The story of police officer Yang Qianfeng

Chapter 520 After leaving
After Chen Laixiang's funeral was over, Yang Qianfeng personally sent Xiangyi to the school the next day, and greeted her teachers, asking them to care about her and guide her. The teachers took her seriously and not only agreed to his request, He also told him to rest assured that they would always pay attention to Xiangyi's psychological changes and contact him immediately if something happened, which reassured Yang Qianfeng a lot.

After returning home, Yang Qianfeng suddenly felt that his heart and the house were completely empty.There was Chen Laixiang's shadow in front of her eyes, sadness, loneliness, helplessness... all kinds of feelings came to her heart.

He promised Chen Laixiang not to cry after she left, but now he couldn't bear it anymore, holding her photo and said: "Ah Xiang, I'm sorry, I can't bear it anymore, just let me cry !"

Although Yang Qianfeng saw many comrades sacrificed by his side with his own eyes, he was also distraught when he saw the fallen comrades, but only then did he understand the parting of life and death on the battlefield and the departure of Chen Laixiang, the feeling of grief is completely different. Similarly, the way of venting is also incomparable. Going to the battlefield is to go to the battlefield with the heart of seeing death as home. Of course, the sacrifice of a comrade-in-arms is of course sad, but it can arouse the courage and determination to fight and win, and can immediately take up arms to avenge your comrades. Immediately he felt better after eliminating the enemies who had cost him his comrades.And Chen Laixiang was taken away by the serious illness, where could he vent his anger?After much deliberation, there was only one cry.

Looking at the smiling Chen Laixiang in the photo, he felt sour and said, "Ah Xiang, if you don't speak, it will be considered as your agreement." After speaking, he ran to the room, covered his head with the quilt and burst into tears.

Lan Mei saw that Yang Qianfeng didn't go to her office after she came back, and she didn't show up after returning home. She suddenly felt uneasy, so she ran up with Erxiang. She and Erxiang both had the room key, and they didn't knock on it. Lan Mei opened the door directly, and found him sleeping on the bed with his clothes on, so Lan Mei called out cautiously: "Third brother."

Yang Qianfeng slowly exposed his head from the quilt, both of them saw his eyes swollen from crying, and both of them shed tears from distress.Lan Mei understood, "Third brother, miss my sister! You have been forced for so many days, don't force your body to the point of failure, just cry if you want to cry!"

Erxiang wiped her tears and said, "Yes! Brother, it might be better if you cry, my sister's spirit in heaven won't say anything about you."

Yang Qianfeng wiped away his tears and said, "I'm fine, you guys go to work!"

After Lan Mei and Er Xiang left, Yang Qianfeng remembered what Chen Laixiang said she had left in the bedside table when she was alive.

Because Chen Laixiang had joked before that this bedside table had her private secrets, and she couldn't read it without her consent. In fact, the cabinet had never been locked. She was just joking about it, but Yang Qianfeng never opened it once.

Walking to the bedside table, he gently opened the door of the bedside table. It turned out that there were all the letters she had written to him before, and these letters were all put in envelopes. On the envelopes were only Yang Qianfeng's name, and no letter was written. The location, and none of them were sent out. The letters were tied with rubber bands every year and neatly stacked inside.In addition to the letter, there are five photo albums.

Yang Qianfeng took out the photo album first. The first small photo album is all the photos of Chen Laixiang when she was a girl. Although there are not many photos, it records the process and changes of her growing from a little girl to a big girl; the second is The photos of her and Yang Qianfeng when they fell in love and got married are all over the album, and she has a happy smile on every photo, recording the good times she and Yang Qianfeng spent together during the period of love and marriage; The third book is basically a group photo of a family of three in different places for leisure, but the background is basically Jinshui County; the fourth book is a photo of Xiangyi since she was born;
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Yang Qianfeng felt very sad looking at these photos, because Chen Laixiang really loves life so much. As she said, she loves every little thing in life. Among these little things, the happiest thing for her is to be with He went out to play together, even if there was no scenery there, as long as it was the place he took her to, it would be the most beautiful scenery in her eyes.And he didn't take her out before because he was busy, until that time when he went to BJ, when he got sick and was discharged from the hospital, he just went to some places she especially wanted to go.

In fact, Yang Qianfeng has watched these albums before, but today he watched them in a completely different mood than before. After watching them all, he suddenly felt sad and regretful. He regretted not going out with her when she was in good health. Regret I regret that I didn’t leave more moments and permanent memories with her……….

Yang Qianfeng calmed down and took out those letters again, and found that the earliest one was written in the year she graduated from high school, until she found out that Yang Qianfeng transferred to the Sunshine Police Station of Jinshui County Public Security Bureau.These letters are her emotional journey and the history of pure love in her life.

The few letters she wrote before graduating from high school may have been written in her homework book, and she tore them out and put them in envelopes. The content of each letter is very short, just like a diary.

The content of the first letter is as follows: "Hello, Yang Qianfeng! You didn't go to the classroom for self-study tonight. For some reason, my heart was very empty. Although I had a book in my hand, I didn't read a word. I always look back at your seat, knowing that you are not here, but I still have to look back until everyone has left.

I am writing you a letter to tell you: I am finished, I already love you so much that I cannot extricate myself, but I am too embarrassed to tell you, what should I do?Do you love me? "

The content of the second letter is: "Hello, Yang Qianfeng! I know you and Ouyang Lamei are good friends, but I don't think you will succeed, because you are from the countryside like me, the son of a farmer, and Ouyang Lamei is the son of a farmer. Although she grew up in the countryside, she is the daughter of a cadre and will go to work in the city sooner or later. So I think the difference between you is too big, that is, Ouyang Lamei agrees to be with you, but her parents will definitely not agree, so you can't make it ( snicker).

What I mean by telling you this is to tell you: accept me!I'll be nicer to you than she is to you, really! "

The third letter was written like this: "Hello Yang Qianfeng! Ouyang Lamei went to the city to study and we can't, let's face it! This is the difference.

I'm especially happy in the days after she left, because we have more possibilities (laughs). "

The fourth letter said: "Hi, Yang Qianfeng! I pay attention to you every day, but you always treat me like nothing, but when I talk to you, you are very kind to me, and you always put down your homework. Bi patiently answered the questions I asked you. It seems that you are the least annoying to me, isn’t that so? I’m very happy (hahaha).”

The content of the fifth letter: "Hello Yang Qianfeng! I know you are taking the time to review for the college entrance examination. To be honest, I think you can be admitted to the university, but I don't want you to pass the exam, because I know I will definitely not pass the exam. If you pass the exam, there will be a big gap between us. You will definitely not be good to me. I really want you to fail the exam. Then I will... Hahaha... Maybe you read my letter Xin thinks I'm bad! There's no way, that's how love comes."

The content of the sixth letter is: "Hi, Yang Qianfeng! We are going to graduate soon, and we will meet again after graduation. I am very anxious, really, very anxious, why are you wrong? Let me confess! Confess to me quickly! As long as you open your mouth, I will obey you in everything, I promise!"

The seventh letter was written the night before she hugged Yang Qianfeng in class to confess her love: "Hi, Yang Qianfeng! I can't wait any longer. I want to act, and I want to express my heart to you... ..., don't laugh at me then, and don't laugh at me in the future, okay?"

The eighth letter was written after that night. Although the date was not written, it must have been written many days later. It read: "Hello Yang Qianfeng! Maybe it's because I want to save face to protect myself! Obviously, I took the initiative to hug you and confess to you, but I... But I still said something against my will - saying that you are a hooligan.

I don't know why I said such words casually in a hurry, but what I said was like poured water that can't be taken back. What's more serious is that I made up a lie in front of Huang Xiaofang.These days I want to explain to you, but I dare not tell you, but I thought about it, I must find a chance to admit my mistake to you, I hope you can forgive me (crying). "

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After graduating, I didn’t write to Yang Qianfeng for a long time, until I opened a tailor shop, and I started writing to him again. At this time, the first letters were all written on letter paper, and all the letters were changed to “Hello Ah Feng”. The content can be summed up in the following points: [-]. I deeply apologize for what happened back then; [-]. I miss Yang Qianfeng, tell him how much I miss him, and often miss him all night long; Work hard to make money, let him marry him when he comes back from the army, etc...

After knowing that Yang Qianfeng changed jobs, she found that Ouyang Lamei loved Yang Qianfeng so much, and Yang Qianfeng loved her so much. At this time, she was confused and didn't know what to do in the future?Especially after Yang Qianfeng and Ouyang Lamei got engaged, her emotional pain reached the extreme. During this period, she also wrote several letters. It can be seen from the lines that she was very depressed and pessimistic at this time.

After Ouyang Lamei left Yang Qianfeng, she wrote several letters to Yang Qianfeng. From the letters, it can be seen that: at first, her thoughts were very contradictory, and she wanted to confess to him right away, but she was worried that he would mess things up if he disagreed. Later, through the joint efforts of Huang Xiaofang, Zhang Lihua, Lan Mei and herself, she has real confidence and hope, and the lines are full of longing for the future...

Later, Yang Qianfeng knew that Chen Laixiang had always loved her, but he didn't really understand the whole situation. He was moved to tears when he saw how her emotional journey towards him was so tortuous.

After reading the album and the letter, he decided to keep the room as it was, and let everything left by Chen Laixiang accompany him for the rest of his life.

A month later, Yang Qianfeng was still not used to it when he came home from work. He always felt empty in his heart, and he had to read the albums left by Chen Laixiang before falling asleep at night.

Lan Mei and Er Xiang were very sad to see him depressed when he came home, so Lan Mei specifically asked Zhang Lihua and Huang Xiaofang to help Yang Qianfeng get out of the shadow of grief.

Of course Huang Xiaofang and Zhang Lihua wanted to help Yang Qianfeng, even if Lan Mei didn't say anything, they would also help him, so they agreed without hesitation.

(End of this chapter)