Chapter 204 204, you are good, but not what I want
"Because you have a daughter? His family can't accept it? I see that Lu Juanchen seems to be serious about you. Today's funeral was all handled by him. He put his heart into it. He managed it decently and followed Zhao Auntie's hometown customs, this is really a concern for the deceased..."

Zhan Yuan said a fair word.

He is not the kind of paranoid person who is so paranoid that he looks at people fairly. Good is good, and bad is not good.

This surprised Lu Juanchen deeply.

"He's right. I don't want to continue." She sighed softly.

"Why?" He couldn't help asking.

This is also the reason why Lu Juanchen wanted to figure it out - he wanted to figure out whether it had anything to do with Han Yan.

Shi Qing sat on the stone chair by the embankment, looked at the night sky full of stars, thought for a while, and then said:

"It's probably because I'm not used to people participating in my life. I just want to live in peace. I can't tolerate others in my heart."

In other words, she didn't want to step out of her comfort zone and face another unknown life.So, she wants to withdraw into her own inherent mode, so that it will be easier for her.

However, she didn't say that.

"Is it because of your daughter's biological father? That child is your own daughter. Jun Zhixia told me about this today. You still love that man, so..."

Zhan Yuan guessed.

"It has nothing to do with that person." Shi Qing immediately denied.

"Then I don't understand. There are other things that caused you to get divorced. I can see that the interaction between Lu Juanchen and your daughter is very father-daughter..."

Zhan Yuan was a little confused.

It really complied with that sentence: a woman's heart is a needle in the sea.

"I don't want to get into a marriage. The previous intersection was wrong. I just want everyone's fate to return to the original position. Only in this way will the society feel comfortable."

Zhan Yuan shook his head, as far as he was concerned, Lu Junchen had a crush on Shi Qing.Therefore, this marriage is definitely not something she can leave if she wants to!

"Yo, here he comes."

Zhan Yuan was alarmed and immediately noticed Lu Junchen approaching.

Shi Qing turned his head and looked over, there was a street lamp by the river, which was not there before, no, after the new building, Lu Junchen had someone add it.

The lights are bright.

It allows people who are several meters away to clearly see each other's expression changes.

"Can we chat?"

Lu Juanchen did not hide, but walked over generously.

"I'm going to watch them play cards."

Zhan Yuan abdicated, he was very tactful.

Soon, he entered the air-conditioned factory shed.

In the night, the air conditioner was humming, and the sound seemed a bit noisy.

Shi Qing looked at him.

Under the street lamp, he stood quietly, with a calm expression on his face, making it impossible to guess what he was thinking.I don't know how much she listened to what she and Zhan Yuan said just now.

Since being forced to kiss in the bathroom by him yesterday, they have barely spoken to each other now.

But keeping silent will not solve the problem.

She had thought about it before, and she still needed to talk to him—and now was the right time.

"Little Gege is my daughter."

A gust of night wind blew over, so Shi Qing spoke first:

"She was born to me and my ex-boyfriend, her nickname is: Luo Luo, Shui Luo Luo is the child who made up nonsense."

Oh, sure enough!
She really misunderstood.

What happened to her back then to cause such memory confusion?

Lu Juanchen secretly sighed in his heart, but he didn't immediately correct her cognitive mistakes.

There must be something else going on here.

But he can't just focus on his own feelings, and insist on telling what happened back then.

She and Han Yan have been in love for many years, and she has confirmed that the child she gave birth to is Han Yan. If he overthrows her cognition rashly, it will be a serious harm to her.

He looked at her with a complicated expression, followed her words and continued to ask: "Why did you break up in the first place?"

Is it just because Han Yan didn't go to the Civil Affairs Office?

Why does he think there is something inside here.

She should be the kind of person who is particularly long-lasting. Once she is in love, unless there is a compelling reason, she will definitely not change her identity and hide herself in the snow.

She is not only hiding from Han Yan, but there should be more complicated reasons.

As a special soldier, he has accepted various complex missions. During the execution of the mission, the situation will always have various unexpected developments. However, he has a keen analytical ability and can accurately hit the point.

"It doesn't matter." She didn't want to share that experience with anyone.

"Yes. It's not important. The past is not important. The important thing is the present and the future." Lu Juanchen didn't press the question, but deliberately emphasized a sentence, bringing the focus back to the relationship between the two of them:

"Shi Qing, in Mutu Town, I thought we got along very well. You should understand what I'm thinking. I like you, I like you very much."

He approached step by step, confessing his truest feelings.

Some people say that in the world of love, the person who falls in love first will be eaten to death by the other person.

But he felt that as long as she was kept and eaten to death, he was willing.

Shi Qing stood up, and instinctively avoided it, his heart throbbed strangely because of the phrase "I like it very much".

The tall body gives people an inexplicable sense of oppression.

"Thank you for your liking, but there is one thing, what you did is very dishonest, and I can't agree with it..." She complained seriously.

"what's up?"

"At that time, I don't have any memory. So, I believe what you say? You know my state, but you still take advantage of it. Isn't the method a bit despicable..."

She deliberately bit out an extremely cold accusation.

"Did I give you any wrong information?"

He frowned, being accused of being "mean", he was a little bit unconvinced:
"What I told you at the time: We were newly married, we had just gotten married, and we didn't know each other well enough...I said all of this, except for Aunt Rui's death, which I did deliberately conceal...That's because I felt that Rui Auntie has stimulated you too much, and I am afraid that something will happen to you. Besides, your ability to judge has not been lost..."

Shi Qing was blocked by him and couldn't speak.

"The little things that happened between you and me in Mutu all happened when we got along day and night, it's a natural emotional change.

"I like you, and I'm working hard to understand you, and I hope to be understood by you, and you like me bit by bit.

"During this period, I didn't have any inducing behavior towards you, so I don't admit the crime that you said I was mean.

"Of course, there is one thing I have to apologize to you, that is, on the day of the accident, my mother treated you badly and hurt you."

He stretched out his hand and pulled Shi Qing who was trying to keep a distance from her.

Her body was visibly resisting.

This made him a little uncomfortable, but he refused to let go, "The day before yesterday, when little Luoluo told me that after you woke up, you once confronted my mother and wanted to follow me back to the three islands, I was very happy, at least that At that time, you still have me in your heart, right?"

Shi Qing was very upset, alas, this daughter can really turn her elbows outward.

"Yes, at that time, I wanted to follow, but so what if I went? Lu Junchen, my memory will recover sooner or later. Once recovered, these are not important..."

She was deliberately denying everything they had experienced between them, her eyes were so calm that it was terrifying.

"Since you admitted that you wanted to go back to Mishima with me, it means that you liked me in your heart. Since you liked me, why did you want to divorce?" He refused to let go and continued to ask.

Shi Qing frowned, trying hard to think of words:

"That was just a very short episode. In our lives, it was an insignificant ten days. Now I don't like anyone. Lu Junchen, this is my attitude. I hope you can understand. Everyone is an adult It's better for people to get together and get together..."

When the last seven words were bitten out, she felt sad in her heart.

This made her a little flustered, and she instinctively avoided looking.

"Good to get together and good to go?"

Lu Juanchen's eyes were heavy, and his heart was pierced by these four seemingly easy words.

This woman wanted to make a clear distinction with him from beginning to end.

"You... haven't let go of Luo Luo's biological father?"

he asked.

"It has nothing to do with him. I simply don't want to have a relationship with any man. Lu Juanchen, you are very nice, but it's not what I want." She tried her best to harden her heart and utter the harsh words.

He stared in disbelief.

But she looked at him with frank eyes:

"I owe you the favor of blocking the bullet for me. If you need me in the future, I can do something for you that I can do."

What a ruthless woman, even this kind of thing, she can use to make a deal.

"If that day, the bullet missed and killed me, would you be so cruel?"

Language is the most powerful weapon in the world, it can make a man as strong as iron be deeply stabbed by it.

Shi Qing didn't think about this, and didn't dare to think about it: "I said, I can do one thing for you, as long as I can do it, and it doesn't violate the law. Then, we will settle the matter."

As for the matter of feelings, can it be said that the two can be cleared up?
This woman's heart is simply made of stone.

Lu Juanchen felt very uncomfortable.

"Okay, I know your attitude. After the teacher's funeral and the divorce are over, I agree, but I have two conditions..." He let go and raised the conditions at the same time.

"You said."

Shi Qing was afraid that he would raise conditions that she could not agree to.

"The first condition. I will always be Little Grid's godfather. You can't stop Little Grid from meeting me."

It's not difficult.

It's just that, she and he will meet often.

"No problem. What about the second one?"

"The second condition..." His eyes became dark: "Before the divorce, you bring Little Gege to accompany me for another three days, just like you did in Mutu Town before."

what?
Shi Qing was startled, his eyes became extremely nervous.

"Otherwise, I won't get a divorce. At the end of three days, we'll go for a divorce. Don't forget, you owe me your life. Now I just want you to stay with me for three days..."

Thinking about it this way, it seems understandable.

However, the thought of being the same as before made her uncomfortable.

"it is good."

She gritted her teeth and agreed.

She understood his intention, he might want to save her through these three days.She shouldn't have agreed, but somehow she agreed.

"Then it's a word."

Lu Juanchen secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

He will not divorce easily.

The reason why these two requests were made was to get her to agree to give him another three days - he had to find another way so that she had to stay.

With regard to the relationship between him, her, and the child, he must let her accept it readily within these three days-he wants her to correct the mistakes in memory.

"Daddy."

Luo Luo suddenly ran over, opened his arms and ran towards Lu Junchen.

He turned around and hugged this cute little liar - if her mother could be like her, it would be perfect, but unfortunately, she subdued the little liar, but the big liar treated him like a shoestring.

"Little Gege, aren't you sleepy?"

"I'm sleepy, I want Daddy to hug me to sleep."

As she spoke, she yawned and hugged his neck with both hands, sticking to him.

"Okay, then go to sleep, Daddy will hold you..."

"Ah."

He hugged Luo Luo and walked away.

Shi Qing looked at such a picture of father and daughter loving each other, her nose was sour, but she felt that she had done nothing wrong.

They are a wrong marriage that shouldn't exist.

Her heart is repelling.

But when she heard him say that she could get a divorce, why didn't she feel a sense of relief—she didn't know what was wrong with her?
Sitting on a chair beside her, looking at the silent river, her expression was complicated...

"I heard!"

Jun Zhixia suddenly came over and sat beside her, "I agreed to divorce, what do you think?"

Her gaze was aggressive, like an X-ray, trying to sweep out all the truest thoughts in her heart.

"This is the best outcome."

Shi Qing calmly made a judgment.

"Is there no trace of nostalgia in your heart?"

Jun Zhixia asked again, and saw a trace of hesitation on her face.

She smiled.

"You are hesitating. Or, you are simply avoiding."

She pointed it out.

Shi Qing bowed his head and said nothing.

"Today is the first time I met Lu Junchen, but I have to say that he handles affairs quite safely. He handled Aunt Rui's funeral in an orderly manner."

Jun Zhixia is also very accurate in seeing people:
"He gives people the feeling of being very stable and stable. You are the kind of person who is particularly insecure, so if you meet such a man and he treats you wholeheartedly, if you are not at all moved I think it's a kind of self-deception..."

In just a few hours, Jun Zhixia came to a conclusion, that is, her good friend had feelings for Lu Junchen, but she was deliberately avoiding this perception.

Because, in the past few hours, Shi Qing has been avoiding Lu Juanchen's gaze - if she really didn't take a person seriously, it wouldn't be this kind of reaction.

Shi Qing had to admit that his heart seemed to be pierced by Sister Xia's words.

Jun Zhixia hooked her over: "Shiqing, now, look at me, feel your heart and answer me: Do you still love that man six years ago? When you see that man, will you be extremely attached?"

She has to let this silly child face up to her heart, and she must not miss such an outstanding man...

 This chapter has four thousand words.Dear friends, today is the first day of the new year. Ah Chen hereby wishes everyone a happy new year and auspicious year of the tiger...

  
 
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