First emperor of the human race

Chapter 141 What I Did Wrong

Su Chen could no longer maintain his previous calmness and composure, his sharp eyes fell on Li Ji's body like a knife, as if he wanted to see her through and dissect all her secrets.

Li Ji was taken aback, and looked at Su Chen, and she quickly realized it.

I was in the hallucination before, and I unconsciously shouted out what the woman said, so that the emperor could hear it.

Li Ji lowered her head and remained silent, she didn't know how to explain.

"I'm asking you something!"

Li Ji's silence made Su Chen furious, he stood up abruptly, stared at Li Ji with murderous intent in his eyes, and said in a serious tone, "Where did you hear those two sentences!"

No one knew that the two words Li Ji said earlier were a scene that Su Chen experienced in his previous life, engraved in the deepest part of Su Chen's heart, a secret that even Yun Zhuyue never knew.

That stubborn woman once shed tears in the imperial city and left in despair. It was a guilt in Su Chen's heart, a guilt that could never be made up.

"Emperor."

Li Ji raised her head, she was a little surprised, she didn't understand why Su Chen was suddenly furious.

Just because I said something irrelevant?

Li Ji recalled the content of the previous two sentences, and it was indeed a bit rebellious. A daughter of the royal family of the orc empire actually asked the Great Xia Emperor to accept her as a concubine, and even scolded the Great Xia Emperor as a bastard?

This sounds really ridiculous, and it is reasonable for Emperor Daxia to be furious about this.

Li Ji smiled wryly, she bowed her head and said softly: "Di Jun Mo Nu, I was just distracted earlier and said something I shouldn't have said."

"Just distracted?"

"Yes, the emperor may not believe it. I have been in a bad mood recently. I saw a hallucination earlier, so I made a slip of the tongue."

"Snapped!"

Before Li Ji finished speaking, there was a loud noise, and Su Chen picked up the teacup on the imperial desk and smashed it on the ground.

Li Ji's delicate body trembled, she raised her beautiful face, and looked at Su Chen in confusion.

She could see that Su Chen was holding back his anger. If it wasn't for this restraint, the jade sulfur teacup would have hit her.

"Illusion?"

Su Chen sneered: "Do you think I will believe your nonsense?"

Just by being distracted, can you know the secret in my heart?
Is it just a hallucination, seeing the secret in my heart?
What an absurd reason!
"Dijun! Are you all right?"

Li Nianzi's anxious voice came from outside the imperial study room, and he heard a loud noise from inside the imperial study room.

Ying Yingzhuo was on the window above the door of the imperial study room, and behind Li Nianzi was a team of Imperial Forest Army, ready to rush in to escort him at any moment.

"roll!"

Su Chen gave a low drink, and then looked at Li Ji indifferently: "I will ask you one last time, where did you hear those two sentences!"

Li Ji's beautiful eyes met Su Chen's deep gaze, she did not avoid it, she saw anger, disbelief, and a touch of sadness and guilt in Su Chen's eyes.

It was only at this time that Li Ji realized that the secret she had been troubled with might find the answer in Su Chen.

"Slave, I did see hallucinations."

Li Ji hesitated for a while, and then seemed to have made up her mind, and said slowly: "After entering the territory of Daxia, I feel a sense of palpitation and uneasiness. Under the city wall of the Great Xia Imperial Capital, this is the first time I have seen Seeing that kind of hallucination, which seems like an illusion and seems real, I don’t know how to explain it.”

Li Ji spoke softly, telling about the hallucinations she saw during this period, as if she had experienced it herself.

Her voice is crisp and melodious, full of feminine charm and magnetism, like gurgling water flowing in people's hearts, full of spirituality and an indescribable unique taste.

The words she slowly explained were full of confusion. She didn't know how to explain what she had experienced these days, and she didn't even know who to tell it to.

Li Ji entered the Great Xia Dynasty as a conspirator and a dead soldier, but was eager to find out all the secrets that happened to her. This was originally a great combination of contradictions.

Well now, her secret has been revealed, and she no longer needs to insist on the orders given by the Beast Lord.

By chance, she opened her mouth to tell Su Chen about the confusion and doubts hidden in her heart.

While Li Ji was talking, Su Chen was listening.

The more Su Chen listened, the more frightened he became, his brows were tightly frowned.

If what Li Ji said is true, then the hallucinations she saw are exactly what happened to Su Chen.

Li Ji didn't know what these hallucinations represented, she just knew that in these hallucinations, they were telling about the same woman, a woman who made her unable to see her face clearly.

And Su Chen did know that the woman Li Ji saw in her hallucination was named Chan Yue.

Chanyue, a woman who existed next to Su Chen 10 years ago, a woman full of sadness.

She occupies a very important position in Su Chen's heart, and she almost became the second imperial concubine after the founding of Daxia, and almost broke Emperor Su's promise to marry only one daughter from the Yun family in this life.

Before Su Chen met Yun's family, Chan Yue was Su Chen's close friend who practiced in the sect. Before Su Chen met Yun Zhuyue, Chan Yue had always accompanied Su Chen, even during the dangerous practice process. , Chanyue rescued Su Chen more than once.

Su Chen clearly remembered that when he was in the most dangerous situation in his cultivation, Zen Yue, who had no background, concealed Su Chen more than once, seeking evil methods, and sacrificing his own cultivation to help Su Chen turn the tide.

Can Chanyue give everything she has given to herself, can it be described as a simple friend?

No.

It's just that at that time, Su Chen was focused on cultivation and had no other thoughts. He never noticed Chan Yue's special feelings for him. At that time, Su Chen was always grateful for Chan Yue's feelings.

He regards Chanyue as his true confidant, without any concealment or reservation, and shares all the skills and resources he has obtained on the road of practice, which is the most honest trust.

Facing the woman who has saved you more than once, what else should Su Chen be prepared for?
He is willing to believe in Chan Yue, which is a miraculous relationship in the intriguing practice world.

Simple, not mixed with any interests.

They supported each other like this, going all the way, Chanyue even thought that she and Su Chen would continue to live like this, until one day Su Chen found out what he wanted.

But Chanyue waited and waited, she didn't get the ending she wanted
Until Su Chen met Yun Zhuyue, with the help of a large number of resources and support from the Yun family, he soared to the sky, overcame obstacles all the way, aspired to the throne, established the Great Xia Dynasty of the human race, and became the most dazzling existence in that life!

Along the way, Chanyue has never left Su Chen, she has been silently by Su Chen's side, giving silently, without expecting anything in return.

Su Chen had to admit that he had ignored this silently giving woman more than once.

She is too low-key, doesn't fight or grab at all, Su Chen is used to Chanyue being by his side, accustomed to Chanyue's little effort and meticulous care, and even more accustomed to Chanyue.

This lonely woman is very stubborn, she only has Su Chen in her eyes, in the past, now, and in the future.

Su Chen has never said that he wants to marry her. This does not mean that Su Chen is a wolf-hearted person, but the relationship between a man and a woman, who can tell clearly.

In the emotional world, there is no absolute fairness.

Back then, Chanyue had involuntarily felt inferior in front of the radiant daughter of the Yun family. She was not afraid to win over Su Chen, but she also knew that the Yun family's help to Su Chen was enormous, and it was she who could not give it to him. of.

She could only watch Yun Zhuyue and Su Chen fall in love, and she was heartbroken. She washed her face with tears all day long, but she stubbornly didn't want Su Chen to know.

This stubborn and silent woman will finally explode one day.

When she can no longer restrain her fiery love, when she can no longer maintain a calm attitude, when she is waiting for Su Chen to reach the peak one day.

She longed, she hoped, she begged bitterly, and even let go of her stubbornness and dignity, she had no choice but to reveal her heart to Su Chen, and she didn't even think about whether the Yun family would be disappointed and spurned by Su Chen.

But for Su Chen, on the one hand, it is the commitment to the Yunzhuyueshan League, and on the other hand, it is the confidante who has been with him for many years.
How to choose this?
Chanyue has deep feelings for herself, and is even willing to die for herself, but does Yun Zhuyue help her less?For herself, she could kneel in front of the Yun family for three days and three nights!Only for the Yun family to agree to their marriage, and only for the Yun family to use the strength of the whole family to help me prove the Tao!
He had already made a promise to Yun Zhuyue.

Either be a dishonest person, or be a ruthless person!
No matter which choice it is, Su Chen is unwilling.

As strong as the emperor, there will be a day when Su Chen will not give Chan Yue a positive answer.

It's not that he refuses to give Chan Yue a title, it's that he doesn't know how to face these two women.

Su Chen didn't know, if he agreed to Chan Yue, would he hurt Yun Zhuyue, the palms and backs of his hands were full of flesh.

It wasn't until Chan Yue finally couldn't bear Su Chen's silence and chose to leave that Su Chen realized that this woman once occupied such an important position in his heart.

As Li Ji's words continued to sound softly, Su Chen couldn't help but fell into the vortex of memories.

Memories submerge themselves like a tide, without giving the slightest affection, as if to severely expose the scars left by the memories of the years.

Is it hatred for myself?
Or regret the past?

At that time, Su Chen was the overlord, all people would tremble at the mention of Emperor Su's name, he acted resolutely, and never procrastinated in his actions, but only when it came to the matter of Chan Yue, he really hesitated.

Back then, Su Chen was unable to make a decision.

No matter who it is, there will be a day when it is impossible to make a decision. The emperor is also a human being, and Su Chen has also done wrong things.

Letting Chanyue go and leaving was something Su Chen regretted.

"Dijun? Dijun?"

Li Ji's voice sounded, dragging Su Chen back from his memories.

Su Chen's eyes regained clarity, he was no longer angry, let out a long breath, and looked up at Li Ji.

"Dijun, are you alright?"

Li Ji looked at Su Chen with her beautiful eyes and asked.

"I'm fine."

Su Chen nodded expressionlessly.

"Dijun, do you know these hallucinations I saw? What exactly are they?"

Li Ji was very concerned about this matter, her beautiful eyes stared at Su Chen without blinking.

"Take off the mask and let me see you."

Su Chen's voice was very calm, but there was still an imperceptible tremor in it.

He already had an answer in his heart, but it still needed to be verified.

　Let me explain: the setting about Li Ji calling herself a slave is a setting of the world view of this work.

　　Women call themselves slaves in front of a man with a higher status than themselves, unless they have a relationship with this man, such as unmarried couples, father and daughter, siblings, and the like.

　　If there are two men with a large gap in status, the lower-status men will call themselves slaves in front of the higher-status men, such as commoners and emperors.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)