life is sweet

Chapter 287 [287] Confession

Su Tiejun thought about it for a long time, but decided to talk about it.

He turned around and looked at He Meizhen who had been arranging things on the bedside table and shouted, "Meizhen!"

Su Tiejun called He Meizhen and seldom called her name, and occasionally he yelled loudly, which He Meizhen didn't know how many years she hadn't heard.

She looked at Su Tiejun in surprise and asked, "Hey, did you call me?"

"Yes!"

"Hehe, I'm really not used to you calling me that at this time."

"Don't be too busy, talk to me."

"Okay!"

After He Meizhen finished speaking, she put down the things in her hand, then quickly moved the stool and sat in front of Su Tiejun's hospital bed.

"I've been in a bad temper these years, and I've wronged you." Su Tiejun said softly.

He Meizhen was not used to Su Tiejun's sudden and gentle speech.

She smiled and said, "What are you doing, talking so quietly and calling me by my name all of a sudden, I'm really not used to it.

"Besides, why are you talking about this? I don't know what kind of person you are these years. I'm used to it. I don't feel wronged or wronged."

"do you hate me?"

"Why do you hate you? This question is inexplicable."

"You forgot about your leg?"

He Meizhen glanced down unconsciously at this moment, and said, "Hey, it's all over, what's the point of hate? If there is any conflict between the husband and wife, it's over when it's over."

"I've really been sorry for you all these years."

"What's wrong with you today, why are you saying this all of a sudden?"

"I'm afraid it will be too late if I don't say anything."

"Why is it too late?" After He Meizhen finished speaking, she guessed that Su Tiejun was worried about her illness, so she hurriedly comforted her, "Hey, are you worried about your illness? Don't worry, you'll be fine. In a few days He might be discharged from the hospital."

"Don't hide it from me. Actually, I was already awake when you came in just now. Later, Qingchun also told Qingfu about my illness, and I heard everything."

"What did you hear?"

"I have stomach cancer."

He Meizhen's mood suddenly became heavy. In fact, she was also "drumming" about Su Tiejun's illness. She didn't know whether what the doctor told her before was true or not.

Now when Su Tiejun said that it was Su Qingchun who said it, she felt uncomfortable, but she still tried her best to comfort Su Tiejun: "Don't listen to Qingchun's nonsense, the doctor said that the test results have not yet come out, he told me Make it clear, you'll be fine."

"I know my own body well. Now it is said that the results of the examination have not come out, but Qingchun is a doctor. Since he has said everything, it is estimated that it can basically be confirmed."

"Not necessarily, the doctor said not necessarily, how can he understand as an obstetrician and gynecologist, nothing will happen."

"I've been feeling sick to my stomach recently. There should be something wrong. I know, but I didn't know it would be so serious."

In fact, He Meizhen was also afraid that Su Qingchun would deceive herself intentionally.

She was also very worried about Su Tiejun's illness in her heart. Now that Su Tiejun said that Su Qingchun said this to the second child, she also doubted whether Su Tiejun really had this illness. She didn't hold back for a while and shed tears .

"It won't be serious. Even if it's stomach cancer they said, we can still do surgery. Now that medicine is so advanced, it can definitely be cured."

"Where is cancer so curable? I know, Lao Li just got cancer, underwent surgery, and then always had chemotherapy, didn't it pass within a few months?"

"No, Qingchun himself is a doctor, so he will definitely find a way. Nowadays, many cancer patients have undergone surgery, and many of them can live for many years. Besides, it's not sure, right? Don't worry, you will be fine. .”

"With my body, it's enough to live up to now. Don't bother the children. The operation will bother people and waste money. It's unnecessary."

"What are you talking about? If you are sick, you need to be treated. Don't worry about the money. Qingchun said he will pay for the operation."

"Forget it, don't embarrass him. I know his situation now. He didn't have any money in the first place, and he lent money to Qingfu. Now that the money is gone, there is no money left."

"Don't talk about it, if it can be cured, it must be cured," He Meizhen cried and said, "The frying pan must be cured."

"No, I was stabbed before I left, what a pain. I didn't even have a whole body when I went back to Yama, why bother, don't embarrass the child, he has been tortured enough by us."

He Meizhen couldn't stop crying when she heard Su Tiejun's words.

"Meizhen, don't cry. It's me who caused you to live like this in this life. If I let you go, maybe you would have a good life. It's all because of me. Now if I leave, you Maybe it's more comfortable to live with Qingchun."

"Stop talking silly, you'll be fine."

"I suddenly want to go home."

"Okay, as long as the results come out, we'll go home immediately if it's okay. If it's really that disease, I'll take you home too."

"Listen to me, I don't want to die on the operating table, let alone die in a foreign country. I just want to go back to my hometown."

"I know, I will take you home as soon as you recover."

"You know? Just now when I fell asleep, I dreamed of my mother. She was still sitting at the door of her hometown in her favorite sackcloth suit. I saw her smiling and asking me: How did you live with your child?" How? I dare not answer."

"Why don't you answer?"

"I'm afraid she will blame me for treating you badly."

"No, you have been very kind to us."

"really?"

"real."

"You don't blame me for breaking your leg, you don't blame me for not letting Qingchun study?"

"It's no wonder, it's all over, and now Qingchun is also studying, and he is promising."

"Yeah, your original decision was right. You should let him study. My mother's original decision was also correct. Without you, my life would be even more meaningless. Maybe I would have died of drunkenness at midnight." Su Tiejun said emotionally.

"do not talk."

"No, I want to say, in my life, you and Qingchun are the ones I'm most sorry for. Xiaopei also divorced Qingchun because of me. I want to do one thing, and you have to help me." "

"What is it?"

"I want you to call Xiaopei over the weekend, and I want to apologize in front of her and Qingchun."

"You really decided to do it?"

"Well, this has to be done. If I don't do this, I can't explain it to my mother. I'm afraid that when I see her in the open, she will blame me."

"Okay, I'll help you with this matter, and I will make an appointment with Xiaopei."

"Ah."

"Go to bed early and stop thinking about things."

Su Tiejun had little time to talk to He Meizhen in these years, and this time He Meizhen also understood that Su Tiejun really felt that she was running out of time. Although she didn't believe in ghosts and gods, there were some sayings in the countryside. It's really impossible to go back home.

Su Tiejun's explanation made her feel very bad. She was very afraid of such a scene, but she had to face it.

(End of this chapter)