All living beings in hell

Chapter 105 Chapter 058:[-] - Plastic Surgery Enthusiast

The lotus lantern at the door was lit up, and the office welcomed customer No. [-].

"One, two, three, four, five, hundreds of trillions." A young girl's voice came from the door, counting.

"Come in, please," I said.

The sound of bouncing footsteps entered the office, and the girl in front of her was tall and fair, with a big chest and a waist that was out of proportion.The face looks like it has undergone many surgeries. It is a human face, but more like a doll.The girl was wearing a flesh-colored tube top and shorts. She seemed very satisfied with her breasts. When she walked, her arms were tucked between her ribs, and her waist was slumped.

"What should I call you?"

"Ningning, it's peaceful Ning." She smiled unnaturally, the padding under the two apple muscles made the skin reflective.

I wrote her name on the rice paper: "Good Ning Ning, may I ask why you are looking for me today?"

"Do you think I'm pretty, my lord?"

"What do you think is beautiful?"

Ning Ning stood up and turned around in front of the wooden table: "Chest silicone filler 20, rhinoplasty 5, European double eyelid 8, liposuction 8, mandibular bone reduction 15, brow bone filling with hyaluronic acid 3 6 yuan, 12 yuan for apple muscle filling, 400 yuan for calf gastrocnemius muscle removal... and other large and small operations, the total cost is about [-] million yuan. Is it not enough?"

"Enough of what?"

"Not pretty enough?"

"So you came to me today to let me judge whether you are pretty or not?"

"Other ghosts say I'm pretty, what do you think?"

"I think you are expensive."

"Don't you think I'm pretty?"

"Pretty is a very subjective judgment. I also think the sea of ​​blood and sea breeze are pleasant."

Ning Ning was a little annoyed: "So you don't think I'm pretty!"

"There are so many ghosts praising you, why do you value my opinion so much!"

"I want it! Everyone! Whether it's a ghost or a human! They all think I'm beautiful!"

"I think you're pretty, then what?"

"What then?"

"If everyone, ghost, thinks you are beautiful, then what? What do you want?"

"There is no more, this is what I want."

"Ningning, how did you come to hell?" I asked.

"If you don't praise me for being beautiful, I won't say it."

"You don't have to say anything, I won't force you."

"You are too much!" Ning Ning patted the wooden table, "Do you know how many times I have been on the operating table and how much I have suffered for my current appearance?"

"Did someone force you to do this?"

"My mother always said I was ugly! She said that when I grow up like this, no man will love me, and it's hard to find a job! The only way out is to have plastic surgery and be beautiful. You don't know me at all. How difficult it is for such an inherently ugly person to survive in society!"

"But you didn't survive. Didn't you come to hell? The good thing is that the aesthetics in hell are not so monotonous. It's not that European style big wide double plus white and thin is beautiful."

I poured a cup of hot tea for myself and Ning Ning, but Ning Ning ignored the cup of hot tea.

"But I have paid... so much... so much... I am just a little bit closer, and I can become perfect... perfect... who knows that I will die on the operating table... I blame that doctor, that Quack doctor! If I had known earlier, I wouldn’t have gone for liposuction, I wouldn’t have gone…”

"So you died on the operating table during liposuction?"

Ning Ning covered her face, but she didn't press it completely on her hands, probably because she was afraid that the filler on her face would be deformed.

"I just want to look better. Why is it so difficult? Why is it so difficult?"

"Actually, I can't completely blame you for this matter. The aesthetics of women in society is indeed monotonous and deformed. But what I want to say is, let's put aside the current aesthetics of women's appearance, you will always have a choice , you can choose to transform yourself into the appearance of the public, or you can choose to accept your original appearance and live your own life."

"It's easy to say, my lord, you are not a human being, you don't even know how difficult it is!"

"Do you think I look good?" I asked Ningning.

Ning Ning touched his tears, looked at me seriously, and scanned his eyes up and down on the European-style wide and wide back: "The face is a bit round, you can make a small face by cutting the bones. Then put the tip of the nose, trim the eyebrows, and trim the forehead. A little bit of hyaluronic acid will be more three-dimensional and fuller."

"You think it will look better if I change it like this, don't you?"

"It will definitely look better."

"Then this is your aesthetic of 'face', you think such a face would look better. I think I am fine now, I can choose to accept your proposal, or not."

"If you don't accept it, you won't starve to death! Someone will give you a job! You hell officials don't need money!"

"If you didn't have plastic surgery, would you starve to death?"

"Nobody would love me if I didn't have plastic surgery. Nobody!"

"Then after your plastic surgery, does anyone love you?"

"There have been three or four men... two of them would give me money and a house. I need these!"

"Then it looks like you're doing pretty well."

"Not good! I'm not doing well at all! It costs a lot of money to maintain my face every month, and it costs a lot of money to do my body! I have to please those men to ensure that I have money to spend I sometimes feel like I'm not a woman, no, not a human being at all, just a doll, molded into what people like, and then still being raped by men.

But what can be done?What can I do? "

"So you don't like plastic surgery, just to please men, is that right?"

"I just want to be loved...why is it so difficult..."

Tears flowed from the corners of Ning Ning's eyes again, and fell on her chest along her undulating cheeks.

"If you don't even love yourself, how can others love you? Even if others love you, they are just filling in the endless black hole that is meaningless."

"I love myself! I would like to love others too! But others just don't love me!"

"How do you love yourself?"

"I will take care of my body regularly, do my face, buy bags, and I spend a lot of money on myself."

"But you still don't feel the nourishment of love, do you? The money you spend is like dropping seeds in the desert. No matter how many seeds you sow, no rice will grow in the desert. If you don't even know love is What, how do you love yourself? If you don't have love yourself, how do you give others what you don't have?"

"But, but I... I... I think I love myself. I really love myself."

"Do you feel comfortable when you love yourself?"

"There have been... comfortable times, not often. Sometimes I walk alone on a sunny afternoon, and I feel very comfortable, more relaxed and comfortable than ever."

"Are there any other moments when it's easy and comfortable like this?"

"When I drink afternoon tea by myself, it's not the kind of afternoon tea that is staged. I just stay at home in pajamas, don't even put on makeup, drink milk tea or tea with milk cover to catch up with dramas alone, and I am very happy. There are also people who take a bath At that time, when I cooked myself a delicious meal...the writer..." Ning Ning burst into tears while talking.

"what happened?"

"I find that when I'm relaxed and comfortable, I'm alone."

"Then do you like it?"

"I...I..." Ning Ning sobbed, "I feel very lonely."

"So ease and comfort and solitude exist at the same time."

"Yes...but I just want to be comfortable, I don't want to be alone."

"Why don't you want to be alone?"

"Loneliness makes me feel bad, like, like when I have to face myself alone... all kinds of thoughts come out of my mind, I can't rest, I can't sleep, I'm so tired. This kind of tiredness is very Terrible, exhausted no matter how much sleep I get...I'm terrified that life is like this and it won't get any better."

"Life will change, but life will change with your heart. If you are willing to be alone, face loneliness and fear, accept them, and love yourself, then your life will be different .”

"But...but I'm in hell now, I don't have a chance, I don't have a chance..."

"You always have a chance, the unlearned topics will always come up, and you can continue to learn in the next life."

"I... how do I study? What do I study?"

"Learn to be alone, learn to love yourself. When you died on the operating table, you were the only one who left, didn't you? No matter how much you hated being alone in life, you still have to do it yourself, and no one can do it for you. "

"It's terrible, it's terrible."

"We have all died many times and been reborn many times. The soul has no end, just keep learning."

"Is there no other way? An easier way?"

"Simple? Is plastic surgery easy?"

"I thought it was easy at first, but it's not that simple..."

"Nothing is easy, and the shortcut is likely to be a trap. Maybe you can try to find a comfortable point in the difficulties and help yourself through the difficulties. This difficulty includes the recovery period after surgery, and also includes accepting your own appearance itself.

No matter how the outside world judges you, you can face them and yourself with courage and strength.This kind of strength comes from your heart, and it is the self-confidence gained after constantly overcoming various difficulties.

do you know?I think such human beings are beautiful. "

"I, can I also obtain such power?"

"As long as they want, every human being can."

Ning Ning thought for a while: "So there is nothing wrong with pursuing becoming more beautiful, I just went in the wrong direction?"

"If you're comfortable, then you're heading in the right direction. If you're not comfortable, then you need to make an adjustment."

"But my decision made me die on the operating table."

"Then maybe you can choose a safer and healthier way in your next life."

"But...but Granny Meng said that my next reincarnation will be in a hundred years... Who knows if my aesthetics at that time will still be as you said."

"If you doubt this, you can also wait for another reincarnation to verify it."

"Do you want to use my whole life to verify it!"

"Isn't our life a process of constant trial and error and finding new ways?"

Ning Ning stood up, this time she did not slump her back and straighten her chest.With one hand on her waist, she looked a little tired: "I see, Mr. Writer, let's do this first."

"How about it?"

"That's all for now. Anyway, it's going to be a hundred years later. Before that, I still want to be praised by the ghosts in hell."

"Oh good, then you go."

"But you just don't praise me!"

"I don't say things against my will."

Ning Ning stared at me angrily: "Isn't it okay to coax me!"

"Goodbye." I said.

Ning Ning turned around angrily, put her hands on her waist, and walked out of the office with twists and turns.

(End of this chapter)