my fairy fiancee

Chapter 409 You Can Discard Me Anytime

After flying for a long time, when passing through a desert, Zhao Yi suddenly let go of Yu Xi's hand.

Yu Xi felt the warmth in her palm disappear suddenly, so she stopped, turned her head to look at Zhao Yi, and found that he had been staring at the ground, looking a little dazed.

Yu Xi followed her gaze and found some disordered footprints on the sand where his gaze fell.

She remembered that this place was the foothold when she returned to cultivation from the earth, but the footprints on the sand were not hers, but Zhao Yi who was teleported with her.

At that time, she was still a soul body, and when Zhao Yi was teleported, she fell to the ground directly.

It's been a long time since that time.

Yu Xi turned her head to look at Zhao Yi again, and found that he was still staring blankly at the ground, motionless.

She slowly landed on the sand, looked at the messy footprints, and said softly: "You know, the moment I was teleported by the teleportation array, I was actually sore in my heart, but I was stupid at the time, and I just didn't want to admit it. I don't want to leave you."

Zhao Yi also slowly landed on the sand, but his expression was blank and he didn't speak, as if he was caught in some memory.

"I still remember, the moment I left the earth, I heard you say, I love you." Yu Xi suddenly laughed, and said: "At that time you shouted very loudly, as if you were really going to say goodbye forever."

She smiled and found that Zhao Yi still ignored her, so she put away her smile a little disappointed.

After a long time, Zhao Yi stepped forward lightly, smoothed the footprints he had left with his feet, and said with a dull expression: "I shouldn't have been cheap in the first place."

"..."

Yu Xi didn't answer, she knew he was trying to say that if he hadn't sent her off himself, Ai Lian wouldn't have died.

Now his whole mind is on the dead girl, and the only thing that can make him show this expression is his own memory of the girl he was ashamed of.

Zhao Yi let go of the love and pity behind him, and he also began to sit on the sand, his expression returned to a little flat, and said: "I feel that her aura has weakened a lot in the past two days."

Yu Xi looked at Ai Lian in the ice coffin, and said, "There is no way to do this. It is already a miracle that an ordinary person's soul can persist for half a year without dissipating."

"How long do you think I have left?"

"Resurrect her? It's estimated... There is still half a year at most, and she may be gone in the next second, I can't guess."

"..."

Zhao Yi was silent for a long time, and then said again: "I saw her again just now, since I separated my state of mind, I haven't seen her in my consciousness again."

She was covered in blood, staring blankly at the endless sea of ​​blood, holding the bracelet he gave her in her hand, and kept asking when Zhao Yi would come back...

"..."

Yu Xi didn't know what to say. Ever since Zhao Yi's heart was cut in half, his state of mind had been shattered, and it was transferred to King Tianyun. Basically, what he could see in it before would no longer be seen. .

Zhao Yi said: "You helped me a lot, I am very grateful to you..."

"Why did you suddenly say thank you?" Yu Xi asked.

"Don't you think we are being controlled?"

"I do not quite understand what you mean."

Zhao Yi frowned and said, "Emotions, the emotions of the two of us have been forcibly distorted together, and it's not what I want at all."

"..." Yu Xi didn't speak. She personally thought that her feelings hadn't been distorted. She just liked him, which hadn't changed. However, Zhao Yi...his emotional state towards her had been fluctuating.

She felt that he still couldn't let go of her in his heart, but she wasn't sure that was the case, because of the blood inheritance and two love threads, she knew that the relationship between the two was deepening day by day.

For her, she followed her feelings, but for Zhao Yi... If he doesn't like her, or even hates her in his heart, then his feelings are really being distorted.

"What do you want to do?" Yu Xi asked him.

"If possible, I want to erase the desire in this blood, if it can't be erased..." Zhao Yi broke off, and then said: "Let's talk about it."

After speaking, Zhao Yi stood up and planned to continue on his way.

"Actually, you just want to disconnect from me." Yu Xi looked at him and said, "Really?"

"..."

Yu Xi continued: "I can perceive part of what you think in your heart. You are ashamed of her, so you don't want to accept me."

Zhao Yi suddenly turned his head and said with tangled eyes: "You know, if it wasn't for this kind of mandatory thing, I must be full of hatred for you now, instead of thinking about what will happen to my relationship with you! I I have no feelings for you! It's all forced by this kind of thing!"

He spoke loudly, as if he was very angry, but his eyes were full of entanglement, as if he was thinking about whether he had said something wrong.

"You're lying, it's just forcing your desire, not your emotion." Yu Xi denied.

Zhao Yi shook his head and sighed: "You don't understand this kind of thing."

Yu Xi bit her lip and said, "If you want to be sure, then you and I have a baby?"

"..."

"If you still like me after having a baby with me, it proves that you are afraid to face your true feelings because you feel guilty about this girl!"

"Who stipulates that things like this will disappear after giving birth?" Zhao Yi looked at her, and some desire gradually began to flow from his eyes, and some things in his blood began to occupy his thoughts again.

Yu Xi also looked at him without a trace of dodge, but couldn't speak to refute.

The four eyes met for a long time, and Zhao Yi felt that his inner desire had reached the limit of what he could bear, so he turned his head immediately.

"Let's go to your country first, at least I have to temper my body first, and find a way to come back to save the old suzerain." Zhao Yi said.

"When it's over, where are you going?"

"Go find a way to keep her soul alive, and finally resurrect her."

"I thought you would wake up after half a year. It seems that I was wrong." Yu Xi said: "This kind of thing is impossible, why can't you accept the fact?"

Zhao Yi gritted his teeth, and said in pain: "That's because you don't know how many times I saw her in pain in my dreams in the past six months."

Yu Xi lowered her head slightly and said, "Sure enough, it's the best thing that's been lost."

"I don't deny your words."

"Suddenly I have a question for you."

"Ok?"

"It's been half a year. Did you really not have any feelings for me?" Yu Xi asked in frustration, "Even those kisses, you didn't feel anything in your heart? It's all because of your blood? "

"I have no idea……"

"Then isn't it good for us to live like this? I can help you find a way to revive her, but stop thinking about bloodlines, and just pretend that the relationship between us has always been like this..."

"Don't talk about it." Zhao Yi frowned, his expression was very painful: "I admit that I like you more and more now, and I even have an urge to regard you as my wife... But this kind of thing is not my feeling ! How could I allow this kind of ambiguity to continue?"

"..."

Listening to what he said, Yu Xi didn't know whether to cry or laugh for a while.

He said he wanted to treat her as his wife, but said it was not his own feelings.

"Then just treat me as your wife." Yu Xi looked at him and suddenly said seriously.

"You want me to say it several times, it's not my feelings!"

"But I want you to treat me like a wife."

"Even if it wasn't my intention?"

Yu Xi said softly: "Even so... I still want it very much, as long as you are not driven by desire and have no consciousness."

"..."

Yu Xi stepped forward, took his arm gently with one hand, and continued: "You can abandon me at any time, as long as you really treat me like a wife for a while..."

(End of this chapter)