Blessings to the beautiful stars

Chapter 121 Loss
Duzi never thought that the "machine servant rebellion" would happen to him. After all, the number two pinned to the wall, no matter in appearance or inwardness, was indeed himself.

After all, No. [-] will stay in the government to cooperate with the departure of the Fugitive; when the starship enters the chaotic channel and heads to another unknown galaxy, the main body and the clone do not know how far apart it will be.

Therefore, it is not realistic to establish a "gestalt"-shaped consciousness.

And blunt people often have a subtle self-confidence. For a certain matter, even if they see the risks in it, they will feel that they will definitely be able to save the day under their own operations.

So there is the current situation.

She is the one who understands herself best, and Dutzi can hear the "click" sound of the parts in No. [-]'s body. Her body, which is a bit inferior to her own, is trying her best to fight against herself.

In those eyes that are so close, the viciousness contained in them seems to be real.

I think if number two hadn't been concerned about Della seeing the two mothers fighting and possibly exposing the Fugitive, she wouldn't have come to face-to-face showdown in such a foolish way.

After a long time.

The parts in No. [-]'s body reached a certain limit, her body suddenly relaxed, and finally gave up the strength confrontation, her eyes drooped, she bit her lip and sighed softly:

"Forget it, that's it."

The blunt man was vigilant: "What's that? Don't think that I'll agree to exchange with you just by pretending to be pitiful! It's true...it's just that I'm sorry."

"I can't beat you face-to-face. The other methods I can think of are either too noisy or cause irreversible damage to the Fugitive. Don't I have to forget it?" Number two raised his eyes and suddenly gritted his teeth:

"Since you feel sorry for me, let me meet Della!"

The blunt man was silent, and wanted to nod, but the more he thought about it, the more he became uneasy about his lower limit and integrity. The neck joints seemed to be rusted, and he could neither shake from side to side nor tap up and down.

Sure enough, he knows himself best.

No. [-] stared at Dutzi fiercely, the curse words were already on the tip of his tongue, but thinking that he was still being pressed against the wall, he could only swallow it back, and sighed slowly:
"Implant some viruses in my head, or improvise a gestalt network. I'm you, and I know how insecure I am about myself."

"We can't appear together. Last time Della was very sad because of the labor incident. We must not show our Gestalt tendencies. This is very close to the hive consciousness and will stimulate her."

"So, you stay here to repair the starship, and I will go to see Della; I will definitely come back before you repair the starship, just for a short period of time."

"Then, you and Della go to your alien system, and I go to my government level... Ha, isn't that great? If there is no Della, if you and I are still the same as we were a few months ago, then the government will be the only one." It should be something we dream of, something that is priceless.”

"By the way, let's make an agreement on a website! Regularly upload memories and synchronize with each other, which means that we, as the same person, can live two lives at the same time! Every life is so perfect, both, both..."

Number two couldn't continue talking anymore, these words were more used to convince himself, but unfortunately the effect was not satisfactory.

At the end of his voice, he almost had to rub his throat to make a sound, even if his teeth were made of metal, they were almost chewed to pieces by the friction between them.

Blunt also bit his lip, the movement was exactly the same as that of No. [-].

then.

She slowly let go of the hands holding No. [-], and put her shoulders on the chest of her avatar instead; No. [-]'s eyes were full of mockery of herself and the blunt man, and she also quietly lamented that she really had no chance.

Immediately, Blunt opened his arms and hugged No. [-] into his arms, with his arms around the shoulders of the clone, while the other hand was gently stroking the back of her head.

Number two knew that this was definitely not consolation, and Dutzi didn't mean it at all.

But the same body shape, the same temperature and even the same thoughts are still gradually melting the gap between them.

Blunt's arms were finally no longer imprisoned, and No. [-] also relaxed the whole body at the same time.

There are not many opportunities to hug yourself and comfort yourself; the clone buried its face in the shoulder of the blunt man, and the blunt man's fingers that had already touched the hole on the back of the clone's head did not go down for a long time.

Just a few seconds.

No. [-] sniffed, and withdrew his face: "Hurry up, if you waste any more time, you were dismantled by Zuo Wu, and I can just come back to replace you."

"Ha, when the time comes, I will hide behind Della. I think our daughter will still protect me as a real mother."

No longer hesitate.

The blunt fingertips penetrated into No. [-]'s head, several programs were transplanted in a blink of an eye, and the recent memories were exchanged incidentally.

Waiting for the moment when the progress bar is finished reading in their shared vision.

The two immediately pushed each other away, faced each other and began to take off their clothes together; when the blunt man threw off the last little shoe, he took a few steps back and turned to repair the place damaged by No. [-].

What does it mean to see yourself dressed?Don't look enough in the full-length mirror every day?
After the rustling, there was the sound of the storage compartment door being pushed open; No. [-] also rushed out without looking back, chasing the pattering footsteps going away.

The wind from when the door was closed back made Dutzi's bare back feel a little chilly. She rubbed her palms against her shoulders a few times, and easily found the place damaged by No. [-].

No, it wasn't destruction, but the key parts were carefully disassembled; even the tools needed for repairs were put aside by category, and the position was also the most convenient for blunt tools to use.

The bald AI pursed his lips, as if he could vaguely hear Della's cheers outside, with a few noises, Dutzi could even make up the scene where Chong Niang was playing with No. [-]——

The worm lady crawled around on No. [-], and No. [-] would say some boastful and incomprehensible words, but she always made Della giggle.

The blunt man started to repair, but his heart couldn't help feeling a little sour.

What can you understand yourself best? AI finally lamented that his time as a human was still too short, and he didn't know that some things would only feel heartbroken when they might lose them.

And I will only lose eight minutes and five seconds at most, and the farewell between No. [-] and Della may be forever;
The agreed timed exchange of memories is probably just drinking poison to quench thirst, and ordinary people can use time to dilute their memories.

But No. [-] will keep seeing himself and Della getting along with each other in memory synchronization again and again, thinking that when he wakes up every day, Chong Niang will be sleeping beside him; but when he stretches his hand to the side, he can only touch To a piece of cold and nothingness.

So you must not let go.

Even if the other party is also me, it's fair, I can feel the emptiness in No. [-]'s heart every time.

Life is like this, there will definitely be regrets, even if you can have multiple lives, it is the same, just as people have high and low, different experiences will definitely have good and bad;

Maybe good or bad feelings will change with the change of values, but the pain and happiness we often experience are by no means false.

Being able to experience countless things and feel many things, is this a blessing or a curse bestowed by the Age of Stars?
repaired.

Della let out a confused exclamation outside the door.

No. [-] was a few seconds late when he returned, as a sophisticated AI, it really shouldn't be.She took off Dutzi's clothes, returned to her original attire, wiped her eyes, and looked at the main body with disgust:
"Hypocrisy, don't look at me with the kind of eyes that are cheap and good-looking!"

Then, as if afraid of repenting, he lowered his head and entered the secret passage into the starship, and left.

Dutzi sighed, snapped his fingers and turned on the light in the warehouse.

Della just poked her head here, and found that the darkness she was afraid of had disappeared, so she stepped in with peace of mind, her puzzled expression became more and more intense:

"Mom, why did you take off your clothes?"

Dutzi smiled, and patted his forearm: "This kind of work can give me inspiration! And I can produce inspiration, but it is thanks to you, little Della!"

Chong Niang didn't know why, but she still cheered happily.

The starship left this quiet ground.

(End of this chapter)