Looking back on 2009

Chapter 267
Lying on the bed at night, looking at the night sky on the roof, Chen Zhihe couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

Lu Caiwei liked him, he never thought about it.

Moreover, based on his previous understanding of Lu Caiwei, he didn't think that Lu Caiwei would be someone who could take the initiative to like someone.

But the fact is that it happened, and he has to accept it.

Someone likes it, or the famous Bingshan beauty likes herself, and the man's vanity is greatly satisfied.

However, for Chen Zhihe, he still didn't know how to get along with him in the future.

He carefully recalled the details of getting along with Lu Caiwei in the past three years, and after deduction, he did find some signs.

What may have been considered normal at the time may seem a little abnormal now.

Some coincidences, but not necessarily coincidences.

As for Lu Caiwei liking him, Chen Zhihe didn't feel that she was trying to figure out something for him.

Although he does have a little achievement now, looking at Lu Caiwei's usual clothes and behavior, Chen Zhihe knows that she is not the kind of person who wants money.

Moreover, according to Lu Caiwei, she began to like herself when she was a freshman, and she was nothing at that time.

But the more this happened, the more Chen Zhihe didn't know how to deal with it.

He even felt that it would be great if Lu Caiwei was really looking for money.

But she just simply likes it.

This kind of liking without desire or desire, even without asking for being together, made Chen Zhihe a little ashamed.

He didn't even know how to respond to Lu Caiwei's liking.

Again, he has a girlfriend.

Moreover, besides Lu Caiwei, there is also Lin Qingxuan.

For the first time, Chen Zhihe realized that being liked by others is sometimes a difficult thing.

I was really thinking wildly when the mobile phone placed by the bed rang.

He picked it up and saw that it was Ruan Mi calling.

During this time, the two formed a tacit understanding.

Knowing that Ruan Mi was busy, Chen Zhihe usually would not take the initiative to call her. If Ruan Mi was free, he would call Chen Zhihe.

Every week, the two maintain a certain number of phone calls.

"What's the matter, you haven't slept so late?" Chen Zhihe asked.

"I'm so tired. I've been busy all day again today, and my voice is hoarse." Although Ruan Mi said that she was tired, she could hear her excitement from her voice.

Chen Zhihe comforted: "Take a break when you're tired, don't push yourself too hard."

Ruan Mi said: "How can that be? I just joined the group now, so I have to practice hard. Alas, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, no one who can advance is weak."

Chen Zhihe shook his head and said, "Sometimes I regret it a bit. If you do other things, you won't be so tired. Besides, it's great to be in Jiangcheng."

Ruan Mi heard what Chen Zhihe said, and said softly: "But, if I don't do this, what can I do? You go so fast and so far, I don't want to be left behind by you. If you persist, I will wait until you graduate to the magic city. We can be together."

It was the first time for Chen Zhihe to hear Ruan Mi confide in him. He didn't expect that it was because of his own reasons that she took this path.

A trace of guilt rose in his heart, Chen Zhihe said softly: "Actually, you don't have to fight like this, isn't there me?"

Ruan Mi giggled and said, "It is because of you that I have to work so hard. I also want to prove that I am worthy of you."

Chen Zhihe sighed lightly, you are fine, you don't need to prove it.

Maybe, I am not good enough for you.

In love, only half-hearted people are unworthy.

"Go to bed early, Qingxuan has been with me all this time, I'm going to bed, good night."

Chen Zhihe squeezed out a smile and said, "Have a good rest, good night."

After talking on the phone with Ruan Mi, Chen Zhihe couldn't sleep anymore.

He is not a person who is good at dealing with emotions, he was like this in his previous life, and he still is now.

Really unable to sleep, Chen Zhihe put on his clothes and prepared to go downstairs for a walk.

Go downstairs and into the courtyard.

What surprised Chen Zhihe was that Lu Caiwei was there.

Sitting on the patio, looking up at the sky, with the moonlight pouring on her body, Lu Caiwei is like a goddess under the moon.

"Can't sleep?" Seeing Chen Zhihe, Lu Caiwei smiled and asked.

Chen Zhihe nodded and said, "I really can't sleep."

"Sit." Pointing to the chair next to her, Lu Caiwei nodded.

Sitting down, Chen Zhihe looked at the courtyard as if it were stagnant water, and could not help but think of the old saying: "The courtyard is as clear as stagnant water, with algae and midges intertwined in the water, covered with shadows of bamboo and cypresses. Why is there no moon in the night? Where is there no bamboo and cypress? But there are few idlers like the two of us."

After listening, Lu Caiwei smiled softly: "You and I are not idlers."

Chen Zhihe sighed, and said, "I am indeed not an idler, but a detainee."

Lu Caiwei asked: "Restrained by love?"

Chen Zhihe didn't answer, but just looked at the moon above his head.

Lu Caiwei didn't care, and said to herself: "Most people's troubles are actually caused by morality and desire. The good and the bad are not thorough enough, and then they are torn apart in the heart, so there are troubles."

Chen Zhihe asked: "Then do you think I am a good person or a bad person?"

Lu Caiwei shook her head and smiled, "At least, he's not a bad person."

Chen Zhihe chewed on Lu Caiwei's evaluation, bowed his hands to her, and said, "Thank you."

Lu Caiwei also followed suit, and cupped her hands at Chen Zhihe, "You're welcome."

Then they both laughed.

With a restrained smile, Chen Zhihe asked, "Why relieve your worries?"

Lu Caiwei jokingly said: "Only Du Kang?"

Chen Zhihe shook his head and said, "Alcohol is not acceptable."

Seeing Chen Zhihe's refusal, Lu Caiwei didn't force her, she pointed to the bar next door, and asked, "Then go sit down?"

Chen Zhihe said, "I don't like too much noise, so this place is fine."

Lu Caiwei smiled and said, "Then why do you still write songs for them?"

Knowing that she was talking about "Mohe Ballroom", Chen Zhihe shook his head and smiled, "That's just a coincidence."

Lu Caiwei nodded. She didn't know whether to believe it or not. After thinking about it, she said, "I really didn't realize that you can write so many beautiful songs. However, this one is my favorite."

Chen Zhihe asked, "Why?"

Lu Caiwei said: "The songs you wrote are all very good, but only the love in this song achieves the unity of knowledge and action. Love, there are too many people shouting slogans, but if it can be achieved in three to five years It’s not uncommon to say that it’s a lifetime.”

Chen Zhihe looked at Lu Caiwei in surprise, her way of thinking was quite tricky, which he had never thought about before.

After thinking for a while, Chen Zhihe asked, "The unity of knowledge and action... Do you like Yangming's Mind School?"

Lu Caiwei looked at Chen Zhihe, and said with some joy, "I've seen some, and you like it too?"

Chen Zhihe smiled and said, "It seems that he is a fellow, what do you think?"

"Experience?" Lu Caiwei tilted her head, looked at Chen Zhihe, and said leisurely: "If you want to talk about your experience, the biggest one right now is that there is nothing outside your heart, and you are not outside your heart."

Seeing Chen Zhihe's speechless expression, Lu Caiwei covered her mouth and laughed.

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　New Year's Day, Happy New Year to everyone~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)