Happy life of fishing youth

Chapter 398 What's the matter with you?
When Chen Changyu returned home, there was no light in the house, and he thought Lin Jiaojiao hadn't turned on the light.Go into the room and turn on the light, Lin Jiaojiao is not in the room, the room is still the same mess when he came back at night.Chen Changyu was a little flustered, and quickly called Lin Jiaojiao, but no one answered the phone.After a while, Lin Jiaojiao returned a text message.

"I live with my friend, you don't need to look for me."

Chen Changyu was stunned when he saw the text message. This was the first time for Lin Jiaojiao to run away from home. Obviously Lin Jiaojiao was very sad.Chen Changyu quickly sent a text message back, but Lin Jiaojiao didn't reply to the text message after a long time.Chen Changyu sat face up on the sofa, staring blankly at the lights above his head.There was no Hei Niu and Lin Jiaojiao in the family, so it was very deserted.

After a while, Chen Changyu got up and opened the refrigerator to drink a bottle of Coke, but there was no Coke in the refrigerator.With a wry smile, Chen Changyu sat back on the sofa dejectedly.In the ordinary life in the past, he couldn't feel the value of the ordinary life at all. It was not until today that he realized that his life had long been imprinted with many marks.Many times Chen Changyu would think about what his life would be like if he was still living alone.Now when he really turned back into a human being all of a sudden, he felt at a loss and couldn't bear it.

It seemed that Lin Jiaojiao would not be coming back today, but she didn't know how she would spend the night. Chen Changyu sat on the sofa and was full of thoughts.He was so angry with Lin Jiaojiao today, in fact, the emotions that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time should be drawn out and then exploded.Lin Jiaojiao had a bad attitude towards black girls for a long time, often beating, scolding, bullying, and even became a bad habit.It has always been difficult for Chen Changyu to understand why the caring girl at the beginning became so naughty or naughty, and she actually disliked the black girl he adopted so much, which made Chen Changyu often puzzled.

The long night was long, and Chen Changyu had no mood to sleep at all.In the silent night, even the roar of cars in the distance is so clear.Chen Changyu repeatedly recalled his experience over the past year, and repeatedly checked his behavior and gains and losses.He had doubts about himself, about his own life and his life.

Regarding the matter with Wang Xin this time, Chen Changyu has been evading in his heart. He knows that he has made a mistake, but he has a strong sense of luck.He hoped that this matter would never be brought up by anyone, neither himself nor Wang Xin.As for Gu Lei, Chen Changyu knew that Gu Lei would not speak out.But on the other hand, Chen Changyu also knew very well that this matter would be exposed one day, it was just a matter of time.The intense and contradictory mentality made his mentality unbalanced these days, which is why he vented his anger towards Lin Jiaojiao tonight.

Chen Changyu got up to get a pen and paper, he wanted to record all the thoughts and contents in his mind.

He was hesitating, confused, at a loss, and he lost his courage.

Only through the method he is most familiar with can he know what went wrong with him.

The pen in his hand rustled on the paper, recording all kinds of things that happened in the past year.From the time I met Lin Jiaojiao last year, to all the things that happened in my memory, I recorded every single thing.Soon Chen Changyu filled ten pages, and all the past became written materials under his pen.After a while, Chen Changyu stopped writing, paused and resumed writing.

Some things can only be remembered in the mind and cannot be written down.

After writing all the papers, Chen Changyu began to analyze them one by one, and recorded the analyzed thoughts on another blank paper.He wrote very quickly, and his thoughts were slowly opened up.His expression was sometimes joyful, sometimes nervous, sometimes confused, and sometimes painful.Too many things have happened in the past year or so, some things are joyful, some things are sad, and some things I don’t want to recall anymore.

Chen Changyu raised his head after tidying up and down for a long time. Sometimes recalling the past is also a very hard thing.The blank white paper was already filled with content at this time, and many words were deleted by Chen Changyu back and forth. Obviously, Chen Changyu made another evaluation of his own analysis results.

Looking at a table of papers, Chen Changyu felt a lot clearer, and had new cognitions and discoveries about many things.For example, the arrival of Lin Jiaojiao, the relationship with Wang Xin, and the rapid progress in my career.Many things are traceable, and anything that happens in this world will leave traces.Putting down his pen, Chen Changyu wanted to find a cigarette.

One name after another was tossed and turned in his mind, one thing after another tossed back and forth in his heart, and one by one the past came to mind.These made Chen Changyu realize that he is no longer the former self, and many things have become different from before.Chen Changyu had nothing to do about it, but secretly complained and hated himself.

It was nearly twelve o'clock in the night, and Chen Changyu was tired and sleepy. Suddenly he heard the sound of a key being inserted into the lock to open the door.

"click"

The sound immediately stimulated him to stand up from the sofa and stare straight at the door.After the door opened, the figure he was looking forward to appeared in front of him, and Lin Jiaojiao came back.

Lin Jiaojiao was expressionless when he saw Chen Changyu. After closing the door, he went straight to the room, took a change of clothes and went to the bathroom.When he walked to the coffee table, he saw that the coffee table was full of papers and stopped.Chen Changyu didn't stop her, instead he hoped that Lin Jiaojiao could read what he wrote.Lin Jiaojiao put down her clothes, sat on the sofa and looked at each paper.After a long time, Lin Jiaojiao put down the piece of paper in his hand.

"What happened to you?"

When Lin Jiaojiao asked Chen Changyu, the expression on his face was not as indifferent as before, but more concerned.

Chen Changyu shook his head and then sat on the sofa, reaching out to hug Lin Jiaojiao, Lin Jiaojiao did not refuse.Chen Changyu thought it was great that Lin Jiaojiao could come back.

"Do you know how sad and sad I am? The black girl is sick, and I am also very sad. How can you put the blame on me? Why are you so bad? What's the matter with you?"

Lin Jiaojiao began to cry as he spoke, and tears flowed wantonly on this delicate face again.Hearing her cry, Chen Changyu reached out his hand to wipe away the tears from Lin Jiaojiao's face, looking at the face of Lihua with rain, he felt deeply guilty.

"sorry."

Apart from this sentence, Chen Changyu couldn't say anything else.

Really sorry.

(End of this chapter)