The Heavenly Journey of Zhuxian

Chapter 85
"He and Junior Sister Xueqi are getting better and better. They are like the scorching sun above the nine heavens. And I am just a firefly in the night in the mortal world. I can't get close even if I get close. Whenever the night is quiet, I will think of him. I am very happy." I want to forget him, but if it is not so deep in my feelings that I can't help myself, how can I think about it so tenderly. How easy is it to forget?"

"I have told myself countless times that he and Junior Sister Xueqi are a match made in heaven, and I often force myself not to think about him. But the more I try to do it, the deeper he is in my heart."

"After he was in a coma, I would sneak a peek at him every day. Sometimes, I even thought, maybe this is good, at least I can see him every day. And he won't run around anymore, Won't hide from me any more."

"That day, he woke up. I was so happy, so happy. But he didn't even look at me. At that moment, I felt so cold, cold to the bone, cold to the soul. It was like the whole world Abandoned me."

"Sometimes I feel a little jealous of Junior Sister Xueqi, why can she be by his side, and why isn't it me who is accompanying him?"

"Everyone on Little Bamboo Peak thinks that I can only be a cook, maybe I will never go down the mountain in this life, and I will live under the protection of my master for the rest of my life."

"Loneliness swept over my whole body like a tide, reaching every part of my body and soul."

"Junior Sister Xueqi is the snow lotus on the top of the mountain, and I am just a grass by the side of the road. But the grass also has expectations for spring!"

"I had the courage to stand in front of him with a long sword in my hand. Even though I was trembling and scared like a child, I would not back down. But I didn't have the courage to say those three simple words to him. Because I was just a tree Little grass, a little grass that won't let people take a second look in the weeds."

"The book says that if you like someone, you have to speak out bravely, even if you tear down their sedan chair, but I..."

"I want to go down the mountain, I want to see the scenery below the mountain, I want to see how big the world is. Then... make yourself brave."

"I've made up my mind. I'll tell Master tomorrow. She should agree."

"This time I go down the mountain. If I die, I will die. I don't know if my junior brother will be sad. Probably not, he and junior sister Xueqi are so happy."

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　I feel my mind is messed up, so I will sort out a few lines first, and I will definitely fill up the missing chapters later.

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(End of this chapter)