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The startling Bai Chong pierced his eyes, it was the first time that Sui Xinlei hated this white color so much. 【High quality update】

She walked towards the bed in the center of the intensive care unit step by step.In her sight, she saw that Sui's mother was lying on the hospital bed almost completely, on Sui's father's body.

Sui's mother clasped her hands on Sui's father's shoulders, shaking vigorously, as if she wanted to wake up Sui's father who was lying on the hospital bed.

Mother Sui cried so hoarsely:

"Xinlei's father, get up, how can you just leave like this? How can you be so cruel? Wake up for me, wake up for me!"

Tears gushed out as if a dike had been broken, and instantly wet Mother Sui's cheeks.At the same time, father of Sui's face was also wet.

Sui's mother looked down with lowered tearful eyes, no matter how much she cried and beat, Sui's father, who was lying on the hospital bed, still kept his eyes tightly closed.

Sui's mother couldn't enter his world.Father Sui just lay there quietly, motionless.

No, this is not true, Mother Sui does not accept such a cruel fact.She didn't believe that after only ten hours of separation, when she met again, she and Sui's father became a forever farewell.

"Xinlei's father, open your eyes and have a look. Don't you just have the heart to leave me alone in this world, and be alone from now on? You promised to take care of me for the rest of your life, how could you go against it?" Break our original agreement? How can you?"

Mother Sui held Father Sui's shoulders tightly with both hands, and looked at Father Sui lying motionless on the bed in great grief.

She hated, hated the husband she loved so much, that the person she loved the most had left her first, leaving herself alone in this world; at the same time, she was also in pain, the pain was unbearable.

With both hatred and hatred, his hands couldn't help beating Sui's father's chest, again and again.

Mother Sui was venting the pent-up emotions in her heart in this way, but Sui Xinlei just watched what happened before her eyes, she just stood there, watching without moving.

It seemed that everything that happened in front of him had nothing to do with him.

Feel free to see: Lu Nianchen approached Mother Sui, and wanted to grab Mother Sui's hands to stop Mother Sui's "crazy" action, but Mother Sui threw her away vigorously.Lu Nianchen stepped forward again, trying to pull Sui's mother away from the hospital bed, but failed;

Sui Xinlei saw: two nurses appeared again, and one of them was still holding a syringe.With the cooperation of Lu Nianchen and the two nurses, the nurse injected a tranquilizer into Sui's mother's arm. In just a few seconds, Sui's mother "fell asleep", and only in this way could Sui's mother temporarily calm down.

Sui Xinlei also saw: With the help of two nurses, Sui's mother was carried away from the intensive care unit by Lu Nianchen.

Sui Xinlei didn't ask where they were taking Sui's mother, probably because she wanted Sui's mother to have a good sleep, right?

With the departure of Lu Nianchen and his group, the noisy intensive care unit suddenly became quiet.In the intensive care unit, there were only Sui Xinlei and Sui's father lying on the hospital bed, just two people.

It seemed that the whole world was suddenly quiet.

Sui Xinlei took the first step towards the hospital bed, then the second step, and the third step...

Finally, Sui Xinlei stood in front of the hospital bed.

Looking down, the hospital bed was a bit messy, and the quilt at the end of the bed was crumpled together.It must have been caused by Sui's mother's extreme behavior just now.

Sui Xinlei remembered that her father always liked to be tidy, so he must not like such a mess.

Involuntarily, Sui Xinlei stretched out her hand and slowly straightened the crumpled quilt at the end of the bed.

Starting from the end of the bed, Sui Xinlei arranged the quilt all the way to the head of the bed.Fingers end up at the edge mouth of the quilt.

Looking down, what he saw was Father Sui's face with his eyes closed.He slept peacefully, without any pain caused by the previous illness. vexn.

Involuntarily, his fingers gently caressed Father Sui's face.Starting from Sui's father's forehead, he stroked slowly.Why are there so many lines on the forehead?And he hadn't noticed it before.

Over and over again, Sui Xinlei used the pulp of her fingers to smooth out the lines.However, every time you touch the end of the lines, these lines will return to the original.

The fingers were still caressing the forehead, and the sudden bulging sensation from the fingers made Sui Xinlei stop.

What came into view was a five centimeter long, slightly raised scar.Sui Xinlei remembered that this small scar was left by her father to save herself.Although the scar has gradually faded away, that fragment of memory is deeply imprinted in my heart.

If he hadn't been arguing and asking his father to buy him a yo-yo that was very popular among children at that time, his father would not have been hit by a piece of glass falling from a high altitude to save himself, and he would not leave this scar.

It seems like a small one now, but the scene at that time was quite shocking.

Sui Xinlei watched with her own eyes that the shard of glass hit her father's forehead, and blood gushed from his forehead in an instant.The blood continued to flow down the forehead, and soon stained the collar and cuffs of his father's clothes red, and at the same time stained his father's hand covering his forehead red.

Sui Xinlei remembered that she was terrified by the scene in front of her at that time, and she was so frightened that she burst into tears.However, my father smiled and said that it was all right, and told himself not to cry.

Sui Xinlei also remembered that her mother picked up a feather duster and was about to blow it on her body in a hurry, but her father stopped her, saying that it was just an accident.But the mother didn't take it seriously. Because of this incident, the mother had a big fight with the father.

Sui Xinlei still remembered that at the end, her father had eight solid stitches on his forehead.Originally, this scar should be on his forehead.

Fingers all the way down, Father Sui's eyes, Father Sui's nose, Father Sui's mouth, every part of Sui Xinlei must clearly imprint them in his mind, just like the scar on Father Sui's forehead, forever Forever engraved in my heart.

Sui Xinlei's movements were very light, as if she didn't want to disturb Sui's father who was "sleeping" because of her movements.At the same time, every movement is very gentle and gentle.

Gently lifted the quilt covering Sui's father with his hands, revealing Sui's left arm.Sui Xinlei squatted down and leaned against the edge of the bed, held Father Sui's left hand and brought it close to her cheek, and slowly stroked her cheek.

The skin instantly felt slightly rough, but it didn't make Sui Xinlei feel uncomfortable at all.

Sui Xinlei truly felt the streaks on the palm of Sui's father's left hand and the calluses at the base of his fingers.

This pair of big hands that brought her endless tenderness on that cold winter morning: Sui Xinlei will always remember that year, that day, that cold winter morning.

The winter of that year was extremely cold. Even if I went out in full armor, I still felt that there was no warmth in my whole body.Because she was in a hurry when she went out just now, she forgot to wear gloves, so Sui Xinlei could only shiver, rubbing her hands to keep warm.

Before I rubbed it a few times, a pair of big palms tightly wrapped my hands.In a daze, what Sui Xinlei saw was his father wrapping his hands with his hands. After rubbing his big palms a few times, his father used his mouth to continuously blow into the four clasped hands.

The wrapped back of the hand suddenly felt warm, but it was quickly blown away by the cold wind.But my father kept repeating the above actions over and over again...

Fragments of memory flooded in like a tide, and Sui Xinlei only felt that something was tumbling somewhere in her heart, which was unbearably sour.

Looking up, Father Sui was still lying quietly with his eyes closed.So serene, so peaceful.

It seems that nothing has changed, but something is quietly changing.For example: it came from the big palm that was pressed against her face, Sui Xinlei could clearly feel the temperature gradually cooling down deep in the palm.

At this moment, Sui Xinlei understood that she could no longer feel the warmth from this palm, nor could she see her father's eyes that could always see everything clearly, nor could she see her father's kind and friendly smiling face again. , I can no longer hear my father's beautiful harmonica sound, and I can't hear the response of "hey" again when I call out "Dad"......

A lot of can't, slowly piled up in Sui Xinlei's heart, gradually spread out, and it was out of control.

At this moment, Sui Xinlei understood that her father really left her.And I must accept the fact that from now on, no father will appear in my life!

What a cruel fact!A great sadness swept over, depressing and uncomfortable.Heart, bursts of pain!

This is also a fact that Sui Xinlei has to face, but how much she needs herself is just a dream.

After waking up from the dream, she could still see Father Sui's face that was always filled with a friendly smile, still see Father Sui's bright eyes, and still feel Father Sui's rough but extremely warm palm. .

Sui Xinlei wanted to keep the tenderness at this moment; in this way, she had to remember this warmth, which came from her father's palm, and let it be the one in her memory. The warmest moment.

Gently laying down the big palm that was attached to her cheek, Sui Xinlei gently put the quilt that she had just removed on Father Sui's left arm again.After straightening the raised quilt, Sui Xinlei stood up slowly as if relieved.

She turned around and saw a large white cloth that had been put aside by the nurse just now.He stepped forward, took off the white cloth, and then gently covered Father Sui's body with it.During the whole process, every movement of Sui Xinlei is very solemn and meticulous: let go, cover the cloth, straighten the cloth, the whole movement is done in one go, the movements are so rigorous, no small flaws are allowed .

However, when the white cloth was about to cover Father Sui's head, the hand holding the white cloth stopped.

The distance between the cloth and the face is only five centimeters; under the eyes is the familiar face of Sui's father who is so familiar.Staring deeply, she wanted to firmly remember every part of Sui's father's face, even if it was just a small detail, Sui Xinlei wanted to imprint it deeply in her heart.

Just let yourself take one last look at Sui's father, and take one last deep look.After today, I will never see it again.

Sui Xinlei suddenly felt that her nose was sore, and the soreness seemed to be gushing out, but she suppressed it forcefully.

In the next second, the hand holding the white cloth that had stopped in midair fell down.The moment the white cloth fell, that face was gradually covered up, and finally a piece of white appeared in sight.

It was completely natural, and the hospital bed was all white.

Turning around, Sui Xinlei walked towards the door of the intensive care unit.

But when she walked to the door, Sui Xinlei turned her head and looked at the whiteness on the hospital bed: under the big white cloth, lay Sui Xinlei's dearest and dearest.And it was this big white cloth that made Sui Xinlei and Sui's father live in two different worlds, and heaven and man were separated forever!

Gently closing the door of the intensive care unit, Sui Xinlei walked towards the end of the corridor.From the beginning to the end, Sui Xinlei did not shed a single tear; however, her back as she walked towards the end of the corridor looked so lonely and so sad...

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When Lu Nianchen settled down the sleeping mother Sui after being sedated, and returned to the intensive care unit again, he found that Sui Xinlei was not there at all.

Heart, worried for no reason.Just now I only cared about Sui's mother who was in grief, no one noticed Sui Xinlei who was also heartbroken.That was the father who gave birth to her and raised her. How could she not be sad?

Force to bed.Lu Nianchen remembered that when he was with Sui Xinlei, he often heard Sui Xinlei talk about her father.To Sui Xinlei, Sui's father is a complete superman, because Sui's father knows everything and understands everything.Lu Nianchen remembered that whenever Sui Xinlei mentioned Sui's father in front of her, Sui Xinlei's eyes would shine with admiration.

It is conceivable how deep Sui's father holds in Sui Xinlei's heart!How strong is the love for Sui's father!Faced with the sudden fact that Sui's father died of illness, how could Sui Xinlei accept it?And with what kind of mood to accept it?

Looking at the piece of white cloth laid neatly and meticulously on the hospital bed.Oh my god, it took Sui Xinlei so much courage to cover her father with this white cloth.Imagining the scene when Sui Xinlei covered Father Sui with a large white cloth, he imagined Sui Xinlei's mood at that time.

Lu Nianchen cursed in a low voice with great annoyance: Damn it!Why didn't I take care of Sui Xinlei's mood at that time?

Without thinking about it, one can know how bad Sui Xinlei's mood will be at this moment, and how much pain she has to endure.

Thinking of this, Lu Nianchen quickly took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and then pressed Sui Xinlei's phone number extremely quickly.

With one hand holding the phone to his ear and the other on his waist, at this moment, Lu Nianchen was inexplicably irritable.

"Beep...beep...beep..."

There was a long answering tone on the other end of the phone, but no one answered.

Lu Nianchen's originally anxious mood finally turned into uneasiness, deep uneasiness after the voice on the other end of the phone turned into a busy tone of "beep beep...".

Lu Nianchen almost ran away from the intensive care unit.At this moment, there is only one thought in Lu Nianchen's mind, and that is to find Sui Xinlei immediately.

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After searching for a full two hours, Lu Nianchen almost searched the entire hospital. He almost gave up looking outside the hospital when he saw the familiar figure in the flower bed to the south of the hospital.

Under the moonlight, Sui Xinlei sat on the edge of the flower bed with her back to Lu Nianchen.The moonlight stretched the shadow of Sui Xinlei to the old elder. From a distance, the figure on the edge of the flower bed was so lonely and sad.

Slowly, Lu Nianchen approached the flower bed step by step.

In the end, Lu Nianchen stood behind Sui Xinlei.

Standing quietly, Lu Nianchen just looked at Sui Xinlei's back.It wasn't until this moment that he felt that his heart that had been hanging all this time was finally let go.

Sui Xinlei sat in front of her in a real way.

Not to disturb, but to stay quietly behind Sui Xinlei is perhaps Lu Nianchen's best choice at the moment.

He knew that what Sui Xinlei needed most at this time was a calm space.As for myself, there is only one role I need to play at this moment - the silent guardian.As long as Sui Xinlei doesn't make a sound, he will just stay by the side and watch over her silently.

Under the moonlight, beside the flower bed, there is a man and a woman, the woman is sitting on the edge of the flower bed, and the man is standing behind her silently.

night, so quiet.After a while, someone finally broke the moment of silence:

"Nian Chen, come and sit down!"

Sui Xinlei murmured softly with her back to Lu Nianchen.

But her whisper made Lu Nianchen who was standing behind Sui Xinlei stunned for a moment, and in the next second, Lu Nianchen made a detour to the flower bed and sat down next to Sui Xinlei.

Some embarrassment:

"Xinlei, I..."

"Nian Chen, do you know? I always think my dad is the best dad in the world."

Sui Xinlei looked at the darkness in the distance, and her thoughts fell into memories, "My dad is the second child in the family, because my grandma passed away very early, and my grandpa was busy with other things outside, so the things at home fell behind. On my uncle and my dad. Since childhood, my dad has provoked the burden of the family: taking care of my younger siblings, and being responsible for all the expenses of the family."

Sui Xinlei sighed and continued:

"My dad liked studying since he was a child, and his academic performance was very good. He just dropped out of school when he was in the second grade of elementary school. The reason is very simple. Grandpa asked him to take care of several younger siblings at home. Although my dad was very Sad, but sensible, he finally gave up going to school and took on the burden of taking care of his younger siblings."

This is the regret of Sui's father in this life.

Lu Nianchen listened quietly to Sui Xinlei's narration, but felt that Sui Xinlei was too calm, a little abnormal.

"My dad is the only one of all his brothers and sisters who didn't finish elementary school. His education is the lowest, and he has suffered the most. When he was a teenager, he went out with the people in the village and worked hard with his master. He learned his craft slowly, and finally he was able to be independent. He also taught himself to complete all the elementary school courses while working. Even after he grew up, got married, and had his own family, he was still learning. He often said, "People It should be to live and learn'."

This is what Sui Xinlei admired Sui's father the most. Sui Xinlei remembered that whenever Sui's father mentioned this past event to her, Sui Xinlei would always see a gleam of pride flashing in Sui's eyes.

Under the moonlight, Lu Nianchen saw Sui Xinlei's mouth slightly raised:

"My dad, the favorite thing in his life is music. As long as it is related to music, he is very obsessed. He seems to be very talented in music. No matter what instrument, he can learn it simply by learning it. He also borrowed his cleverness to make a self-made erhu with thin wooden sticks and snake skin. Every summer evening, he would move out a small chair, take out this homemade erhu, and then sit in his yard For self-entertainment, the neighbors are often attracted by the melodious sound of the erhu played by my dad. At this time, a large group of people will gather in front of the yard. At that time, my dad also I really like playing the harmonica, and later I heard from my mother that my father chased my mother because of the sound of the harmonica."

It was the sweetest memory, it was the love story of my parents.

"I remember when I was a child, I always pestered my dad to teach me the harmonica. I just blamed myself for not being talented in music. I got bored after a few days. When I came to learn electronic pianos and pianos, it was all because of the boring time when I was learning. Boring and unlearned."

Thinking about it now, it’s really a pity. If I could bear the loneliness when practicing alone and the boringness of memorizing music scores at that time, then maybe I can be like my father now, able to understand any piece of music. Come at your fingertips.If that's the case, then I won't be a regret in my father's heart.

Although Sui's father didn't say it, Sui Xinlei knew that it was always a regret in his heart that he couldn't learn an instrument.

If, if there is a chance to do it again, then Sui Xinlei will definitely not dislike those boring music scores, and she will definitely not be unable to bear the loneliness. No matter what, she will definitely work hard to learn an instrument.

Then, he showed off his musical skills in front of Sui's father.She could imagine how happy her father would be.

But such an opportunity is gone, really gone.There was no chance for me to learn a musical instrument again, nor for me to show off my musical skills in front of Sui's father.

Silence, long silence.

This time, under the moonlight, what Lu Nianchen saw was Sui Xinlei's shoulders trembling slightly, and then he heard a very small sobbing sound, but he seemed to be holding back.

Subconsciously, Lu Nianchen stretched out his hand and patted Sui Xinlei's shoulder lightly:

"Xinlei, cry if you want to cry!"

It's been too long, it's time to let go.How could Lu Nianchen not understand the pain in Sui Xinlei's heart?How could she not see that she had been pretending to be strong, and how could she not have seen that Sui Xinlei hadn't shed a single tear from the beginning to the end.

Sometimes, a word from someone else, even a soft greeting, will touch the softest part of my heart.

The emotions accumulated in my heart collapsed in an instant: tears came out of my eyes, like pearls with broken strings, rolling down one by one, quickly blurring my vision.

Sui Xinlei rested her head on Lu Nianchen's shoulder silently. At this moment, she didn't think about anything, she wanted to cry freely.

What a sad picture!

A man and a woman on the edge of the flower bed did not know that there was a pair of eyes staring at them from behind.

Song Chenyang squinted his long and narrow eyes, his gaze was as cold as a leopard's. His hands were tightened by him into angry fists hanging on his sides, but he didn't move for a long time.

When he received a call from the attending doctor, he ignored the thorny questions about Hongbo at hand, and the video conference with Hongbo headquarters in the UK, so he rushed here immediately.

Song Chenyang just wanted to hug that little woman whom he had been thinking of for the first time, and then tell her: As long as he is here, there is nothing to be afraid of!

But I never thought that what I saw turned out to be such a picture.

After a long time, Song Chenyang turned around and left: Very good, Sui Xinlei!

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