The story of a cook

Chapter 485 Hematemesis
This is the second time I have come to Manager Chen's house. It is said to be her house, but it is not. It should be said to be her house.

"Sit casually, I'm going to change clothes." She said, and then went into the bedroom.

I went to the kitchen and took three plates, sat on the sofa and put the packed dishes and dumplings into the plates, and then took the bowls and chopsticks.

Manager Chen came out after changing his clothes. He was wearing home clothes, which made him look more feminine.

"I didn't find the wine and the glass, where are they?" I asked.

"On the second floor of the coffee table, there are cups, and the wine is here."

She walked to the TV cabinet and took out a bottle of white wine from there.

He took out the wine glass from the second compartment of the tea table, took the wine bottle she handed over, opened it, and filled two glasses.

She sat down on the sofa and brushed her hair back habitually. When she brushed her hair, she saw the crow's feet in the corner of her eyes, which she didn't pay much attention to before.Taking off the professional suit on her body, she is a middle-aged woman in her 40s, still charming.It is said that women of this age are the most attractive, and there are indeed. I believe that if I have not worked with her for a long time and understand each other, in such an environment, I will have a lot of ideas.

"Is the food cold?" she asked.

"No, it's so fast. How long has it been? It's not cold." I said.

"It's fine if it's not cold, come, let's have a drink."

After she finished speaking, she raised her wine glass and touched it with me, and each took a sip.

"Old Tan, do you miss your wife after not going home for a long time?" She asked while eating a dumpling.

"I think, why don't you think about it? In fact, I mainly think about children." I said.

She smiled and said: "If you want a wife, just say you miss your wife, and even make a fool of your child. If you say it, you won't laugh at you."

I smiled, changed the subject and asked, "Sister Chen, do you live in this house by yourself?"

She said: "Well, my family is in the development zone, his unit is there, and he bought a house there. Later, the child went to high school, and the high school is nearby. I bought this house to take care of the child. After the purchase, my child and I lived here. , the child goes to school, I can take care of it every day."

"The development zone is quite far from the city, and you don't often go home." I said.

"I go back sometimes, not often," she said.

"Is your child on vacation now?" I asked.

"It's early, and I don't go home during the holidays. I went to BJ with my classmates for more than ten days. Her classmate BJ's, I just came back, and now I'm at her nanny's house."

After speaking, he raised his wine glass and motioned to me, and took a sip.

"You're the second man to come to my house," she said.

"Hehe, it's an honor." I said, "Your brother-in-law won't come?"

"He doesn't come, it's too far away, and I get off work very late every day, so he has to go to work." She said: "He is more chic than me at home, and no one cares about him, so he can do whatever he wants. No one will know when I go back.”

Seeing how relaxed she said, I can imagine the current situation between their husband and wife.Husband and wife are just a name, a home is just a place to live, and not divorcing is just for children to see.They do not interfere with each other's private life, and they are in step with each other on children's issues.Outsiders see it as a harmonious and beautiful family of three, and they are happy.

I don't know if this kind of life is good or not, and while I don't accept it, I don't resist it at the same time.

"Do you think we don't understand this?" She looked at me and asked.

I said, "Why don't you say it, I don't understand it."

She said: "Actually, it's quite normal. The two of you don't have any feelings for each other anymore. You can live your own life. You can't get a divorce if you have children. It's not good for outsiders to look at you. Just know what you are like. No one interferes with the other. You can be at ease. "

She said it lightly, as if she was talking about someone else's affairs, but there was still a trace of sadness in her eyes—sadness for her family's disharmony.

When two people are in love, they will pledge each other forever, and after they get married, they will be sweet and sweet. When the daily necessities become trivial and trivial, a lot of passion is gone. The two people who were originally in love began to live in the same house as tenants. You and I have become respectful as guests, and from respecting each other as guests to strangers, this is a true portrayal of many families.

Will Lin Yan and I become like this?
I picked up the glass and said, "I can understand what you said, but I haven't experienced it, so I dare not say more. I'd better have a drink, sister."

I took a sip first, and she followed suit.

Light a cigarette.

"Lao Tan doesn't look at your young age, but you are mature and stable. Whether you are doing work or dealing with people, it doesn't match your age at all. It seems that you have experienced many things and are very mature." She said.

"I have really experienced a lot of things, otherwise I wouldn't be like this." I said, "People don't become sensible and mature all at once. They grow up slowly and mature a little bit after going through many things."

"I admire your old Tan." She said.

"Hehe, don't admire me, I'm just a rough person." I said.

"You are not a rough person. You look like a bandit, but you are actually quite careful."

"Really? I'm still careful? You're complimenting me."

"I'm not complimenting you, really, you are more careful than Old Chen."

"You have deep feelings for Lao Chen."

She took a sip of wine by herself, looked at the coffee table and said, "Can you not be deep, I finally persuaded myself to cheat once——"

"Actually, Lao Chen is pretty good." I said.

"It was good at first, I knew how to love someone, but then I couldn't do it anymore. I let him go. He is younger than me and doesn't know anything. Being with him is very tiring," she said.

I do not know what to say.

She and Lao Chen had an extramarital affair. In the words of the provincial capital, they were iron sons, a kind of love that existed outside of morality.A good relationship is a lover, a bad relationship is an enemy.When two people cannot divorce, they will return to their own families in the end.

Although this kind of relationship between men and women exists outside of morality, many people are attracted to it like a kite, and it is impossible to tell whether it is right or wrong.

"After Lao Chen left, I didn't make a single call. I called him twice. The first time I answered the phone, he didn't say anything and was very indifferent. The second time I didn't answer it at all. It's just an idiot." She said bitterly. explain.

"Maybe it's inconvenient to answer the phone." I said.

"Hey, it's inconvenient." She smiled sadly, "That's the thing, it's fine when we're together, sleeping together every day, it's nothing, it's over when the two of you don't stay together, people are reality."

"Sister, this is just an experience for you, you don't have to think about it all the time." I said.

"Yes, it's just an experience. It's useless to think about it. You will learn a lot of wisdom if you suffer from it. If you don't believe in men in the future, you will get it." She said.

I laughed, and joked: "Don't distrust men, it's not like that, your words have killed all men."

She also smiled, looked at me and said, "You're okay, don't count you."

"I'm not a nice person either," I said.

"At least better than Old Chen."

"I'll admit it when it comes to doing work, but not necessarily anything else, drinking is better than him." I laughed.

"That's fine, you're quite a man," she said.

"Thank you for the compliment!"

Before I knew it, a bottle of wine went down, and she still wanted to drink, I can't tell, I'm very tired these two days, so go back and rest early.She means that we have another drink, but I don’t want to drink anymore. To put it bluntly, it’s a lie if a lonely man and a widow drink together and don’t want to do bad things. Although she is in her 40s, women in their 40s are the most attractive, especially It is the most lethal to me, who has not had a married life for more than three years, and I am afraid that I will not be able to control myself.

It's easy to say anything between a man and a woman if there is no relationship. Once there is a relationship, it may not be so good, and they will become the second old Chen.

I didn't continue to drink, and came back after chatting for a while.

Sitting on the bed and seeing the pants that Ma Shuli bought, I wanted to try them but felt tired, so I thought I would try them again tomorrow.I am really tired these two days, and my body is very tired, so I just want to sleep.

Taking the washbasin to the water room to wash up, I felt my throat was hot, sweet, tingling, and I wanted to cough, so I coughed a bit.This coughing felt bad, and I coughed up a mouthful of blood, which was bright red.

Seeing the coughed up blood, he was stunned and his head was buzzing.

Didn't drink much?Why are you coughing up blood?
Stomach bleeding?

drink?What disease do you still have?
Why are you coughing up blood?
Could it be——No, absolutely not.

I'm tired, I've been tired for the past few days, I haven't had a good rest, and I've been sick from overwork, so I'm coughing up blood.I used to spit up blood when I drank and vomited.This is hemoptysis, not vomiting blood, nothing.

I said to myself in my heart, pretending to be calm and comforting myself.But the body does not lie, the legs began to tremble——
The second mouthful of blood was also coughed up, it was still bright red blood.

Mouth is salty and fishy——
Looking at the coughed up blood, I panicked.

Is it stomach bleeding?Ask yourself, I don't know.

stood for a while—
Heart is flustered, cranky.I haven’t caught a cold recently, nor have I had a fever. I didn’t feel any discomfort or pain. I just feel a little tired today and want to sleep. I don’t feel tired every day—it should be tired, and I don’t sleep much every day and I don’t have a rest. Okay, that's why I vomited blood——
It's nothing, there's nothing, don't scare yourself, isn't it just vomiting blood, it's nothing.What are you panicking about?What are you afraid of?I can't die, I'm Lao Tan, how can I just die, it's okay.

Just get some sleep.

This is to scare myself, nothing is wrong.

Stop thinking about it, stop now.

He slapped himself on the mouth with his hand and told himself that it was all right and calm down.

Then I held the water in my hands, rinsed my mouth, and rinsed it several times. I felt that my mouth was no longer fishy or salty. I simply washed my face and forced to brush my teeth.

When I came out of the water room with a washbasin in my hand, I felt weak in my legs and felt like I fell down when I walked.The distance from the water room to the dormitory is only 20 meters. It is not an exaggeration to describe the 20-meter distance as staggering.

After entering the room and closing the door, he sat on the bed, feeling exhausted all over.

To put it bluntly, it was scary.

Everyone knows that vomiting blood is not a good thing. I often see scenes of vomiting blood on TV. Whenever I see the person vomiting blood, I will not live long. This is the deepest impression left, so I feel that I will not live long when I see myself vomiting blood. If you are not afraid, it is fake, if you are really afraid, you don’t want to die.

I sat on the bed in a daze for half an hour, and I didn't know what to think about. In short, I didn't think about the good side, and I couldn't think about anything bad.It's as if the soul is out of the body-out of the body.

Finally Hun'er came back, smiled wryly, took out a cigarette and lit one, and said to himself: "It's nothing, just sleep and you'll be fine. If you still vomit blood tomorrow morning, you're sick. It's still not good. It’s fine if you don’t vomit blood, you’ve been tired for the past few days, you’ve been drinking, and you’ll be less tired in the future, just don’t drink.”

Comforting himself, he slowly lay down on the bed.

(End of this chapter)