my fairy fiancee

Chapter 227 What I Forgot When I Chased My Dreams

At the moment, Zhang Xiaorui, who is still filming an idol drama in Linhai City, is indeed watching the live broadcast of the mecha competition on her mobile phone.

Beside her is Dong Yiting who just finished filming a scene.

"Who is this person? He is so powerful." Dong Yiting said.

Zhang Xiaorui smiled, looked at the machine on the screen and said, "It's that fool, seeing how strong he is now, I'm really happy for him."

Dong Yiting looked at the smile on her face, paused for a while, and asked again: "Since you love him so much, why don't you walk more with him?"

The smile on Zhang Xiaorui's face became a bit bitter, and she said: "I can't wait, this era is so impetuous, I long for tender love, but I also long for nobility, longing to be admired by others, my desire drives me to wait go down."

"How do you feel about your life now?" Dong Yiting asked her again.

"I feel very good, you know, my current boyfriend is my agent, he treats me very well, his family is also very rich, and it is just a hobby to be an agent. They give me very tender love , can also give me noble enjoyment..."

When she first started talking, Zhang Xiaorui's gaze was still full of brilliance, but as she spoke, her gaze began to become a little gloomy.

"What's the matter?" Dong Yiting sensed something was wrong with her and asked.

"It's nothing, I just feel that the current life is not as beautiful as I imagined, although the current life is indeed very beautiful..." Zhang Xiaorui said.

"I was the same as you back then, except that I obeyed the opinions of my family, and I didn't voluntarily go to other people to make a marriage contract. As you said, although life is very beautiful now, it is not as beautiful as I imagined at the beginning. I I often wonder, what is the reason for this feeling?" Dong Yiting sighed.

Zhang Xiaorui didn't speak. She lowered her head and looked at the mechs fighting constantly on the screen, her mind lost in thought.

Dong Yiting continued: "It took me a long time before I got the answer. Of course, the answer is my own, not necessarily yours. The answer is very simple, that is, I forgot some little thoughts and didn't care too much, but I was very concerned. The important thing - I forgot that I wanted to be a star, wanted to be admired by many people, wanted to look brilliant... In fact, after I became those, I wanted to show off in front of him, and I wanted to see him treat me as more unique Baby care, let him know how good his girlfriend is, how proud he is... This idea is very small, and I have never even found it in my main consciousness, but it exists, and it has a very deep meaning meaning."

Listening to Dong Yiting's continuous narration, Zhang Xiaorui's eyes began to change from gloomy to sad, and then said with a sigh: "In fact, I have also experienced this feeling of yours, no, if you don't say it today, maybe I will never be able to get back from it. I realized in my subconscious that it did exist. I can’t deny how much I wanted to be his pride at the beginning, but I didn’t expect that this tiny subconscious was often wiped out in the process of chasing fame and fortune.”

Everyone in the crew was preparing for the next scene, and there was no one else around Dong Yiting and Zhang Xiaorui.

Maybe it's because the two women really opened up their hearts and said words that are very serious and emotional, maybe the two women's experiences are very similar, anyway, the words of the conversation between the two are very affectionate.

Dong Yiting continued: "I remember two months ago, when I met him for the first time after I became a star, he was still very excited. When he saw me, he had the urge to hug me. It can be seen that I am in his heart. The position in the middle is still so unique, yes, I rejected him who was so impulsive and excited, and told him the fact that I was going to get married soon. Then... I have never seen a man who can be hurt so deeply ...Even through the air, I can't feel the pain in her body."

"Is this the first time we met after becoming a star..." Zhang Xiaorui suddenly remembered the time in the hospital that day, and said, "When he saw me this time, he cried."

"Do you regret it now?" Dong Yiting asked her.

"Regret...not regret, just a little regret." Zhang Xiaorui said.

"That's because he has not yet become dazzling to you. When a boy no longer regards you as his whole world, it won't take long for you to discover the madness in him." Dong Yiting said.

"..."

Zhang Xiaorui thought Dong Yiting's words were just for fun, but she just smiled and didn't care too much.

"You still love the hero Zhao Yi so much, why don't you take him back?" Zhang Xiaorui asked.

"His current girlfriend treats him much better than me. I don't think I can compare to him. It's better to let go." Dong Yiting said.

Zhang Xiaorui suddenly smiled and said: "Then Yiting, let me tell you a big truth I read in a book."

"What's the big deal?"

Zhang Xiaorui said: "Love is not the best thing without scars. On the contrary, love without any scars is not strong and will break at the touch of a touch. Only after experiencing pain will you know how to cherish it. If the past Emotions are very beautiful, when you go back to the past, you will find that you will only cherish more because of the scars, and you will know the boundaries again because of the scars, and you will never violate them."

After Dong Yiting heard this sentence, she really agreed with some points of view in her heart. She cherished it more because she had been in pain, and she would never make mistakes again because she had scars.

Of course, the premise is that the relationship you once had was beautiful, and you cherish it now.

But she doesn't intend to take back that relationship, because she doesn't want to see Zhao Yi's heartbroken look again, and she doesn't want to hurt and love that innocent girl.

"I don't need this sentence, but I hope you can remember this sentence in the future," Dong Yiting smiled and pointed to Liu Ming, who had won the victory on the screen and walked down from the mecha, and said: "Maybe one day he will become Very bright."

"Why do you feel that way?"

"Didn't I tell you that some men would really go crazy after falling out of love?" Dong Yiting said.

Hearing her words, Zhang Xiaorui burst out laughing suddenly: "Hahaha, Yi Ting, what you said makes you feel like an old aunt who has experienced hardships."

"Who is the old aunt, and I'll beat you to death!"

"Okay, okay, I won't say, I won't say."

Just when Zhang Xiaorui was giggling, she didn't know that what Dong Yiting said to her at this moment would make her believe and regret it at some point in the future.

(End of this chapter)