On the wedding night, the boss is addicted to molesting his wife

Chapter 191 191, please don't appear again...

At that time, she was shocked.

Shi Qing is a conservative person, and Aunt Rui has also taught her that as a girl, she has to keep herself clean, and she should not have a relationship with a boy early.

Therefore, during the two years when she and Han Yan fell in love, they just held hands and rarely kissed - she was afraid of getting burned.

As a doctor, she knew that men were more impulsive in such matters than women.

And she prefers spiritual love.

Or maybe she was still young at that time, her mind was pure, and she didn't have the desire to occupy her body and mind.

Han Yan respected her quite a lot. At that time, the relationship between them was extremely pure, that is, mutual admiration and mutual warmth.

And that day in West Africa, when she found out that they were sleeping together, she had driven him out angrily and anxiously.

But Han Yan was uncharacteristically, hugged her viciously, and said, "We've already got back together, and we've slept together, have you forgotten? Before your accident happened, we've already done everything we should do. Qi Tan , you are my woman now...so in the future, you are never allowed to leave me. No matter what happens, no one is allowed to say goodbye..."

She couldn't recall what happened during those seven days, but she remembered having sex with someone.

That person was Han Yan.

They reconciled in bed and got back together.

Then, he took her back to the country.

But after returning to China, she kept resisting making out with him.

And every time, her refusal will cause him to fluctuate in mood, or slam the door away, or get angry, or cold war with a sullen face.

Yes, back then, after they got back together, their relationship was not harmonious at all...

This may explain that their reunion at that time was only superficial.

Later, in the face of Mrs. Han's threat, she also wanted to fight for it. She wanted to fight first and then play, and talk to Han Yan after receiving the certificate. However, she waited for so long at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and he never showed up.

During that time, accidents happened to the dean's family one after another, and it was rumored on the Internet that he was engaged. In order to protect the other members of the dean's family, she gave up fighting... With a heart full of pain, she hid.

And her liking for Han Yan was hidden deeply.

In these six years, sometimes, she would think of his gentleness and domineering, and their agreement to grow old together.

I also imagined that if Han Yan knew Luoluo and Zaizai, would he love them?But compared to helping the children recognize their father, she is more afraid of the children being taken away...

In the past six years, she has grown up rapidly, and the relationship between men and women has become insignificant in her life.

Although sometimes recalling the past, she would feel the pain of being torn apart, deep in her heart, she really couldn't completely let go.However, she is very clear that she cares more about the ownership of the two children than men.

So, before, when he found her, she was so repulsive, and at the same time, she wanted to break up with him, but in order to keep the two children.

What now?
She was still worried that he knew about the existence of Luo Luo and Zai Zai, and would worry about the custody issue, but she was suddenly able to face it calmly.

If he really found out, it would be a big deal to sue.

She has both financial strength and excellent work ability, and she is not afraid of losing at all—but, once she goes to court, the child will be hurt.

……

At this moment, Shiqing heard him say that when he said that he wanted to break up because of a moment of anger, she could not help but sigh heavily:
"Because of your angry words, I was hurt for the whole winter.

"Han Yan, you are very possessive and have a strong desire to control. You always hope that my eyes can circle around you, but I am a doctor and I have my mission. This is the difference in our personalities... I hope I You can learn something and use it, and you want me to be centered on you..."

"So, I went to West Africa, and while realizing my value as a doctor, I also wanted to stay away from the negative emotions you brought me.

"In West Africa, my life is simple and fulfilling. I don't have to worry that my boyfriend will be jealous because I treat male patients. All the people I treat will be grateful to me. My friends will also praise my medical skills. I feel that I am shining, not a tool person who exists only for someone.

"Later, you found me and sincerely wanted to apologize to me and start over with me. You did get rid of some bad habits. However, the distance between us was still evident.

"You can't handle your family members. I can't fight your family members either. I waited for you in the civil affairs hall until dark. On the day you didn't come, I figured it out completely. There is an impassable distance between us."

Shi Qing looked at the luxuriant wishing tree, his eyes were extremely calm:
"When I chose to leave, I didn't intend to turn back. Now, I just want to live a peaceful life in peace. Han Yan. Please don't appear in my life again, is that okay?"

Han Yan's eyes were unbelievable and painful, exuding deep grievances, six years of lovesickness, in the end, only one sentence "please don't show up again".

"Because... him?" His eyes were red: "Lu Chaoyang."

When he bit out these three words, he was in pain.

Back then, when he pursued Shi Qing, he was always afraid that if Lu Chaoyang found out, he would come to compete with him.Therefore, he has been handling their relationship in a low-key manner, so low-key that no one can find out that he is in a relationship.

As a result, people are not as good as heaven.

In the end, whatever he was afraid of, he would come.

Shi Qing's reaction was very calm, she was not surprised that Han Yan would find out about this matter.

At this moment, she naturally didn't know where Han Yan's pain came from. She thought that what hurt him was that she was actually married.

"My marriage with him was just an accident. There will be a divorce. In the future, I will be far away from you and him. Everyone has their own life circle. I don't want to cross this boundary and try another Life."

And it was the phrase "will get divorced" that made Han Yan breathe a sigh of relief.

The simplest four words reflect the fact that:
Lu Chaoyang did not conquer her.

No matter how charismatic Lu Chaoyang is in front of others, it doesn't work in front of her.

And he still has hope.

"Xiao Tan, I can explain... I didn't go to the Civil Affairs Office that day because my mother broke my leg and locked me up."

Han Yan lifted up his trousers, revealing an obvious scar on his calf: "No one at home helped me deliver the letter, and I passed out from the pain at that time, so, Xiao Tan, I didn't miss the appointment on purpose..."

After six years, he finally revealed the reason why he didn't go.

It was for this reason that he lost his beloved.

Shi Qing looked at it, and smiled shyly, the knot in his heart seemed to be untied at once.

It turned out that there was something hidden about the broken appointment back then, and it turned out that his absence was justifiable.

But is it useful?

　to be continued……

　　
　
(End of this chapter)