The emperor always wants to promise himself

Chapter 588
When Xiao Yu and Jun Rong got married, they didn't see Xiao Qin, but he actually came.

He came back from a remote place, mixed in the crowd, wearing a bamboo hat, very inconspicuous.

During this period of time, he thought a lot, and finally he couldn't think about it for a while, so he became a monk.

If you take off the bamboo hat, you can see his bald head.

Standing in the crowd, he looked at the golden red dragon chariot and the petals all over the sky, and felt a pang in his heart. In the past ten years, she couldn't help herself, but now she can be regarded as free and happy.

He is very happy.

But he doesn't want to appear in front of her now, he is afraid that she will think of her mother and feel uncomfortable when she sees him.

Therefore, it is enough for him to just take a look at her from a distance, and it is enough to know that she is living a good life, and there is no need to disturb her current life.

So when Long Nian returned to the palace, he left the capital again.

When he returned to the small temple where he was temporarily staying, the host didn't ask him where he went, but just played chess with him while listening to the rain.

"You don't seem to be very happy all the time, the mortal world is gone."

"I, I feel ashamed in my heart, and I don't understand why. I don't know how to make up for it."

"Oh? Tell me." The host had white eyebrows and looked very kind.

Perhaps because the atmosphere today is so good, Xiao Qin is willing to say more.

He sighed, stroked the chess piece in his hand and said, "There is actually a sister in my family, but before that, I never knew she was a woman, and I always regarded her as my elder brother."

"She is very powerful. She knows everything. She knows astronomy from the top and geography from the bottom. She can assist the emperor at the top and govern the ministers at the bottom. I have always been proud of her."

The old host listened quietly, showing no surprise at what he said.

Xiao Qin felt more and more relaxed, "But she is seldom at home. I thought she was too busy, but I realized later that maybe she just didn't want to go back, didn't want to see the mother who forced her into this situation, and didn't want to see me."

"Why do you think she doesn't want to see you?" The old host asked calmly.

Today's Empress Empress's life experience is no secret, everyone in the world knows it, so the host didn't ask why she didn't want to see her mother.

Xiao Qin was stunned: "Without me, maybe sister and mother would reconcile sooner or later? Mother has no other sustenance, so she will face up to sister's existence."

The old host shook his head: "Do you think she is rare for this kind of feeling from charity?"

Xiao Qin's body froze, and he was suddenly stunned.

"Emotions are always about fate, you can't force it. You made a mistake from the beginning, but you correct it later, and the damage is still there. With your sister's proud temperament, how can you be unconcerned?"

The old host slowly got up, looked at the drizzle outside the corridor, and said softly: "Since there is a grudge in your heart, it is time and fate to come to this situation."

"It's not your fault, and it's not your fault."

Xiao Qin sat in the same place silently, and after a long while smiled wryly, "I thought it would be easier to take the blame on myself, and tried every means to make excuses for my mother, but it turned out that mother is really like this."

"Yeah, so why do you have to restrain yourself for the mistakes of your ancestors?"

The host said earnestly: "Your mother is sorry for your sister, but your sister has nothing to do with you. She didn't blame you, nor did she hate you. You just ran away like this, but you are complaining to her."

"I didn't!" Xiao Qin stood up abruptly.

(End of this chapter)