Cyber ​​Swordsman 2121

Chapter 337, The so-called feelings... fetters

"It's going to have a big impact on your health, like this one, it's very dangerous."

Mr. Jingguchi nodded and said, "I know all of this."

"Why then?"

He sighed, then looked at me in a way I couldn't understand, and said, "Do you know what emotion is?"

I answered earnestly: "The interpretation of emotion in the database is a special form of human reflection of objective reality, and it is the experience of human attitudes towards whether objective things meet human needs."

Mr. Iguchi just shook his head when he heard the words, and didn't say anything.

...

After the previous experience, Mr. Iguchi's body seemed to have lost its fundamental vitality. Both his spirit and strength were obviously not as good as before, and his actions were not so agile.

This also makes me start to really play my own function, not just a decoration.

At the same time, because of closer contact and more frequent interaction, we have more communication and understanding between us.

I gradually discovered that the politeness and distance Mr. Iguchi has always shown to other people is just a defense mechanism, an armor for fear of further relationships with others.

Without this layer of armor, he is more enthusiastic than ordinary people.

I learned about the prosperous years in which Mr. Iguchi was born and raised.

"Ahem...that was a great era, brighter than any time in history.

"Technology is developing rapidly and changing with each passing day, and the economic, political/political, and cultural structures of the entire world are also changing along with it.

"Every year, every day, even every moment is a new look, everything is so fast that people dare not blink easily, worrying that if they miss it, they will not know the world.

"Just say you robots, although they have only matured in the past few years, the core technologies and core design concepts were proposed in that era.

"It's so charming, so nostalgic..."

This is one of the rare topics that he can't help but fall into memories every time he talks about it, and then he will always be interested in talking about it and not feel annoying.

I know his previous work experience.

Mr. Iguchi was in business a long time ago, and he was engaged in foreign trade business... well, that's what he said, but the foreign trade he did was somewhat different from the standards I learned from the materials.

He is doing the import and export business of beef.

The so-called beef is the meat of a kind of animal in the past, and it was also a high-grade food material for people to consume high-protein nutrition at that time.

His business is mainly between the country where the 28th district is located and the country where the 3rd district is located. It was still a state system for a long time when he was born and grew up, which is also the basic condition for the existence of foreign trade business.

District 3 was the main beef export area at that time, while District 28 mainly produced high-end beef, which can be said to be synonymous with high-end meat
The same meat can be said to have two prices in two places, so there is room for profit.

What he does is to transport the cheap meat from the 3rd district to the 28th district, change the place, change the name, sell it at a higher price, import it first, then export it, and earn a part of the difference.

Of course, this kind of smart business behavior was not so 'recognized' by people at that time, Mr. Iguchi used this word at that time.

Because there will be some collisions with the tariffs and trade protection systems that were generated in the specific economic and political systems at that time.

When importing and exporting goods, I will occasionally be attacked by some. Mr. Jingguchi’s description is often linked to some negative words, such as public officials who do not do production, but only think about searching, exploiting/exploiting, shutting down dogs, taxing dogs... hunt down.

Then because of the danger in this kind of work, he had to keep a certain distance from home.

In addition, this kind of foreign trade business that is not recognized by the rules requires frequent travel between the two places, and the distance between the two places is too far. At that time, the aviation industry was far less developed than it is now, and I spent most of the year on the road and at home. In a few days.

In addition to giving money, there is no time to live with the family and establish a healthier and more intimate relationship, which eventually leads to a big crack in the family relationship.

His wife violated the marriage rules because of loneliness and had a substantive relationship with others, and filed an application for the dissolution of the marriage contract with him.

When Mr. Iguchi talked about this matter, his tone was very calm, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him, and he was not at all hysterical like the standard reaction in the database.

"Long-term long-distance separation is like this, and nothing goes wrong.

"No matter how loving the couple is, how loyal the lover is, how loving the couple is, under the scouring of time, the vows of eternal love will die forever.

"Even if there are some rare people who can keep their loyalty, it's not because of love. Either the emptiness is filled by the stimulation brought by entertainment, or it is a kind of shackles of positive radish in social cognition constructed by morality. There's no emotion left."

The disappearance of love did not make Mr. Iguchi very sad. What made him feel unacceptable was that the relationship with the child was also extremely blunt.

Sometimes I can hear him talking to himself, or complaining to me, but he said in a very regretful tone: "Emotions need to be reciprocated. No matter how blood, morality, or close relatives of flesh and blood can compare with long-term and timely feedback.

"This feedback is a two-way growth, not only for children, but also for parents.

"I originally thought that the best love for a child is to give her better material comforts, better living conditions, and a better future for her.

"I did manage to do that, but the results just didn't satisfy me.

"My deeds did not get the positive and good feedback I expected, and we seemed like strangers to each other.

"There is even more embarrassment than strangers, the embarrassment of being at a loss..."

It also has something to do with Mr. Jingguchi's eventual settlement in District 3 for the elderly.

At the same time, this is also the root cause of his intermittent emotional instability every once in a while.

...

After learning about him, I couldn't help asking a question that I have always wondered, and it was also a question he asked me before: "What is the emotion and bond between people?"

Mr. Jingguchi replied: "Emotion is the feedback of people's external stimuli, and fetters are the special karma and connection between people. The two interact with each other, and the positive feedback is received because of the fetters. The so-called feelings."

"Feedback, contact..."

I wrote down this word very carefully, and then said: "During getting along with Mr. Iguchi, my emotional spectrum will also fluctuate due to feedback, and my core data will also record you, and the relationship between us is also considered a relationship. There are feelings."

(End of this chapter)