Husband is bad: evil president is not easy to mess with

I couldn't see clearly at the time because I was blinded by too many things.

just now……

When all the dust settled, he was able to calmly think about what happened in the past.

"Do you know why Faxia died?" Xia Dongye stared at Sikong Jingqiu for a moment before speaking.

"Isn't it because of Su Lan?" Sikong Jingqiu raised his eyebrows in surprise.

Xia Dongye shook his head, his eyes suddenly darkened, like a bottomless pool of black water, "Fa Xia was pregnant at that time."

Xia Dongye said, his voice was very hoarse.

"Pregnant!?" Sikong Jingqiu raised his head in astonishment, and looked at Xia Dongye in shock.

He had no idea that Faxia was pregnant that year!

No wonder Xia Dongye couldn't touch the scalpel after Faxia's death!

Because of that operation, he not only lost Fasha, but also his child!

Sikong Jingqiu didn't know what to say in order to express his inner shock.

"Yeah." Xia Dongye nodded, his thoughts gradually drifting away, "Faxia's health has been poor, and he can't conceive at all."

Sikong Jingqiu was silent, his brows were deeply furrowed, and he didn't speak.

He didn't know what to say.

"His parents didn't agree with us being together." Xia Dongye's eyes darkened, "At that time, we were planning to break up."

"Because of your family background?" Sikong Jingqiu asked.

"Yes." Xia Dongye picked up the wine glass and drank the wine in it. "I never thought about being with Faxia back then. It's just that her parents' attitude was too arrogant and domineering, and I couldn't swallow it when I was young. That breath..."

"........."

"For the sake of angering Faxia's parents, I made her pregnant on purpose." Xia Dongye showed a regretful expression on his face, "At that time, I knew that her body was not suitable for pregnancy at all..."

"Faxia will die." Xia Dongye closed his eyes, "It's because of my recklessness."

That's why, after Faxia's death, his whole body collapsed, and he didn't dare to hold a scalpel, let alone approach any woman.

He was afraid of hurting them.

Xia Dongye never forgot that he once killed a good girl and his own child because of his recklessness.

He has been hurting others all his life.

Fa Xia, their children, and Sikong Jingqiu and Haiyue's first child...

For a long time, so many human lives weighed on him, almost making him completely out of breath.

"Have you ever loved Faxia?" Sikong Jingqiu didn't talk much about Faxia's death, but asked Xia Dongye this way.

"I don't know." Xia Dongye shook his head, his expression full of bewilderment, "I don't even know whether I stayed with Faxia for revenge on Faxia's parents, or because I like her."

This is also the reason why he has been unable to get rid of the guilt towards Fasha for many years——

Faxia died because of his recklessness, but he was not sure whether the reason he couldn't forget it was because of love or guilt...

Xia Dongye lowered his eyes, his expression darkened.

"But it cannot be denied that you like Faxia." Sikong Jingqiu said affirmatively.

Xia Dongye was silent and did not answer.

Sikong Jingqiu was right, he really liked Faxia back then.

It's just that the liking has not had time to become a deep love, because of external factors, it has become no longer pure...

In the end, it slowly went on an uncontrollable crooked road.