The First Happy King of Zhenguan in the Tang Dynasty

Chapter 458 The Frustrated Man
Li Muyun knew that if he expressed his thoughts, some people might say that he was hypocritical, but he himself knew that he was not hypocritical, he just felt sorry for that little old man.

Li Yuan, a heroic young man, self-willed, successful in his middle age, in his later years... let alone his later years, three of his four direct sons died, and the only one took his throne.

Although this kind of thing is very normal in the royal family, people's hearts are full of flesh. Li Muyun and Li Yuan have also been in contact for two years. He doesn't think there is anything wrong with this little old man. On the contrary, he thinks he is very straightforward. He kept his true identity a secret for two years.

But what's wrong with this, the little old man just wants to hide and leave the place that makes him sad, if he reveals his true identity, Li Muyun can't guarantee whether he will dare to 'take in' him, nor can he guarantee Would he agree to be the adopted son of this little old man?

So Li Muyun thinks that the little old man is not wrong, he is just a poor old man, a poor old man who has lost everything, and this old man is his adoptive father.

"Alas!" Sitting on the roof of the government office lobby, Li Muyun looked at the bright moon in the sky and let out a long sigh.

"What's wrong? Why are you sitting here in a daze? Is something wrong?" Su Wanqing's voice sounded beside him.

Li Muyun shook his head: "It's nothing, it's just a little sad when I think about the past."

"You know about me, right?" Su Wanqing asked suddenly without thinking.

"You mean about His Majesty's adopted sister?" Li Muyun asked back.

"En!" Su Wanqing nodded: "Your Majesty decreed that I be named Princess Lieyang, General Zuowei, and [-] troops will be stationed in Shuozhou!"

"Commander? You?" Li Muyun basically already knew what Su Wanqing said earlier, but he didn't know about Commander.

Su Wanqing seemed to enjoy Li Muyun's surprise, she smiled triumphantly and said, "My elder brother said that His Majesty probably thought of Princess Pingyang, that's why he rewarded me like this."

Li Muyun sighed: "You're right, as far as I know, it's the same, but I never thought His Majesty would really give you military power."

"I didn't expect that either!" Su Wanqing imitated Li Muyun's appearance, lying on the roof beside him, and murmured with her hands on her head: "Actually, when I was young, my favorite story was that Princess Zhao was stationed at Niangziguan. I wonder if one day I can command the army like Princess Zhao. Later, when I grew up, I knew that it was impossible, and the most I could do was to command the minions in the cottage."

"That's why I thought about marrying you when I knew your goal was to be a bandit, thinking that I could lead troops to fight against the enemy like Princess Zhao."

Li Muyun didn't speak, just quietly listening to Su Wanqing's recounting what happened back then.

"But I really didn't expect that happiness came so suddenly. You don't know how excited I was after receiving the imperial decree. My childhood dream has come true. I can guard the frontier like a man. Muyun, I Really happy!"

It was the first time for Su Wanqing to talk about her childhood and her dreams, and unknowingly, she said a lot of things that she had never told anyone before.

"What about the marriage?" Li Muyun suddenly asked out of nowhere.

Su Wanqing paused, lightly licked her slightly dry lips, and said in a low voice after a long while: "Can you wait for me? Give me a few years, we are still very young, it's not too late to wait a few years."

"Okay!" Li Muyun sat up, although he also had no intention of getting married in a short time, but after hearing Su Wanqing's words, he was still a little disappointed.

Then there was a long silence, and the night breeze blew past the two of them gently, like a lover's touch.

After a long time, Li Muyun stood up and said, "It's night, go to bed earlier!"

"Okay!" Su Wanqing was still lying on the roof, looked at Li Muyun's back as he turned and left, and replied lightly.

The wind became more urgent, and at some point in the sky, there was a drizzle of rain, which wet her delicate face, making her unable to tell whether it was rain or tears on her face, and her whispering voice came from the pattering drizzle : "Muyun, I'm sorry! I am an ominous person, being with me will only drag you down, please forgive me and forget about me."

Li Muyun didn't know what happened after he left. He was in a bad mood and now he just wanted to drink and use alcohol to anesthetize himself.

So after he came down from the ridge of the roof, he left the government office, went back to the cottage in the rain, locked himself in the wine cellar and got drunk, and when Zhifang Yizhi found him, it was already five days later.

"The Supreme Emperor has already left, and I will return to Chang'an soon." Fang Yi said straight after waking Li Muyun up.

"Okay, we can only develop after we go back. There are far more opportunities in Gyeonggi than in Shuozhou." Li Muyun leaned on a wine jar, rubbing his brain that was about to explode.

"What are your plans next?" Fang Yizhi looked at Li Muyun with concern.

"What plans can I have, just eat and wait to die, after all, I am the king of the county now, and I am the sky in Shuozhou!" Li Muyun pointed to the top of his head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

But Fang Yizhi didn't smile, just looked at him lightly, and said after a while: "I don't know what happened to you, but your current state is very wrong."

Li Muyun forced a smile on his face, and said straight to Fang Yi: "Who said that? I'm fine, the reason why I lock myself up is because I'm happy."

Fang Yi sighed straight away, he knew that if Li Muyun didn't want to say it, he couldn't get him to say it: "Okay! Whatever you say. However, if you have any difficulties in the future, you can write to me, I will do my best to help you."

Li Muyun didn't speak this time, but just shook his head lightly.

He doesn't want to say anything anymore now, with the departure of old Li Yuan and the change of Su Wanqing, this top killer who regrets the sun finally knows what it means to feel ashamed.

It doesn't matter how he will live in the future, and it doesn't matter if Fang Yi is going to leave. Everything in this world seems to be unimportant, because basically everything he really cares about no longer belongs to him.

If it is what he really wants to do, Li Muyun thinks that he just wants to leave here, go to a place where there are no people, a place where he can hide and lick his wounds.

In his previous life, he didn't know what feelings were, because a killer didn't need to have feelings, friends, or love.

And in this life, he seems to have found all of these, family affection, friendship, and love.

But God seemed to have played a big joke with him. When he thought he had everything, he took everything away and made him nothing again.

(End of this chapter)