There is a bar in Houhai

Chapter 570 Freshmen
When Shen Fang returned home, Qin Mohan had already been studying in the backyard for more than an hour, and she was re-reading the materials of the script that she had compiled.

After really studying the exciting script, Qin Mohan realized that he had underestimated it. Before, he only considered it with a hypothetical mentality, and did not deeply understand the character's heart. After careful consideration, he discovered that Anxi's heart is so complicated. It made Qin Mohan excited, and made her as excited as if she was driving a Lycan supercar on the track.

What kind of person is Anxi?

Qin Mohan began to give her a detailed biography of the characters, instead of simply thinking that she was a young literary and artistic woman with a delicate and changeable mind when she first saw this script last year.

She took out a blank notebook, and now there are four words "loneliness and fragility" written on it. It is also because of her loneliness and fragility that she imagines a new personality to help herself solve problems when she encounters problems.

She should be a child of a single-parent family. In her fantasy, Dr. Han appeared for the first time to celebrate her sixth birthday, so she should have a father before she was six years old, and her life was extremely happy, and then Because of an accident, her father left, so she no longer had the role of father in her life.

Why is this a bit like Shen Fang?It's not right, Shen Fang is not as fragile as him. Shen Fang once advised his mother to go to Shanghai to recover from her injuries, and would rather stay alone in Yanjing. Shen Fang is stronger than her.

"Introverted, not good at speaking" This is the second key word written by Qin Mohan. Anxi should be like a little transparent in school. Her study life should not be smooth. She should be neglected by teachers and bullied by classmates. The object of her fantasy, Mr. Xiao, a not so stuffy history teacher, and a lawyer, to help her defend against other people's accusations.

These three people should be the auxiliary personalities she created first, so they huddled together at the end of the story and voted on who is the lunatic.

The other three people, reporter, public relations and taxi driver, should be the professions that she dreamed up after she grew up and entered the society, representing courage, beauty and hard work
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Qin Mohan was thinking and writing on the paper. After a while, he wrote a large sheet. She didn't even notice that Shen Fang put a cup of coffee in front of her.

"Zhang Xinyi agreed?"

Shen Fang watched her reach out and move her fingers. Looking at the densely packed text, she knew that she was tired of writing. He pulled her right hand over, buckled her back with his left hand, and then helped her move her finger joints.

"Well, I agreed. The second sister originally agreed for my sake, but after reading the script, she was attracted by the story."

Qin Mohan was not dissatisfied because Shen Fang interrupted his thoughts, clasped his right hand tightly with Shen Fang, picked up the coffee with his left hand, sniffed it, and was extremely satisfied.

"What kind of feeling does loneliness feel like?" The mellow and slightly sour taste calmed her down.
Qin Mohan had parents who loved her when she was young, and her classmates got along very harmoniously. When encountering difficulties, her father Qin Jingshan would support her like a mountain. Although there were not many crews looking for her to film during the filming period, it did not hinder her She communicated harmoniously with her teachers and classmates. Even when she stepped into the society, she met a guide like Liang Hui and a guardian like Shen Fang.She couldn't understand what it was like to be alone from the bottom of her heart.

This is a matter of personal experience. When filming "Heart Blossoms on the Road", Wang Xianhui once told Qin Mohan: Acting is like worshiping Buddha. There are three stages. The mountain is a mountain, the mountain is not a mountain, and the mountain is still a mountain.

Later, Qin Mohan went to find out about this sentence. It originally came from the "Three Realms" written by Qingyuan Xingsi, a Zen master in the Song Dynasty.It tells about three realms, from ignorance to hesitation to back to basics.It requires life experience, insight into the world, epiphany, and the ability to face the heart directly.

Qin Mohan is still in the second stage. Mountains are not mountains. In "Returning to 20", she imitated the elderly and brought in emotions to feel the mental journey that she had never experienced before.

But loneliness is something she has never touched, and she is unwilling to touch it, because it is not her thing, it is the emotion hidden in Shen Xin's heart.She once felt a little bit of his loneliness through the song "Need someone to accompany" written by Shen Fang, so she also used her tenderness to resolve his loneliness.

But today, she, who is still immersed in the heart of the characters in the script, unconsciously asked, "What is loneliness?"

After asking, Qin Mohan felt a little slip of the tongue, covered his mouth nervously, and looked at Shen Fang, for fear of arousing the loneliness in his heart.

Shen Fang was moved by Qin Mohan's meticulousness, and sent him away to shake her hand.Hugged her: "It's okay, I've come out."

After Shen Fang re-sold the old house, he really came out. He has a family, a lover and friends, so why should he feel sorry for himself?Now even if Jin Luo appeared in front of him, he could still communicate calmly, even if he was just a familiar stranger.

When he came to the piano, Shen Fang said to Qin Mohan, "I'll play a piano piece for you. I started composing it when I was 14. There are three chapters in total. I haven't really written it until now."

Qin Mohan moved a stool and sat next to him. Although Shen Fang knew many musical instruments, Qin Mohan still liked watching Shen Fang playing the piano the most. She still remembered the first time she fell in love with him when he played "Is Latin America".

There is no score, because the whole melody is in Shen Fang's mind. He first crossed his fingers in reverse, stretched them, and moved his hands. This action made Qin Mohan couldn't help laughing. The first time he saw him doing this action , always thought he was putting on a show.

Shen Fang rolled his eyes at Qin Mohan's smile, which made her even more coquettish. When she was about to raise her hand to call, Shen Fang's hands began to move on the black and white buttons.A string of brisk notes made the hand she just raised gradually fall again.

This should be Chapter 1. After continuous learning, Qin Mohan now has a deeper understanding of piano music. In this brisk music, she hears joy, joy, and happiness, as if she is a happy child , playing and playing in the sound of music, constantly expressing their happiness.Looking at Shen Fang playing the piano, Qin Mohan thought for a while, maybe this is the original him, when he was so happy and carefree.

But this happiness seems to be so short-lived. Suddenly, there is a crisp sound, the appearance of a highest note, a rush of intense presto, and two different music rhythms intertwined. It is no longer the excitement and joy just now, but It started to collide, starting from a simple collision, and it became more and more intense, and it became more and more difficult to distinguish whether it was noise or presto. Just as Qin Mohan looked at Shen Fang with his heart in his arms, one of the voices disappeared, and then another voice also disappeared.

In this collision, there is also a tentative crisp sound, which is his tentative call to the outside world, trying to maintain the balance between the voices, but a few muffled bass completely buried this crispness .

Qin Mohan found that Shen Fang's hands moved from the middle C key area to the left bass area, and the piano sound became more and more gentle and deep. The use of a large amount of bass makes people's heart tugging, but the emotion is just intense. After the collision, it seems to become a dead silence. Although there are only a few simple notes, it makes you feel like you are alone, and there is no sound around you. Responding to loneliness.

Shen Fang's emotional changes can be felt from the music. He is narrating a child's childhood through music. After experiencing happiness, his parents began to quarrel, then the relationship broke down, and finally abandoned him in a lonely environment.

Unknowingly, Qin Mohan has been immersed in the music and burst into tears. This is what Shen Fang experienced before. This is the music he began to write when he was 14 years old. In this music, except for the short-term joy, everything else is sad. is lonely.

However, after being lonely, the sound of the piano changed. In this sound, Qin Mohan felt like he was in a maze, bumping into walls and looking for new paths. He became more confused, as if he was constantly looking for , keep trying, but this temptation is also cautious, just taste it, and then get confused.

This confusion lasted for a long time, until a light appeared in this music, yes, it was a light.Although Shen Fang doesn't believe in Catholicism, he still added a piece of sacred music like singing to this score. This light dispelled any marks left by loneliness and confusion, leaving only touch and redemption.You seem to see an angel, walking towards you slowly, and then reaching out to you, gently leading you out of the darkness and towards the light.

"What's the name of this song?" A voice came from behind Shen Fang, it was Shen Qingyi.She was leaning against the door frame, Qin Mohan hurriedly stood up to help her.

Shen Fang, who has been immersed in the music, didn't even notice his mother's arrival. He just had this piano piece in his mind, and he wanted to express it completely.

Shen Fang turned his head, looked at his mother and said, ""Rebirth" I call it a new life. I hope everyone has the chance to forget the past and gain a new life."

Yes, it is a new student.

Shen Fang has been trying to compose this piano piece since he was 14 years old. At that time, his parents divorced and he was abandoned in Beijing alone.It wasn't until the summer vacation of his junior year that he finished writing the first two movements. After Jin Hailin accidentally saw this score, he was shocked by the endless silence inside. If he was allowed to continue to immerse himself, the child would probably leave Dead end.

So Jin Hailin banned him from playing this piece, and took him to collect music everywhere, hoping that he could get out of this loneliness through different perceptions of different parts of the world.Sensitive Shen Fang felt this love and care from Jin Hailin, and slowly tried to come out, from his own heart.Only then did I come up with the idea of ​​wanting to travel around the world after graduation.Until finally meeting Qin Mohan, he was truly reborn.

(End of this chapter)