The male god here

Chapter 209 You just now?
Before what happened that night, Zhai Xuan really only treated Zhou Ziyang as a child, so she could bring Zhou Ziyang home at will. Even if the two behaved intimately, Zhai Xuan would not think too much about it, but since that day, it feels like It was different, Zhou Ziyang said that he would stay, and in Zhai Xuan's thoughts that day, he felt that Zhou Ziyang wanted to belittle him. At that time, Zhai Xuan must have had a stress response like a cat whose tail was stepped on.

But thinking about it now, Zhai Xuan admitted that her reaction that day was indeed a bit excessive.

"But Ziyang, you should understand me." Sitting on the sofa, Zhai Xuan put away her pair of silky legs and hugged her in her arms. The thin stockings wrapped Zhai Xuan's little feet.

Through the flesh-colored stockings, you can clearly see Zhai Xuan's clean and tidy toes. When talking about her own sadness, Zhai Xuan drank a few more glasses for no reason.

Zhai Xuan told Zhou Ziyang that she is a woman who is not worthy of love.

"?" Zhou Ziyang was curious and looked at Zhai Xuan suspiciously.

Looking at Zhou Ziyang's eyes, Zhai Xuan finally spoke up. Since she was a child, she has never felt that way. Even if she is in a relationship and married, she has never felt that way about the relationship between a man and a woman.

Even if other men touch me, I will feel a little disgusted, and because of this, no man can touch me at all, so let alone love between men and women.

People are always very curious about this topic, even Zhou Ziyang, when he saw Zhai Xuan talking about it, he couldn't help but be attracted by Zhai Xuan, so he just listened quietly to Zhai Xuan's talk.

Intoxicated by the night, the lights of thousands of houses outside the window were turned off one after another. This topic is always heavy. Zhai Xuan talked about her childhood and her marriage. Maybe she is a woman who is not worthy of love.

Zhai Xuan seldom talks about herself with others, so when she talks about herself, she always talks endlessly.

The bottle of red wine was quickly finished, but Zhai Xuan didn't care, and went to get another glass. The drunken blush under the dim light made Zhai Xuan look even more charming.

When she went to the wine cabinet to get the wine, she didn't even put on her shoes. Her little feet wrapped in thin flesh-colored stockings just stepped on the wooden floor, and a chill came over her, but how could Zhai Xuan, who was on her head, feel this? A kind of coolness from the heart of the feet.

When I came to the wine cabinet, I tiptoed to pick up the red wine, poured a glass of wine, sat down on the sofa again, and sat down with my beautiful legs in stockings, holding the glass in my hand.

She emphasized again that she had always treated Zhou Ziyang like a child, but that night, everything changed, the night of the massage.

Under the dim light, Zhai Xuan's eyes flickered with a faint light, which was extraordinarily moving. Zhai Xuan hesitated for a moment, and glanced at Zhou Ziyang who was beside him with a shocked expression.

"I had a feeling that night." Zhai Xuan said.

"?"

Zhai Xuan laughed self-deprecatingly: "I also think it's strange, I have feelings for a little boy who is so many years younger than me, maybe it's because I'm so lonely, when you put your hand on my thigh Sometimes everything feels out of control and I can't control how I feel."

Zhai Xuan said, looking at the crystal clear glass on her lap, she had already looked away. To be honest, it would be easier to talk about this kind of thing.

I have been holding back in my heart, and there is no one around me to talk to.

To be honest, Zhai Xuan's heart is painful.

It's different now. After saying it, Zhai Xuan felt relaxed.

Zhai Xuan told Zhou Ziyang so much, but she just hoped that Zhou Ziyang would not think too much. She didn't mean to alienate him, but was afraid.

Isn't it a shameful thing for a woman who has feelings for her junior?

"Actually, when I decided to tell you this, I knew that we might never meet again, Ziyang, you know, I really appreciate you, and I really want to treat you as my own child. Cultivation, it's a pity, maybe I'm destined not to be happy, right?" At the end, Zhai Xuan laughed at herself.

At this time, Zhou Ziyang was frowning and listening to Zhai Xuan seriously. To be honest, this matter was a bit unbelievable. Zhou Ziyang could never have thought that Zhai Xuan was alienating himself for this reason. .

very
baffling.

Zhou Ziyang felt a little dry mouth for a moment, picked up a glass of red wine, and poured it all into his mouth in one gulp.

Zhai Xuan is used to Zhou Ziyang's reaction like this, and she doesn't care anymore. In their era, Zhai Xuan's problem would be disgusted by the people around her. Things are ridiculed by others.

Zhai Xuan thought, the current Zhou Ziyang must think that his Aunt Xuan is a monster.

However, after Zhou Ziyang finished drinking the red wine, he put the red wine on the table.

Originally, Zhai Xuan and Zhou Ziyang were sitting on two sofas, and Zhai Xuan was sitting on the couch, with her hands on her skirts, holding a red wine glass, her beautiful legs in silk stockings were naturally close together.

And Zhou Ziyang was sitting on the side sofa. After listening to Zhai Xuan's words, Zhou Ziyang kept frowning. He took the initiative to sit next to Zhai Xuan and asked, "Why is this happening?"

Zhai Xuan shook her head, it was too long ago, she had already forgotten it, but it has been like this since the beginning of her memory.

"Did you go to the doctor?"

"The doctor said it was a physical problem, maybe." Zhai Xuan said.

Zhou Ziyang frowned in thought, and Zhai Xuan couldn't help chuckling when she saw Zhou Ziyang's serious expression over there: "I'm already thirty-three years old, and some things have already been overlooked. Treat it as your own child, at least when I get old, someone will talk to me, "

Zhai Xuan is only thirty-four years old this year. She belongs to the kind of girl with a particularly bright mind. She went to university at the age of sixteen, while Zhou Guoliang was a junior in junior year at that time.

At that time, the students who went to college were generally older. For example, Zhou Guoliang came out of the countryside. In order to take the college entrance examination, he repeated it three times. Therefore, Zhou Guoliang was already 24 years old when he was a junior. There is a big difference between the two. Eight years old.

If eighteen years passed, Zhou Guoliang would be forty-two years old, and Zhai Xuan would only be thirty-four years old. Because he is well maintained and pampered, Zhai Xuan looks really young, that is, in his early thirties , even the skin is more delicate than some young girls, and the corners of the eyes are a bit of traces of age, but it is a kind of mature charm.

Now that the night is dark, Zhai Xuan confides her thoughts to Zhou Ziyang, and feels comfortable. Looking at Zhou Ziyang who is close at hand with a serious face, Zhai Xuan smiles, and she gently stretches out her slender and skinny little hand to touch Touch Zhou Ziyang's face.

"I think the reason why I don't dislike you is probably because from the very beginning, I didn't regard you as the opposite sex. I just treated you as a child, but I didn't expect it. Speaking of it, it's quite embarrassing." Zhai Xuan said here, a little I smiled embarrassedly.

Zhou Ziyang was silent for a while, looking at Zhai Xuan in front of him, sitting like a lady, wearing a V-neck white chiffon shirt, fair skin, and the necklace around his neck shone faintly under the dim light .

Under the narrow skirt, a pair of beautiful legs in silk stockings, slender and well-proportioned, slender without losing the sensuality, the thin meat stockings are highly transparent, making Zhai Xuan's already fair skin look more delicate and delicate.Woolen cloth
Zhou Ziyang thought for a while, and his big hands directly clung to Zhai Xuan's beautiful legs in stockings. The soft touch carried a little body temperature, and Zhai Xuan felt her body stiffen. She didn't understand why Zhou Ziyang was so bold, but it just felt bad. , trying to push Zhou Ziyang's hand away in embarrassment.

"Even so, can others not?" Zhou Ziyang raised his head and asked seriously.

"?" Zhai Xuan was stunned for a moment, and understood Zhou Ziyang's meaning. Looking at the hand clinging to her thigh, Zhai Xuan shook her head slightly: "Well, if it was someone else, maybe when he raised his hand, I would have already agreed. Reflex evasion, but for you, it has never happened."

Zhou Ziyang nodded, thought for a while and asked, "Then I am like this, will you feel it?"

"?" Zhai Xuan was taken aback, and Zhou Ziyang quickly explained: "Aunt Xuan, I have no other intentions, I just want to know what the problem is."

"You said you had seen a doctor before, and the doctor said it was a personal physical problem, but if it is a physical problem, it should be against all men. There is no age limit for this man. It is impossible to say that you are not a man when you are young. It must be something else." Zhou Ziyang said seriously.

His hand was still on Zhai Xuan's lap, Zhai Xuan looked at Zhou Ziyang's expression of concern, and Zhai Xuan understood that this little boy was only concerned about herself.

But it's not as simple as he thought, Zhai Xuan chuckled, and just let Zhou Ziyang's hand rest on her beautiful leg wrapped in shredded meat, pouring and drinking wine there.

Cherry Xiaozui took a sip of the wine and said: "How can it be so simple, I don't know what happened that night. It stands to reason that my relationship with you is also considered close, but that night was really inexplicable. That's why I'll distance myself from you later."

She smiled awkwardly, deliberately moved away from Zhou Ziyang and said, "Ziyang, we seem to have drunk too much tonight."

"Did you feel something just now?" Zhou Ziyang asked.

(End of this chapter)