All living beings in hell

Chapter 54 - Fluttershy
The lotus lantern at the entrance was lit up, and the office welcomed No. 30, No. [-] customer.

"My lord! Help me! Help me!"

The female voice yelled mournfully, and the door of the office was knocked open with a "bang".A figure in dark red tulle broke into the door and fell to the ground.

I waved the sapphire pen, the door behind the guest closed, and the figure in red gauze was still rolling on the ground: "Help me! Help me!"

"What happened?" I frowned.

"They know, they all know! I will be killed, killed..."

"Sit down and talk." I pointed to the bluestone bench in front of me.

The guest tremblingly got up from the ground, almost twitching, walked to the wooden table and sat down, keeping his head down.Her head was covered with a hijab that looked like a bride's wedding dress, so she couldn't see her face clearly behind the veil.

"What should I call you?"

"Name? Name?"

There was an extremely cold breath in her voice, and every time she said a word, the cold air spread to the back of the wooden table.My spine trembled with her voice.

"Yes, what's your name?"

"I... I don't have a name, I don't know, my lord, what is my name?"

"I don't know, what's your name? Or what would you like to be called?"

The guest lowered his head, and suddenly laughed out loud, and the chill became even worse in an instant: "Some people call me Xiaodie, and some call me crazy. Which one do you think sounds better, Mr. Writer?"

"What would I like to call you?"

"Xiaodie, I like Xiaodie."

I wrote the word "Xiaodie" on the rice paper: "Xiaodie, how did you come to this hell?"

"Killed by my officials."

"Why did your officials kill you?"

Xiaodie changed her voice, and began to sob and cry: "I am unrighteous, I am unrighteous, and have done unclean things."

"What is injustice? What is uncleanness?"

"On the eve of my wedding, I had a baby with an official..." Xiaodie sobbed again when she said this.

"What's the matter with the official?"

"Broken."

"Let me understand. You took a nap with your partner's hair and your fiancé killed you for it, didn't you?"

Xiaodie was stunned for a moment: "The writer is really direct."

"Did you come to this hell after you died?"

"Actually, I didn't die...the officials didn't kill me, they just chopped off my feet and hands..."

A pair of severed wrists protruded from under the red gauze. The white bones and fresh flesh at the wrists looked as if they had just been chopped off.

"and then?"

"I'm locked in a... cold and damp place..."

"What happened next?"

"The official has a brother who likes to smoke tobacco. Every time he comes to see me, he smokes several cigarettes. I found a barrel of oil in the place where I was locked. Before he came to see me, he poured the oil on my bed. I stole the tinder box from his pocket. I smiled at him, and I was so happy, and I was so happy to think I didn't have to die alone."

"and then?"

"I wrapped him around him with all my strength, and hugged him tightly. I cut open the fire box and threw it on the straw under us. The flames burst into flames instantly, and he screamed in terror. But I Hug him so tightly, he can’t break free no matter what. I’m so happy to see him scared. Although my skin hurts from the flames, I saw him so scared and even begged for mercy. At that time, I was so happy! I seem to know the pleasure when these men treat me, seeing him begging me, seeing him begging me to let him go, this feeling is so refreshing."

"and then?"

"His cry attracted people outside the house. The people outside the house rushed into the room, reached for tools and beat me, trying to break my legs and feet to let me let him go. But how could I let go? Someone tried Rush into the fire and carry the two of us out together. But the fire is getting bigger and bigger. No one can come near us. Writer, do you know what it feels like?"

"What does it feel like?"

"Everyone wants to get close to us, but there is no way. They can only watch from a distance, enjoying this scene, but they can't get close. This moment belongs only to me, and this man I hugged tightly," Xiao Die said, slowly approaching the wooden table, "Do you know how good this feeling is?"

"I do not know."

"Although I am dying, at that moment, I am absolutely safe. No one can hurt me, and no one will hurt me again."

"And you died?"

"Well, my body hurts so much that I passed out. When I woke up, I was in a large field of red flowers all over the mountains. A beautiful girl ran over and looked at me, and handed I have a flower. That flower turned into a red wedding dress, and I put it on my body. It covered my broken limbs and my skin that was burned into black charcoal."

"Do you regret what you did?"

"Regret? Writer, I don't know what regret is. I just want revenge, and I want to experience the happiness of a man."

"Then did you take revenge?"

"It's revenge, but it's only revenge. There are so many people who have hurt me, and I haven't repaid them."

"Then have you experienced the happiness of a man?"

"Only for a moment, my lord, I only experienced the pleasure of conquering others for a moment. And the price of this pleasure is my life, it's not worth it."

"If you went back to the world again, what would you want to do?"

"I must be a man, I must find out why these people can do this to me."

"Even if you become a man, you may not necessarily make the same choices as them."

"But if I'm a man, I can do that, can't I?"

"If you repeatedly inflict the harm that others have brought you on others, this matter itself has nothing to do with gender. The decision to harm others has something to do with you and your heart."

"I don't understand what you are talking about, my lord."

"All the suffering you have encountered is over, and you now have many other choices. You don't have to suffer the same injury again, or do similar things to hurt others, do you understand that?"

"I have other options?"

"In your new life, the severed hands and feet may grow back, and you will go to a new family and start a new life."

"I won't... get hurt again?"

"How do you define harm?"

"Things that people do to me... make me feel pain."

"If this is the case, then I can't guarantee this. The harm in the world can appear all the time, verbal harm, physical harm, spiritual harm. Sometimes it comes from strangers, sometimes from lovers, sometimes from family members... ...it's an inevitable and inevitable thing to happen."

"I really don't want to be hurt anymore...not at all."

"Well, I understand." I poured a cup of bitter tea and put it in front of her, "If someone hurts you, you can choose to take revenge and kill the person who hurt you. Such a decision will bring you to hell. Now you can You can choose to go back to the world, let go of everything in your previous life, and start a new life. You can also choose to continue looking for your enemies in your previous life and continue your revenge plan. You can also choose to do nothing and continue to circle around in hell. It’s all you s Choice."

"I'm not reconciled, I want revenge."

"Well, then you can go."

"Go to what?"

"To revenge."

"I can't find anyone to take revenge on."

"I don't know how to find people, so I can't help you. It can be said that the thing I'm not good at is helping find people."

Fluttershy looked down for a moment, as if trying to make a difficult black-and-white decision.I poured myself a cup of bitter tea and waited for her for a while.

"At least revenge is a safe thing to do, right?" she asked me. "If I start a new life, I don't know what will happen, what to do next."

"Things in the closed loop are safe, but there is no breakthrough in the closed loop. You kill me, I kill you, everything goes around in circles, and the same pain happens repeatedly in the closed loop. A new life Unknown, but full of opportunity, full of new experiences, and maybe love. Take your pick."

"I... I don't know... I can't choose."

"Well, you have plenty of time in hell to think slowly."

"What if I choose the latter?"

"Go to the pretty girl who gave you flowers, she will help you."

Xiaodie lowered her head and stood up: "I know the writer."

"Good luck, then."

Xiaodie retreated towards the gate of the office, her steps still staggering.

"Goodbye, my lord."

"Goodbye." I said.

(End of this chapter)