my fairy fiancee

Chapter 443 I Will Be a Concubine
"I'm really afraid that you will be killed..."

Yu Xi buried her head in Zhao Yi's chest and said in a trembling voice.

"But now it seems that I killed him." Zhao Yi said indifferently.

He didn't push Yu Xi away either, although Yu Xi already knew some things, logically speaking he didn't need to pretend anymore, but he really didn't want to push her away.

He took care of her emotions a little bit in his heart, afraid that pushing her away at this time would make her burst into tears.

Are these illusions or are there entities?
Zhao Yi basically never thought about this question. He had obtained strong power here before, and also encountered illusions here.

It is certain that the current Yu Xi is a fantasy, but that is not necessarily the case with the demon man. He cannot be sure what kind of existence the other party is.

Is it an enemy that will appear in the future?Or is it something that breeds evil thoughts in my own state of mind?Or... the culprit who is attached to his body and controls his consciousness?
……

Zhao Yi opened his eyes, he saw the familiar room, and saw the familiar and beautiful person next to the pillow. He remembered that he seemed to have drawn his sword against Yu Xi before, but before he could hold Yu Xi for a while, he directly Got knocked out.

After waking up, Zhao Yi didn't move at all, Yu Xi's hand was stroking his head, and she was sleeping with her eyes closed and her arms around him.

Zhao Yi just looked at her straight, and began to try to think about some things, to test how his consciousness is now, whether it will still be like before, wanting to kill her for a while, and want to love her for a while.

But when he was thinking about something, he suddenly didn't know what to think about. When he didn't want to think about it before, he couldn't stop, but now when he should think about it, he got stuck again.

After thinking about it for a while, Zhao Yi felt that he should find something from Yuxi, such as whether he regarded her as a stepping stone to revive and love her, or did he really love her?

……

After a while, Zhao Yi found that he had no answer. Ai Lian had to be saved, and he had to use Yu Xi, that was for sure.But treating Yu Xi as a tool to resurrect love and pity, and then throwing it away, he found that he couldn't do this kind of thing.

If he could really do it, then why would he feel unforgivable anger in his heart when he thought of Yu Xi being possessed by that demon clan?

"In the end... I'm still just a scumbag?"

Zhao Yi sighed, love is very important in his eyes, if regardless of love, he can love two women at the same time, why can't Yuxi love two men at the same time?
Just as he was frowning in distress, Yu Xi suddenly opened his eyes and looked at him.

"Sorry to bother you." Zhao Yi looked at Yu Xi who had woken up and said.

Yu Xi slowly sat up from the bed, and said with a smile on her face, "Don't worry about these problems."

Zhao Yi didn't understand why she said that suddenly.

"I won't love two at the same time." Yu Xi said.

"..."

Zhao Yi was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect her to hear his thoughts just now, but since his breakthrough, Yuxi should not be able to peek into his heart, how could...

"I don't know why, but just now, I can see your heart again." Yu Xi said with a smile.

"Then what I thought just now...you all..."

"I know everything, you want to use me as a tool and throw it away, but you find out later that you can't bear it, right?" Yu Xi looked at him and said.

"..."

Zhao Yi didn't know how to answer her words for a while, paused for a while, and finally had no choice but to nod heavily.

"You said I like another person besides you, will you accept me?" Yu Xi asked.

"will not."

"Me too, I can't accept that you have another woman besides me."

"That's your business, I just want to save Ai Lian now." Zhao Yi said, looking away.

"Then I'll love another man."

Zhao Yi frowned: "I will kill him."

"Then you allow me to kill Ai Lian?"

"No... That's why I said I'm a scumbag."

"Then am I pitiful? I will only love one person in this life, and I'm still a philanderer, not as free and easy as you." Yu Xi said.

Zhao Yi was distressed for a while, then raised his head to look at her, and said, "I don't want to be like this either, I don't even know what I really want to do."

"This is an excuse to escape, you are clearly sober now."

Zhao Yi said a little irritably: "If I am sober now, then I am an emotional scum! I think both..."

Yu Xi looked at him for a while, then lay down directly under the quilt, and sighed: "It's useless to blame me, but I just like you."

"..."

"Can you feel what I'm thinking?" Yu Xi asked.

"I can't feel it."

"Just now I told a lie." Yu Xi said disappointedly.

"what?"

"I'm different from you, I can accept it, and I'm even willing to be a concubine." Yu Xi said helplessly.

Zhao Yi sat up, looked at Yu Xi in surprise, and was willing to accept another woman, which was simply impossible for a woman who was an emperor.

What's more, her last sentence, willing to be a concubine...

"Don't lie like that," Zhao Yi said.

He personally thinks that this kind of thing is impossible, because this kind of thing falls on him, he can't accept it at all, sharing a lover with another person?How can it be.

"I'm not lying, it's all because I'm useless...it seems like I've fallen in love with you for everything..." Yu Xi smiled wryly, "It's like when you were a little boy, you liked me so much, you didn't want anything from me, you were willing to give everything, just I want to see me regain my physical body and return to the cultivation world to live a happy life. I am selfless and love everything I love..."

Zhao Yi was silent, and this time the silence lasted for a long time, and the youthful self at the beginning could not help appearing in his mind.

Wearing a school uniform, she practiced with Yu Xi day and night, from having plans for her to having no plans, all she wanted was to silently watch her return to her own world and live a happy life with Emperor Qingfan.

What a desireless and pure purpose, what a young and affectionate boy...

Dong Yiting, Ai Lian, Dai Qiuxiang, the soul body of Yuxi who is indifferent like a fairy... Liu Ming, Zhang Li, Li Ziwen...

The pictures of getting along with some of them kept passing through his mind, his struggles, tears, and blood...

"I really miss..."

He couldn't help spit out a few words from his mouth.

"I miss it too... I miss it all the time and regret it." Yu Xi said softly.

Zhao Yi gently stroked her ear with his hand, leaned over, and said, "Don't be a concubine."

"Then what do you do?"

"Be a wife."

"How can I trust you?"

Yu Xi smiled wryly, she knew that he was lying to her that first night, and when she thought of the corners of his mouth that made her emotional, her heart began to ache.

(End of this chapter)