The story of a cook

Chapter 434 My Son Doesn't Know Me Anymore

I have nothing to do at home these days, and I am going to visit Master Chen. Master Chen said that he is not in the provincial capital and has returned to his hometown.

I thought of Master Li Changqing and called him, but the phone said "the number you dialed is empty".It seems that the phone number has been changed, and I thought that although Sister Ma is no longer with him, she should know his phone number, so I called Sister Ma and asked for the number.

"You don't know, he left last year." Sister Ma said.

"Leaving?" I was taken aback, and immediately thought of something, but I couldn't be sure, and asked, "You mean—"

"Yes, advanced liver cancer."

I was a little stunned.

A good person will be gone if he says no, how old is he?Two years older than me, 34, gone.

Very sad, I feel uncomfortable and a little cold.

I still remember the scene when I was with him, the last time I introduced him to He Yuxuan as the head chef, at that time he said that he had almost recovered, but unexpectedly left.

There are no young or old on the road to hell.

A good mood has become unbeautiful.

The outside eyes are very warm, but the heart is very bad.

Standing at the entrance of the building and smoking a cigarette, let the nicotine occupy the lungs.

Aunt Wang upstairs went downstairs, saw me and asked me when I came back, did the child come back?Tell her that the child has not come back and will come back in two days.Aunt Wang said it was a fine day and went out to get a haircut, and it was almost Chinese New Year.

Yes, it's almost Chinese New Year.

The massage room diagonally opposite is gone. I heard that it is forbidden to open. Now it is a mahjong club, and there is the sound of the mahjong machine shuffling the cards.The whole compound lost the bustle of summer, and looked quiet and decadent.

It is an old building, I heard that it has been relocated in a few years.If you want to move here, you have to buy a house, and you can no longer rent a house.Now I haven't earned the money to buy a house, so I have to work hard to earn money.

A house costs at least 50 to 10 yuan. If it is calculated over five years, I will have to earn 50 yuan a year from next year, and I can only save 10 yuan in five years.Now it seems that earning 4000 yuan a year is a bit unrealistic. My salary was considered high in Fuxin, only [-] yuan a month.This is still in other places, if it is in the provincial capital, it can only be three thousand.If you can earn more as a head chef, maybe [-].

Does the family have to spend every month?My son does not have 1000 yuan a month, what about daily expenses?The bills for firewood, rice, oil, salt water, electricity, and buying some clothes when the seasons change, you have to spend money for regular and regular daily use.If Lin Yan can go to work, but now she can’t go to work, she has to take care of the children at home. The two of them will have to pay at least two thousand yuan a month, and I will spend another five to seven hundred yuan.

It seems that I have to go to other places to work, and I can earn more by working in other places. Even if it is not a lot, it costs less and can save money.

When I think about this day, I feel a lot of pressure.

I am the head of the family, and I have to think about everything, and I can't live without thinking about everything.

Lin Yan still gives money to her family now, but the amount is less.

This day, I'm a little tired.

When can you not be tired?Maybe like Li Changqing, when you close your eyes and don't open them, you won't feel tired.

Fortunately, with a good attitude, no matter how difficult the life is, you have to continue with a smile.

You need to improve your earning power.If you want to improve your ability to earn money, the first thing you need to do is to open a restaurant, which can make money quickly, but it is difficult to make profits without capital. You cannot borrow money to open a restaurant, and it is not easy to borrow money.This path is now unrealistic and unfeasible.The second is to improve one's cooking skills. As long as the cooking skills are high enough, one can earn high wages.Always trying to improve the level of cooking, this is a must.Third, there is only one person with the highest salary in the kitchen, and that is the head chef. If you want to earn a high salary, you have to be a head chef. To be a head chef, you must not only be good at cooking, but also be good at management.

You have to work hard on cooking and management to be the head chef.At present, the highest salary of a head chef of Northeast cuisine is 6000 yuan, and I heard that some earn [-] yuan in Binhai.

Is it to develop in Binhai?

When you come to Binhai, you have to start from the beginning. It is impossible to become a head chef right away. You have to start as a chef first and go up step by step. Only when you are familiar with the Binhai kitchen can you become a head chef.

Now my level of Northeast cuisine is not bad, and I am not afraid of anyone among young chefs. If I go to Binhai to work as a head chef, Northeast cuisine is fine, but Binhai seafood is not good, and the cooking is not good.If you want to be a chef, you have to understand seafood, otherwise you can't manage seafood chefs, and we will be dumbfounded once they give up their picks.

In addition, in terms of management, it is not too organized, not stable enough, and the control of the overall situation is not in place, so it needs to be strengthened.It would be nice to be able to achieve what Master did, with a well-thought-out plan, without panic or confusion, and with a clear mind.Although I have managed Linjiangxuan, but the time is too short and the experience is still insufficient.What management needs is experience, what I lack is experience.

The next goal is to work as a chef in a big kitchen and earn more money.

Lin Yan brought her son back on the tenth.

He was very happy to see his son, went up to pick him up, and kissed his little cheek.My son stared at me, as if he didn't know me.

"Son, I am Dad." I said to my son.

The son just looked at me for a while and stretched out his two little hands towards Lin Yan, wanting to leave me.

"Let your dad hug you, your dad misses you." Lin Yan said to her son with a smile.

The son still tried his best to go to Lin Yan.

"Mother--"

There was no way, Lin Yan cried if she didn't pick up her son, so she hugged her son.

I'm so angry, the bastard doesn't know me anymore.

"I can't see you all the time, my son doesn't know me anymore." Lin Yan said.

I said, "Well, look at me strangely."

"It will be fine in a while, and you can lead him to play in a while." Lin Yan said.

"Well, this father failed, he doesn't even know his own son." I was a little helpless.

The son is very sensible, and after sitting in Lin Yan's arms for a while, he started to play in the field by himself.He was wearing a pair of small cotton shoes that squeaked as soon as he walked. He felt like he was about to fall as he walked. No, he is flexible, "

Seeing the son playing with toys on the ground made me very happy.

But at the beginning, my son didn't want to hug me and didn't recognize me. The shock was still there, and I was unwilling to reconcile, and I was going to try again.

Clapping his hands, he said to his son, "Jia Heng, come here and let Dad give you a hug."

My son looked at me, unmoved by the hands I stretched out to express my warm welcome, and continued to play with his toys, ignoring me at all.

Lin Yan said: "It's the same with you as a father. You haven't seen your son for more than half a year, and you didn't say buy him a toy when you came back. Can he talk to you?"

I thought so too, why didn't I think of buying a toy for my son?The father's dereliction of duty!

I said to my son, "Jia Heng, is Dad taking you to buy toys?"

The son turned his head to look at me, he seemed a little moved, he turned his eyes to Lin Yan, and asked, "Mom, are you going?"

"Mom won't go, you can go with dad, son, he is your dad, dear dad." Lin Yan taught her son.

Hearing Lin Yan's refusal to go, the son said, "I won't go if my mother doesn't. I have toys. Look, this is a bulldozer."

Seeing that my son was completely unmoved by the temptation I threw out, I felt a powerless sense of frustration.This father was a father, and his son didn't know him, so he failed.At the same time, I regret going to work in Fuxin. If I didn’t go to Fuxin but went to work in the provincial capital, and I could go home to accompany my son every day, this would not be the case.

But as a father, I have to earn money to support my family.

The son was playing there by himself, and watching his son play was heartbreaking.

My son can already speak, and I was very envious when I heard my son call Lin Yan "Mom", and wanted to hear him call me "Dad", but he didn't like me at all, and he didn't call me at all.

Lin Yan asked her son: "Jiaheng, did you urinate? You didn't urinate at all in the car just now."

The son said: "I have urine, I forgot it in the car just now."

Lin Yan said to me: "Old Tan, bring my son's urinal, he needs to pee."

"The urinal?" I didn't quite understand it because I didn't see the urinal at all, so I started looking around.

"That pulsating bottle is it." Lin Yan pointed to the pulsating bottle on the window sill.

I couldn't help laughing, it turned out that this was my son's urinal, I didn't know.Take the pulsation bottle, open the cap, and try to catch urine for my son.My son saw that I was not peeing at all with his exclusive "urinal", so he took the "urinal" from my hand and handed it to Lin Yan, who asked Lin Yan to catch his urine.

This pissed me off.

"What's the matter, do you still get someone to catch the urine?" I asked my son.

My son ignored me too.

Start peeing.It may be the reason why I suffocated, and urinated more than half of the bottle.

Lin Yan handed the urinal to me, "Pour out your son's urine."

I took it and went to the bathroom to urinate, but Lin Yan shouted behind me: "Rinse it with water after pouring it out, it's clean, it doesn't smell good."

I agreed, thinking that it was time to serve the emperor.

But the two fathers are the two fathers, connected by blood and blood.After playing with my son for an hour, he also recognized me as a father. "Dad, Dad" made me happy, not to mention the satisfaction and pride of being a father.

This is my own son!

I played with my son for a day, and after the three of Brother Li’s family came back at night, my son stopped playing with me and went to see his sister Lele.The two young ladies had a great time playing, running from one room to another, and from that room to this room. They played until after ten o'clock before giving up.

He boiled the bath water for his son and adjusted the water temperature in the tub. Lin Yan stripped his son naked and sat in the tub with a smile on his face to take a bath.

My son likes to take a bath very much. When he takes a bath, he puts his duckling toy in the tub, and plays there by himself, until he comes out after playing enough.

It's time to sleep after taking a shower.

I lay on the bed next to Lin Yan, and my son became angry when he saw me lying next to Lin Yan, and pushed me off the bed vigorously, not telling me to sleep next to Lin Yan.That means that Lin Yan is his mother, and his mother is his own, and I am not allowed to be next to her.

I asked: "Then where do you tell Dad to sleep?"

The son pointed to the single bed on the north wall and said, "Dad, go to sleep there."

"I sleep next to your mother, this is my wife." I said.

"You are not allowed to sleep next to your mother, you are not allowed to sleep next to your mother." He pushed me as he said.

"I'll be right next to you." He put his hand on Lin Yan as he spoke.

Seeing me put my hand on Lin Yan, my son became even angrier. The relationship we had cultivated throughout the day disappeared, and the boat of our friendship capsized.She squeezed hard between me and Lin Yan, then leaned tightly on Lin Yan, and began to push me down with hands and feet, asking his mother for help while pushing back.

"Mom, don't touch mom, mom doesn't want him."

"Let your dad sleep on the bed, and mom hugs you." Lin Yan said.

"No, dad is not allowed to sleep on the bed." The son said domineeringly.

I'm speechless.

Lin Yan said to me: "Old Tan, you go to sleep on the small bed, he won't sleep unless you go."

There was no way but to sleep on the crib.

When my son saw me go to the crib, he still didn't relax his vigilance and aimed his eyes at me, afraid that I would kill him again while he was not paying attention.

This kid, I don't know where the mental head came from, and kept me falling asleep.

I haven't been with Lin Yan for more than two years. I planned to make out with her, but my son watched him fiercely, but it didn't work out.

Brat, that's my wife.

(End of this chapter)