Mommy is 17 years old: a genius son with a black belly

She believes that she will be able to hear her child's cry, she believes that she can hold her child, she believes that she can see her child get married and have children, live in harmony, no matter what she goes through, she has hope, Gritting your teeth and holding on, it's a new beginning.

She held on and got her baby.

Before the brainwashing, she recorded the process of giving birth with her own hands, just to tell herself how much she loves children and how strong she is, and no matter what happens in the future, she will be able to hold on, for the sake of the children and their future.

However, at this moment, she didn't know where her hope was, and she lost all confidence in life.

The truth that Xiao Qi gave her made her want to just jump off like this, and it would be over once and for all.

Don't face Tang Yebai, don't face Xia Baobao.

She didn't even dare to tell Xia Baobao how he was born. She was afraid that Xia Baobao would be sad. It turned out that his parents were so married that he was born. It turned out that he was just an unwelcome life.

an accident.

No, for Tang Yebai, it was an accident.

For her, it was not an accident, it was all hers.

But what would the baby think?

What would Tang Yebai think?

What would the Tang family think?

she does not know.

Xia Chenxi staggered and leaned against the railing by the river. The water of the Changshui River was flowing, a little yellowish, and not so clear. There was a smell of rivers in the air.

Xia Chenxi thought to herself, if she jumped down, she would not know anything, which would be good.

However, she has no such courage.

The killer instinct was in her bones.

A killer, not afraid of death, never afraid of death, will only continue to choose survival between death and survival, she will only choose life by any means, and will not choose death in despair, this is her.

Xia Chenxi's eyes hurt, she raised her head slightly, tears kept falling from her eyes, she was afraid of crying, so she already raised her head, unexpectedly, tears still came out of her eyes like this, she was so tired...

Tired as if all hope had been lost.

Too tired to think about anything.

I just want to have a good cry.

In her limited memory, there are only a handful of times she cried.

On the other side of the river, she can see her home. The Haijing District is right by the river. She can even tell which building is her home. It is so clear and close. As long as she crosses the river, she can go home.

But home is so far away.

The most painful time in the world is when you are clearly within reach, but you are walking on thin ice.

The two rivers are prosperous, the most beautiful and most available things in S City are all beside the two rivers, on the bustling buildings opposite, the advertisements endorsed by Mr. Tang are so clear, this product is selling well recently, and its advertisements are everywhere.

Everywhere Tang Yebai goes is a living sign.

Xia Chenxi looked at Tang Yebai in the advertisement, her hands fell limply, and her handbag fell to the ground. She covered her head with her hands, inserted her fingers into her hair, and burst into tears. This kind of colic has never happened before.

She didn't even know that a person's heart could hurt to such an extent.

Xia Chenxi whimpered and cried, there was no one by the river, the air dried up her tears, everything was so silent, except for her heartache, which lingered like a shadow and couldn't go away.

She slipped and fell by the railing by the river, hugged herself, and cried bitterly.

Put Buddha, the sorrow of the whole world is condensed in her cry.

Let Buddha, the tears of the whole world are continuously flowing on her face.

……

Two or three people walked past her and looked at her in surprise. Xia Chenxi was wearing a suit and an office girl's attire, but her hair was disheveled. She was crying indistinctly next to the railing by the river.