The strongest boss in Huadu

Chapter 212 Dark Education

Chapter 213 Dark Education
"Li Jun, after one night, you seem to have changed."

Lu Qi said.

"Maybe, after all these years, life is really tiring."

"Behind my glorious scenery is my torment to myself."

"I made my life a mess, people don't look like people, ghosts don't look like ghosts."

Li Jun finally told the truth.

This is the first time he has been honest about himself with an outsider.

"I came to Nanshi yesterday, not because of the Audi R8 LMS Challenge."

"It's just an excuse for me to find someone to vent to."

"During this time, the depression in my heart has reached the breaking point."

"Li Jun, so you really have a problem!"

Chen Yingjun said.

My master is really amazing, Li Jun really has some mental problems.

"When I was young, my dad told me a truth, telling me to learn to see people and do things."

"Never mess with people you can't afford. In front of rich and powerful people, you must learn to bow your head and say good things. When necessary, it doesn't matter if you let go of your dignity, so that I can live better" go down."

"He said that if you don't do this, even if you are very capable, you will have no future, because this world is a world of rich people."

"It's because he didn't understand this truth earlier. Although he is capable, he has been suppressed by rich and powerful people, and he can't see the future at all."

"It wasn't until I got married to my mother that I realized that in the face of reality and money, other farts are nothing."

"And I was instilled by him with such thoughts since I was a child, and then I really slowly became such a person."

"However, later I found that I was getting more and more unhappy."

"Life is very depressing, sometimes so depressing that I want to jump off a building."

"So, I started looking for ways to vent my inner depression."

When Li Jun said this, he looked at the sky at a 45-degree angle, because he also wanted to tell God that he, Li Jun, could not go on like this.

"You know that you have such a problem, and you feel uncomfortable, why do you continue?"

The reason why Li Jun had such psychological problems was originally influenced by his father.

This Lu Qi can understand.

However, when Li Jun understood that this was not good, why didn't he seek change?
"I···"

Li Jun still looked at the sky.

Today the sky is not blue, only white clouds.

Li Jun was a little choked up, and he couldn't speak.

It seemed that he remembered something sad.

"My dad doesn't allow me to change, he said this is the best state."

"Only in this way can I continue to race my car well."

"If you change, you may be retaliated against, and in the end you will lose your reputation and become a passerby."

It was painful and uncomfortable for Li Jun to say this.

"But why did you suddenly change after listening to me? Are you not afraid of the consequences of your change?"

Lu Qi continued to ask.

It seems that he is also slowly sympathizing with Li Jun.

"I don't know either. After I went back last night, my mind was very disturbed and annoying. I thought about the last day of my life."

"I asked myself, have I just endured my life in silence like this?"

"Spiritually, can't I be a normal person?"

"I'm already a top racing driver in China, why should I live in such a disrespectful way? I don't need to be like this at all."

"It's been 28 years. If it wasn't for my psychological problems, I would have been able to enter F1 with my talent for racing."

"When I went to the F1 club for trial training last year, they gave me a good level of racing, but they gave me zero points in the psychological test."

"That's it, I'm not eligible for F1."

"I also know that if I still have this kind of psychological problem in the future, then I will just hang around in the domestic racing industry for the rest of my life."

Li Jun said these words very lightly, not very excited.

"Where's your dad? Didn't you tell him?"

Lu Qi continued to ask.

"I told him, but he thinks it's not my mental problem, but that I'm not good enough."

"I know, if you tell him about it, he won't understand."

"Because in his eyes, it is because of his education that I am what I am today."

"If I were to change, it would be a departure from his educational line. He wouldn't allow it."

"He also said, I am just a famous racing driver now, and in the eyes of those rich and powerful people, you are just a tool to make money for them."

"If they find that you are disrespectful to them, then the consequence of their anger will be to make you disappear from the racing world, so that the name of Li Jun will not exist in the racing world."

Lu Qi suddenly felt a little sad.

Li Jun's father's education was dark.

"Li Jun, did your father experience any dark moments in his life?"

"Can you tell me?"

Lu Qi intuitively felt that Li Jun's father must have had a very dark moment for him, otherwise his thoughts would not have been so dark.

There is nothing wrong with his way of educating Li Jun, the fault is that he thinks things too darkly.

Yes, the world is unfair, but you can't think of it as dark.

Yes, there are bad people in the world, but you can't think of all powerful people as dark.

Yes, people have to watch what people say and how they do things, and they have to be humble.

But you can't let yourself completely lose your dignity, let yourself live in a depressive life, and do things that you don't want to do at all.

You can work hard and work hard for your goals.

But not every time you lose your dignity and let others lick their shoes.

People will grow, although there may be darkness ahead, but the light is always ahead.

You can't let yourself live in the darkness of your thoughts all the time, otherwise you will be the one who suffers, the one who is uncomfortable, and the one who is depressed is also yourself.

Just like Li Jun.

He received 28 years of dark thought education from his dad.

The 28 years of growth also made him suffer from ideological and spiritual torture.

As a top domestic racing driver, you want him to "kneel and lick his shoes" when he meets a rich and powerful person.

This is pushing Li Jun into the abyss of pain!

Li Jun had no choice but to vent out the depression in his heart.

"My dad married my mom 30 years ago."

"However, half a year later, my mother got seriously ill."

"The doctor gave my dad the result that the disease needs to be treated abroad, and there is no such treatment in China at present."

"However, if you go abroad for medical treatment, the cost of medical treatment will cost at least 30 yuan."

"When my dad heard this, it was a bolt from the blue."

"30 was 30 years ago. To my dad, it was an astronomical figure among astronomical figures!"

"He was a young man with entrepreneurship on his mind and only a few hundred dollars in his pocket."

"It's impossible to get that much money."

"At that time, my dad was in great pain and helpless. He really didn't know what to do. It seemed that he really wanted to see my mother go away without money for medical treatment."

"At this time, he thought of a person, Huang Ziqiang."

"A powerful and wealthy entrepreneur 30 years ago."

"My dad wanted to start a business and set up a trading company."

"I once asked him to invest."

"At that time, Huang Ziqiang was like those angel investors now. As long as he thinks your project can be invested, then he will invest immediately without thinking about it."

"And my dad found Huang Ziqiang with his plan."

"I never thought that the real Huang Ziqiang and the legendary Huang Ziqiang are basically two people."

(End of this chapter)