The days when I sold coal in the coal mine

Chapter 354
After more than two hours, Qin Jin drove to the company, but only Qin Jin and Ouyang were left.

Zhang Xiaobei went back to Binzhou directly.

Anyway, there was no news, much less anything to report.

It's better to go home early and enlighten my "deranged" daughter-in-law.

By the way, last night, the stack of "House Purchase Contract" was brought back.

But I haven't had time to tell Yue Nanqi yet.

As soon as Zhang Xiaobei entered, he saw several workers carrying a cabinet and a long table upstairs.

But this is moving, why did it stop at the door of my house?

"Quack quack quack" knocked on the door, and Yue Nanxi's little head was exposed.

Then let these people move the cabinet into the house.

Back home, Zhang Xiaobei saw three more objects wrapped in red cloth on the TV cabinet.

On the side are censers, tribute plates, ever-burning lamps, brackets, electric ones, and sandalwood.

Zhang Xiaobei knew that the one wrapped in red cloth must be the invited Buddha statue.

This cabinet is probably used as a Buddhist altar.Don't ask about the table, [-]% is for the table.

When he entered the house by himself, Yue Nanxi didn't pay much attention at all, but asked the worker to put the cabinet into the study, and then pointed to a place, saying that it should be put here.

He also said that he had been seen by someone.

Immediately afterwards, the altar was also moved in.

Then it was time to pay, and the master worker left. Before leaving, Yue Nanxi sent him a sentence of "Amitabha!"

It was a bit uncomfortable to return a worker master.

Well, it's time to talk to Zhang Xiaobei next, right?

no, no!
Yue Nanxi carefully "invited" the three Buddha statues into the altar.

Then trot all the way, what kind of sandalwood, tribute plate, take it back and forth, one after another.

When it's over, there are pastries, rice cakes, fruits and flowers, and they are all moved to the study.

Zhang Xiaobei knew that from today onwards, Bodhisattvas would be worshiped at home.

This ceremony is all done, should I take care of myself?

Well, Yue Nanqi went straight into the study and couldn't come out.

Zhang Xiaobei knew that this was the beginning of chanting Buddha again.

After another two hours, Yue Nanxi finally came out, looking very satisfied.

"Xiao Nan, I have to talk to you about something." Zhang Xiaobei, let's go, you have said this so many times.

But he himself felt that it was useless.

"Xiaobei, what's the matter?" Well, Wang Qiushui looked very sincere when he spoke.

"Everyone has their own beliefs and their own philosophy of life, and I can't force you."

"However, we still have a normal life. Did you ask for leave again today?"

That's right, Zhang Xiaobei came back at four o'clock in the afternoon. It's a Monday, and Yue Nanqi is at home?

"Yeah, I'm asking for leave. But Xiaobei, I hope you can support me."

"In the past, I always felt that there was something missing in my heart, but now I know that what I lack in my heart is peace."

"Whenever I recite the Buddha, I always feel that my heart is being baptized again and again, washing away layer after layer of dust."

"I've now forgiven everything in my life, everyone, everything."

"I just want to be myself in peace, and chanting Buddha may be the most important thing in my life."

"What I can't let go of now is you. Without you, maybe I will fall into Buddhism."

Yue Nanxi had a look of grievance and helplessness—was it because of you, Zhang Xiaobei?

After Zhang Xiaobei heard this, he said, "Xiao Nan, do you think anyone can become a monk?"

"I know, maybe I will do this by doing a lot of alms." Whoops, I even figured out the way.

Moreover, the words in this mouth are becoming more and more professional.

"Xiao Nan, living in the world of mortals, experiencing in the world of mortals, growing up in the world of mortals, that is the realm of learning Buddhism. Learning Buddhism is not about avoiding, but facing."

"You have entered the Buddha's world. Didn't the Buddha tell you that he is empty and does not exist?"

"Are you alone your own Buddha?"

This is the first trick, "enlightenment of the true meaning".

Zhang Xiaobei was trying to convince Yue Nanqi with his own understanding of Buddhism.

"Xiaobei, Buddha is not a simple sentence. If you can say it clearly, you are not a Buddha. The so-called unspeakable, once you say it, you are wrong."

Yes, Yue Nanxi will also quote scriptures.

"I am very clear about what I am doing now. Maybe I am a cowardly person, but my cowardice is not because I dare not face it, but because I feel that my character and inner needs determine that I will definitely embark on this path. .”

"The experience in the world of mortals, coupled with the opportunity to meet the Buddha, may have created my relationship with the Buddha."

"This buddha fate was brought to me by you."

Well, Zhang Xiaobei, it’s the book you keep at home, you can read it, but I can’t?
When I watched it, you didn't stop me, did you?

That’s what it means, but I’ve learned Buddhism, so I can’t say that.

"Xiao Nan, you are my family. I know that no matter what I say to outsiders, it makes sense."

"But there's really nothing anyone can do about their own family sometimes."

"After all, there is a lack of awe of strangers."

"Maybe what I said is very pale, but isn't our memory beautiful?"

Well, the second trick, "find memories".

"You are the best encounter in my life, I am very grateful to you, Xiaobei."

"All our memories are beautiful and memorable, but many things in our hearts need to be released, and that is a kind of feeling."

"Buddha and I are just right."

"Xiao Nan, we still have a future, a very bright hope, and a child. Don't you want all of these?"

The third measure is the "exciting general method".

"As I said, I've forgiven everyone and everything."

"Father is in the cage, I forgive him; the driver who hit me, I also forgive him; the child doesn't come, it's fate, I forgive him too."

"I have forgiven the past, present and future."

"Xiao Bei, I just can't forgive you, why are you being so nice to me!"

"Everything is preordained, and I have no ability to change anything due to predestined karma."

"But I will choose the path I have already thought about."

"Maybe you will suffer, but Xiaobei, life is not satisfactory in all likelihood! Every family has scriptures that are hard to recite, and everyone has painful things."

"And what I did was stop the pain."

Yes, the theory is powerful, but it cannot be persuaded.

"But..." Zhang Xiaobei was at the end of his rope.

"Xiaobei, let's try to sleep in separate beds starting tonight, shall we? Slowly get used to the days without me."

After Yue Nanxi finished speaking,
A teardrop slid down his cheek.

(End of this chapter)