Summon Qunhao

Chapter 113
Walking on thin ice.

Not long ago, I changed my qq signature to "walk on thin ice".

Walking on thin ice means that when people walk on thin ice, they are always afraid of stepping on air and falling into the ice, so they should be extra cautious.

That's pretty much how I feel about writing this book now.

This is my third book this year. The first two books are eunuchs. Because of a very realistic problem, I don’t make money. I answered a question on Zhihu at the beginning of the year, saying what kind of person do you want to be in 2017? I answered It was famous all over the world, and then I rushed to write two books, and my heart was weak, so I changed to writing a book that could make some money in my heart.

Now this book should be able to make some money. I also had this idea when I first wrote this book, but with the deepening of writing, this idea has also changed. Now I want to write this book well.

Because I started to love this story, and because suddenly many friends started to support and love this story.

To be honest, this is probably the book I have read the most. This feeling is very strange, that is, you are walking alone in the ice and snow, and you are alone everywhere, and you are almost used to it. At this time, a group of people suddenly appeared beside you, standing shoulder to shoulder with you, they patted your shoulder and said, brother, come on, take us to see a bigger world.

This is a very unreal feeling. I think of watching Wen Ruian's "Youth in Cold Blood" before. The boy in Cold Blood in it is very unlucky and has been unlucky, so that when the real luck came to him, he didn't believe it anymore. I That's probably how it feels.

In the past, when I wrote a book, no one read it anyway. I wrote it wherever I wanted to, and how I wrote it. Now I can’t do it anymore, because I know that many friends are paying attention to this book and looking forward to this story. I am more careful when I write. To write a sentence, I often have to think for a long time, for fear that the writing will not be good, and that everyone will not like it. I have dreamed several times at night, and the story has collapsed.

Fear of living up to everyone's expectations.

It was like in that icy and snowy land, I was leading everyone walking, maybe there was a bigger world ahead, but the feet were all thin ice, if one wrong step, everyone would fall into the abyss.

Suddenly, I felt a heavy burden on my shoulders, but I was also very happy, because this feeling was real, not fake.

I will always warn myself with the word "walking on thin ice", write this book well, and show you the bigger world.

Today this book will be on the shelves at twelve o'clock, I still want to thank, thank you for my editor, ink and wash, and thank you for liking this story.

And thanks to myself.

Finally, it will be put on the shelves on time at twelve o'clock. Due to the problem of hand speed, there are only two manuscripts saved at present, but today is guaranteed to be updated five times. It depends on the situation. See you later.

that's all.

———Chen Senran
Written on 2017.10.27 noon

wine without sword
(End of this chapter)