back, two passers-by on the Internet had already answered her question:
"If you love him, there will be regrets as long as you break up. If you can, please choose to be together forever!"

"Only being together forever is perfect."

Tears welled up in Zhang Moyan's eyes in an instant, and the iron wall built in his heart a moment ago collapsed when he saw the gentle words of netizens.

Zhang Moyan stared at these two replies for a long time, and suddenly couldn't help herself, her shoulders almost became a sieve with sobs, her tears slipped down the back of her hand like strings of beads, and fell heavily into the instant noodle bowl one by one.

In the end, she could only cover the laptop, took a few tissues to wipe her face clean and stood up, looking for something to do to divert her emotions.

Opening a brisk playlist, pouring out the noodles, washing the dishes, tidying up the sofa and table, and cleaning the floor with a sponge mop, is obviously a very healing activity, but when the large sun shines through the glass windows of the living room When he came in, Zhang Moyan felt so glaring, the pain made both eyes burst into tears.

Really, obviously I was the one who wanted to break up, but I was as heartbroken as if I had been dumped.

Zhang Moyan realized that she would cry all day long if she stayed at home, so she calmed down and decided to go out for a walk.Jin Xueyang said that units without registration certificates cannot take sick leave, so he went to the street hospital for formalities.

(End of this chapter)