All living beings in hell

Chapter 186 - Leonard Tosk

The lotus lantern at the door was lit up, and the office welcomed the 140th customer No. [-].

A man wearing only boxer pants and with thick chest hair on his chest walked into the office with big splayed steps.The man was flushed from the sun, and the smell of sunscreen remained on his skin.

"Hey, hey, writing?"

"Well, I'm writing."

"Leonardo Tosko, nice to meet you man!"

"Tosk... Is Chad Tosk your father?"

"Ah, it is my old man. My lord has already seen my family members!"

"Yes, I met Len and Chad."

"Boy Lun, have you ever told you about his fearful life?"

"Well, he told me that he was very afraid of going to hell after death, but because going to hell is an unavoidable ending, he had to accept it."

"That boy, hum, I told him a long time ago, if he knew that he was going to hell, he might as well enjoy himself in time!"

"How to enjoy yourself in time?"

"Carpe diem? It's time to eat and drink! Don't think about so many messy things, the end result is the same anyway. Some people still worry about where they will go after they die. Look at us, even this No troubles at all, I'm going to go to hell anyway.

Yo, this saves a lot of trouble.You don't have to choose your beliefs, and you don't have to worry about social morality, which politicians fabricated to oppress people's hearts.I just play whatever I want to play.

Let me tell you, I've figured this out a long time ago. "

"What did you figure out?"

"Life is a fucking shit."

I raised my eyebrows: "How do you understand this?"

"Putting a fart, there are only three states. When the gas passes through the anorectum, you feel panicked and don't know if it's a fart or a shit. Isn't this the same as life, you are all suffocating in such a small passage, and you can't feel aggrieved." have to endure.

Poof, the fart came out.This fart came out, some people just realized it, and some people just died.

Those who have enlightened have come into contact with the outside air.Um!That is a freedom!That's a chic!
For those who died, a handful of ashes were thrown into the air.

It's so easy to understand, life is a fart. "

"Then what kind are you?"

"I'm a fart who stayed in the air for a while, and I've played it!"

"What have you been playing?"

"Is there any specific fun in the world, isn't it just money, fame, wealth and beauty? After playing one by one, that's all. Boring, bang, just shoot yourself in the head, and then come back smoothly In hell, whoever you love."

"You still have a family, a wife and a son."

"Family, I got tired of playing for a while in the middle, and I wanted to have a woman to take care of me, and I gave birth to a son by the way."

"Are you satisfied with your life?"

"Satisfied? There is nothing dissatisfied, and there is nothing satisfactory. Anyway, I will come here in the end."

"Then do you have any regrets?"

Leonard pursed his lips and thought for a while.

"No, not at all."

"None."

"Unfortunately, it's useless now."

"At least you can know what you cherish from regret, can't you?"

"Cherish... Cherish it?" Leonard lowered his head and thought for a while, "Those things are not worthy of my cherishing."

"Why isn't it worth it?"

"It's all empty in the end, nothing, nothing left, meaningless."

"So you have regrets, but you feel that your regrets are meaningless."

"If I have any regrets, I met a girl when I was young. I liked her so much. I liked her so much. Then I told her that I would go to hell when I died. It was an ancient curse. The girl was scared stupid La! Her whole family are devout Catholics, they think I'm a sinner and an apostle of the devil, and they forbid me to associate with girls from then on.

If it happened again, I would never tell her about it.I would rather hide it forever. "

"Keep it a secret forever? So you originally planned to spend your whole life with her?"

"Hahaha, is it ridiculous? I did think about it! People like me who enjoy themselves in time have also thought about wanting to grow old with someone. Yes, it's ironic. I really thought about it, seriously .

Later, I found out that most people in this world are not worthy, and they are not worthy of my treatment.

Over time, there will be no heart.

What to play, what to eat, just to be comfortable, don't worry about so many other things. "

"Then what do you think you cherish during this period of regret?"

"I cherish that person! Cherish that relationship!"

"What is cherished about that person? What about that relationship?"

"Maybe it's the feeling of first love, full of hope for everything, feeling that everything is beautiful. At that time, the world was also very beautiful in my eyes, as if everything could be done."

"You did do a lot of things later on."

"It's different. Living with hope and living purely for the sake of living are two different things."

"What's the difference?"

"The former is a very beautiful thing. I feel that I want to embrace the world every morning when I wake up. The latter, I don't know where I wake up every day, and who is sleeping next to me. It doesn't matter. It's like someone A list of pleasures to do before you die so you don't miss something.

I did everything on the list, but it still didn't make any sense.

Playing is enough, so be it. "

"Actually, your son Lun is very similar to you."

"Where does it look like! That coward."

"It's all because I knew I was destined to go to hell, so I couldn't enjoy life itself."

"I enjoyed it, I did so many things!"

"Do you think that's enjoying life? Really?"

Leonard didn't speak, he was silent for a while: "Then what is it like to enjoy life?"

"If you enjoy life, maybe you won't take the initiative to shoot yourself in the end."

"That's what I want!"

"Well, maybe life has a more eternal existence besides beauty, rights and money..."

"Eternal existence is non-existence."

"At least believing that there is such an existence can bring some hope, can't it?"

"Such hope is vain, and I'd rather not have it."

"Nothing... what is substantial? Is the pleasure you pursue more substantial than the hope brought by belief?"

"At least I have experienced it. Do you want me to touch it? Eat it? Drink it?"

"You said that when you first fell in love, you were full of hope. What kind of experience was that?"

Leonard paused: "Childish, ignorant."

"But after your death, the only regret now is this childish and ignorant feeling."

"What do you want to say?"

"I've finished."

Leonard was a little angry, he lifted his boxer shorts, stood on the chair with one foot, and pointed at me with the other.

"You self-righteous guy, how much do you think you know about human affairs?"

"In the current world, I don't know. But I know a lot about regret."

I looked at Leonard, he seemed to want to refute something, but he didn't say anything in the end: "Len told me not to come to you, he is so angry with you."

"I know."

"I was almost mad at you too."

"I thought you were angry."

Leonard patted his thigh and sat back on the chair: "It's not that easy to get angry, I'm not that easy to get angry, and being angry doesn't make any sense."

"It's about the same time today."

"If there is a chance to go to the human world again, I think, it would be good to love someone for the rest of my life."

"Then may your wish come true."

"Don't you say it's impractical?"

"If you follow your logic, nothing is impractical and nothing is practical."

"Hahaha, okay, okay."

The man stood up and touched his arm, as if he felt some kind of coldness: "Let's go first."

"Goodbye."

He turned around, still with a foreign horoscope, with big strides, and walked a little slower than when he came.

(End of this chapter)