The Reborn Duke of Ming Dynasty

sometimes.Although very clear.That's all there is to it.No matter how much you don't want to.That's the only way to do it.But even so.Still very unwilling in my heart.And it is because of this contradiction between reality and heart.But it also makes people more entangled in what to do.It is because of this kind of not knowing what to do.It makes it difficult for people to choose.It always feels like it doesn't matter which path you choose.You may regret it in the future.

this kind of thing.No matter who.They will also be encountered.The difference is probably nothing more than the size of the matter.

And now.Fang Yueling also encountered such a situation.But for him.This matter is very important.It can be said to be a lifetime thing.therefore.Fang Yueling was involved in this matter.It is also very difficult.Because she knows.Once you choose wrong.I'm afraid I will regret it for the rest of my life.

Of course.It's been said before.This matter is no longer her turn to choose.But it has already been decided.Even Fang Yueling didn't want to do this in her heart.But this thing will still be like this.

In this way, some people may think.Fang Yueling's thoughts must be very strange.now that.This matter has already been settled.Now even if you want to change, there is no way to change it.Then why Fang Yueling still has such an idea now.Isn't this asking for trouble?

but.this choice.For Fang Yueling.Not for your own children.But for her own.

indeed.No matter how Fang Yueling chooses.This matter has already been settled.There is no way to change it now.But therein lies the problem.In Fang Yueling's heart.How will you consider this matter.

If Fang Yueling agreed.That would be the best.After Fang Zhenqian took Zhang Yi away.Fang Yueling will not have any regrets because of this.Even then.She misses the baby.Then just go back and go.It doesn't take long either.

But if Fang Yueling didn't agree with this matter in her heart.But in the end, she still let this matter happen when she had no way to intervene.Then in the future.How Fang Yueling would think about this matter.By the time.I'm afraid she will.At that time, their mother and child were separated from each other.It was entirely because she, as a mother, didn't stick to her thoughts at the time.If Zhang Yi is doing well in the Five Poisons Sect.That's not enough.But if it is said that Zhang Yi did not go well with the Five Poisons.want to come back.But when there is no other way.I'm afraid Fang Yueling will blame herself even more.

therefore.Now, although Fang Yueling thinks about it no matter what.Things can't be changed.But what did she think in her heart?This is very important.That is.Now Fang Yueling has a knot in her heart.And if this knot is not solved.Then in the future, it will be really good to have her.

Fang Yueling's thoughts.She just buried it in her heart.Didn't say it.But even if she doesn't say it.How could Zhang Fan not know.To know.Fang Yueling is the mother.But Zhang Fan is a father.How could this not have been considered.That is.In Zhang Fan's heart.I've been struggling with this too.

But as a man.compared to women.Always able to afford and let go.When Zhang Fan understood that this matter was impossible.He really didn't know what to do.But just now.What he said to Zhang Yi.And Zhang Yi told him.I am indeed interested in this matter.When you want to try it.Zhang Fan agreed in his heart.

Although Zhang Fan is really young now.And he said interest.I'm afraid it's really just an interest.Perhaps he is indeed very interested in this proposal now.But I'm afraid he may regret it in the future.and.After all, young.Even Zhang Fan understands that the child will always leave the house one day in the future.Out and about.But not now.

But even if there are so many factors that will make Zhang Fan refuse.But for Zhang Fan.He was finally able to let go of his mind.Let Zhang Yi go like this.It's not because of an agreement with Fang Zhenqian.So it must be complied with.Or it's just a small part of it.For Zhang Fan.He did agree in his heart.

but.Zhang Fan agreed.Fang Yueling might not agree.And now.Even if Fang Yueling didn't say anything.But Zhang Fan also knew it in his heart.Fang Yueling must be thinking about this matter.

only.same.Although Zhang Fan had already figured this out.But Zhang Fan didn't know how to tell Fang Yueling.Persuade her to agree to this matter.As long as Fang Yueling can agree to this matter.Then in the future.She doesn't have to worry too much about this matter anymore.

certainly.Practically speaking.It's not enough just not to get entangled.The best is.able to do this thing.From a bad thing to a good thing.

It sounds weird.After all, no matter how you look at it.It's not really a good thing either.And want to treat it as a good thing.It is indeed somewhat difficult.

But actually.This is not difficult.Think about it.Zhang Yi went to the Five Poisons Sect.Although it is said that he will be separated from his parents.But after all, Fang Zhenqian didn't care what he said.That was his grandfather too.That being the case.Then it can't be bad for him.So it is about whether the child can live well in the future.Even in a strange place.Will someone bully him this kind of thing.Don't worry about it now.

And besides this.Think again.After Zhang Yi got there.Fang Zhenqian taught him martial arts.To be able to have a master who can be counted among the best in the world to teach him martial arts.That in itself is a good thing.Although in the process of practicing martial arts.There are all kinds of hardships.But want to achieve something.Then you have to suffer.

not to mention.Fang Yueling is also a martial arts practitioner.Also practiced martial arts since childhood.And in the process of practicing martial arts.What kind of suffering will I suffer.It's not that Fang Yueling doesn't know.Zhang Fan once asked Wang Meng.And what Wang Meng told him was.If the master really loves his disciples.Then there will naturally be a limit.Perhaps for those who practice martial arts.He will feel very hard.Every day is like an ordeal.But in fact, Master is very good at grasping this aspect.It will never hurt the child.

all in all.It's just not dangerous.There is nothing to worry about at all.

And Zhang Fan also believed it.Fang Yueling also understood this in her heart.

so.Zhang Yi's grandfather again.He really wanted to teach him martial arts.Obviously.Fang Zhenqian will naturally treat each other well.Nothing will go wrong.

in short.Just one sentence.Let Zhang Yi go to the Five Poisons Sect.This is completely reassuring.It is also impossible to have any problems at all.

And in the future.After Zhang Yi became the leader of the Five Poison Sect.There will be no more problems.After all, there is a relationship between the Five Poisons Sect and Jin Yiwei.Or an alliance.And since Zhang Fan is Zhang Yi's father.Well obviously.Jin Yiwei will indeed be as Fang Zhenqian thought many years ago.In the future, we will take extra care of the Five Poisons Sect.That is.That's perfectly fine.And for Zhang Yi.I'm afraid this matter is also a good thing.

but.Even so.Even Zhang Fan knew.And Zhang Fan believes that Fang Yueling also understands these things very well.But even so.Fang Yueling still had a difficult choice in her heart.After all, it was her own son.And as a mother.Even knowing it clearly.The son has gone far away.That's a good thing.Otherwise without experience.How can he be promising when he grows up in the future?But even Fang Yueling fully understands this.But when she started from the perspective of a mother.She couldn't think about it so calmly.

In short.This is for Fang Yueling.It is a knot.And for so many years.She didn't even figure it out.Now it's about to happen.First, she needs to figure it out in such a short time.Obviously very difficult.

But Zhang Fan knew it.No matter how difficult it is.Fang Yueling also had to be in such a short time.Just think about this matter clearly.Otherwise.Wait until Fang Zhenqian arrives.Fang Yueling was even more unable to think.And if Fang Zhenqian took Zhang Yi away.Then Fang Yueling couldn't figure it out anymore.In this way.The days of Fang Yueling in the future.That would be very sad.

"Ling'er. This matter. You can't always think of the bad." Thinking of this.Zhang Fan also had no choice but to remain silent.Open your mouth and say. "This matter. For Yi'er, that is also a good thing. Isn't it. He went to the Five Poison Sect. After all, it is also his grandfather. It is also his relative. It is also his home. It is not a strange place. What's more. He is going to learn martial arts. He is not going to do other things. And in the future, he will be successful in martial arts. This is also a good thing.

"Let's talk about it. Your father's thoughts. Don't we all know it? After he ascends to the position of the leader of the Five Poison Sect. I am a father. How can I ignore him. It's not a big deal .Besides, for him. It's still a good thing. In this way, you don't have to worry so much anymore."

"I understand what Xianggong said." Fang Yueling said bitterly. "I also know. This is a good thing for Yi'er. But when I think about it. After he goes there, I don't know how long it will take to see him. I don't feel relieved at all.

"Actually. I also think it's a good idea. But there are always some things that can't be relieved. Now that Dad is coming, I'm more worried in my heart. It's nothing else. It's just that I really have some..."

Fang Yueling's thoughts.Zhang Fan somewhat understood.It's not that Fang Yueling can't figure it out.She has indeed figured it out.But therein lies the problem.this kind of thing.Especially for women.Sometimes even figured out.But it can't just be let go.

It seems.I want Fang Yueling to be completely at ease.I'm afraid it will take a long time.

but.Doing so was not the best result for Fang Yueling.Although the purpose is the same.Nothing has changed.But if so.Well before that until that time.Obviously, Fang Yueling couldn't slow down.

perhaps.On the surface it seems.This is no different.But for Zhang Fan.The difference is considerable.After all, Fang Zhenqian has not arrived in the capital yet.It will take a few more days.And even Fang Zhenqian has arrived in the capital.He won't take Zhang Yi away right away.That's still a few days away.

And these days.Although it cannot be said that it was Fang Yueling's last few days with Zhang Yi.But in the future, I want to see each other every day like this.I can see my son's smile every day.But I don't know how long I have to wait.

so.For Zhang Fan.Today's Fang Yueling should not be sad.But should be happy.Although it is really difficult for some strong people.But in Zhang Fan's opinion.This last period of the most leisurely time.It should have been spent amidst the laughter of their mother and son.Not in this very depressed mood.

"Ling'er, none of us can stop this matter," Zhang Fan said. "Since none of us can stop it, then it will definitely happen. That is to say, no matter what we do, this thing will happen. If so, it will start today. When your father comes to the capital, and pick up Yi'er Let's go. It is estimated that there is still half a month to go. This half month. If you look depressed, how can this work.

"Wait until the future. You can slow down. But have you ever thought about Yi'er? At that time. When Yi'er wants to recall the time when he was with his mother when he was a child. But in his eyes. But It's just his mother with a sad look on her face. Do you think Yi'er will be happy."

"I understand. I understand everything you said..." Fang Yueling heard Zhang Fan's words.I can't bear it any longer.first.For Zhang Fan.It was the first time he saw Fang Yueling shed tears. "But...but even so. You make me...you make me laugh."

"Then pretend to be smiling." This time.Zhang Fan's tone of consolation was really useless.He said it so bluntly. "Even if you still can't let go of it. But at the very least, you are in front of Yi Er these days. You must not show such a sad expression. No. Not only can you not show sadness. You have to laugh. Even if you laugh It doesn't matter if it's forced. Yi'er is still young anyway. Even if he is very smart, he won't be able to tell. But you have to laugh."

this time.Fang Yueling didn't say anything more.Perhaps it was because he was frightened by Zhang Fan's words.But actually.What Zhang Fan said was not wrong at all.In short.In order to leave a good impression on Zhang Yi before leaving.She really couldn't grieve in front of her children.It's about being happy.Even if this kind of happiness is barely pretended.That's okay too.

and.It was also as Zhang Fan said.Although this kind of happiness is pretended.As long as a discerning person.You can tell at a glance.It's just too contrived.But it doesn't matter to Zhang Yi.After all, he is still young.Even Zhang Yi is very smart at a young age.But after all, very little experience.So even if you can see that the smile on the mother's face is unnatural.But I can't think of what will happen.

And when he came to live in the Five Poison Sect.When I think back to my time at home.at the very least.In the last memory.all he could remember.It's my mother's smile.Instead of the sad appearance of the mother.Just for that.That's enough.Nothing else matters.

Maybe do so.It will make Fang Yueling very uncomfortable.But as long as Fang Yueling thought of it.This is for my son.So even if it's just for this reason.That's enough too.The remaining.None of it matters now.

Perhaps it was frightened by Zhang Fan's way of speaking.When Fang Yueling first started.It is indeed a little confused.But then.She also came back to her senses.I want to understand the truth of what Zhang Fan said.But after thinking about it.Then of course it goes without saying.this matter.Fang Yueling is absolutely willing to do it.No matter what the cost.Fang Yueling is willing to do it.not to mention.All she had to do was pretend to be happy.Perhaps this did not match her original temperament.But for Fang Yueling.Now she is not who she used to be.The current Fang Yueling's identity.is a mother.And for a mother.As long as it is for your own children.whatever it is.No matter how big the grievance is.She is willing to do it.Not to mention.Let her do it now.Just laughing.

Fang Yueling figured it out.It also became firmer.Looking at Zhang Fan.Fang Yueling nodded solemnly.Said: "Okay. Mrs., I will listen to you. These few days. Until my father picks up Yi'er. I will not let Yi'er see any sad look on my face. In the future, even if Yi'er wants to Get up. All he can think of. His mother's smile. Not sadness."

"That's right." Zhang Fan nodded with a smile.Looking at Fang Yueling, she said.It's just that although Zhang Fan said so.But in fact, Zhang Fan's heart is not very comfortable now.Although all of this is for Zhang Yi.And as long as the child can leave a good memory.For parents.Even if I suffer some grievances.so what.

but.For Zhang Fan.This matter is not just because of Zhang Yi.And Fang Yueling was also in his mind.

indeed.In this way.If Zhang Yi recalls things at home in the future.It was indeed full of laughter.But for Fang Yueling.This undoubtedly deepened her pain.original.It will be very difficult for her to let go of this pain in the future.And now.I'm afraid it will take longer.But that's all.As long as it is for the children.That's all worth it.