rose in his heart

Chapter 219
The driver was very happy when he heard Xing Zhu's words, and the round trip cost was [-]. After finishing this business, he earned his son's school textbook fee.

He looked at Xing Zhu through the rearview mirror and his eyes became a little more eager, "Okay, you can sit still."

Xing Zhu didn't speak any more.

The distance was not too short, she leaned on the car mat and closed her eyes to rest her mind. When she arrived, she was in a trance for a moment.

If the place she was in before she came was a normal part of the capital, then this place is more like a village... Even a hospital with a scrawled sign that looks like it might break at any time.

The driver saw her coming to such a remote place alone, so he had to go in with her kindly no matter what, and he just waited outside after she found someone.

Xing Zhu failed to refuse, so he simply agreed.

When she went upstairs, she opened the screenshot she had saved on her phone. It was she who asked Chi Lian to help him find the address of Fu Yan's hospital.

She didn't expect that Chi Lian would find it so soon.

It was only after going up to the third floor that I saw some doctors and nurses, and the patients were all elderly.

The driver said, "The capital is the capital of the rich. Ma'am, you look like a high-class person, and you probably don't understand the life of us low-level people. Actually, this is the norm."

Xing Zhu was silent.

The driver said, "Not everyone can live in a ward that costs thousands or tens of thousands a night. If you don't have money, you have to live."

"Okay, just wait here for me."

The driver let out a hey and stood still.

Xing Zhu bypassed the person in front of him, turned the corner and walked to Ward 408, which was the place Chi Lian had mentioned.

The door of the ward was closed tightly, and no sound could be heard from the outside.

Xing Zhu raised his hand to try to knock on the door, raised it and put it down again.

nothing else, just...

I don't know how to face it.

But nothing can be solved by escaping.

When Xing Zhu was about to knock on the door again, there was a faint sound of footsteps in her ears.She thought it was someone passing by and didn't care.When she knocked on the door with her hand, a low but familiar man's voice came from her ear.

"Why are you here."

Xing Zhu stopped, and looked to the right.

A familiar face appeared in front of his eyes.

If before he was a bright sun of sunshine, now he is a gloomy silent cloud.

The former and the latter, probably the latter is the real him.

His cheeks were thin, and there was no blood on his lips, as if he could be blown away by a gust of wind.

Xing Zhu whispered, "I'll come and see you."

Her peripheral vision fell on his waist, which was covered by the hospital gown.

Fu Yan's gaze paused on her face for a moment, as if he was examining something.

Quickly retracted, he walked to Xing Zhu's side.

Xing Zhu took a step back subconsciously, his peripheral vision fell on her movements, and he pushed open the door expressionlessly.

The inside of the ward...was too rough, there was only a bed and a stick for hanging water, and there was not even a stool.

Fu Yan said lightly, "Stand up, I've slept on the bed."

Xing Zhu was choked up by his words, maybe he didn't mean that.

She just didn't know how to face his magnanimity after removing the disguise for a while.

She just thought she should come, and she did.

She stood there without moving, and asked in a low voice, "Your injury—"

Fu Yan said lightly, "You didn't kill me, you didn't poke me in the heart. So as long as I'm still alive, everything else doesn't matter."

For him, it's good to be alive.

Xing Zhu sometimes felt that she had inherited some of Xing Qin's selfishness, otherwise why, she would forget all that.

And she knew that all the people who didn't tell her those things wanted her to be well.

In fact, Fu Yan could have told her directly that he did the same thing eight years ago...

The tip of Xing Zhu's tongue was bitter, he lost his voice for half a sound, and fell silent for half a sound.

"sorry."

"Nothing sorry, you just protect yourself, what's wrong with you?"

"sorry."

When Xing Zhu repeated his sorry body for the second time, Fu Yan finally looked up at her.

It's like observing something different about her.

His vision was gray, but a different color flashed across his eyes in an instant.

But soon, as if realizing something, it became lonely again.

He suddenly lowered his head, looking at the shabby hospital gown he was wearing, and at the sandals he was wearing on his feet.

With a hoarse voice, he said word by word, "Let's go."

Come on, don't embarrass him any more.

Don't look at his ugly appearance now.

Xing Zhu couldn't see any expression on his face, only his curved back.

She whispered, "I hurt you, I am responsible for this matter. The medical environment here is not suitable for you to recuperate, I..."

Before she finished speaking, Fu Yan suddenly raised his head.

There is no sunshine and positive emotions in his brown eyes, only gloomy and desperate determination.

He didn't give Xing Zhu a chance to finish his sentence, and said word by word, "I'll say it again, I'll let you go!"

Xing Zhu's movements stopped in place, and she didn't know whether she should continue talking for a moment. She didn't know what Fu Yan was thinking.

She didn't speak, and Fu Yan just stared at her.

The bloodshot eyes in his eyes almost covered his entire eyeballs, like a person who has been sleepless for days and nights.

Xing Zhu's heart suddenly sank, and she began to back away slowly until she walked out of the door of the ward.

Fu Yan also got up in vain at this moment, his gaze met Xing Zhu's for the last time, and then he closed the door of the ward without hesitation with a 'bang'.

The dilapidated wooden door trembled a few times because of his excessive force, as if it was about to crack at any moment.

Xing Zhu looked at the scene in front of him and was silent for a long time.

Many things, after happening, are destined to be irreversible.

She stood outside the door, and the people around stopped and went, and finally she was the only one left.

After thinking for a while, she still approached the door and whispered, "I lost my memory before, you should know. Now I remember a lot of things in the past, I'm sorry for my doubts about you before, and I'm sorry for hurting you, so I Came in today. I know there are a lot of things that cannot be undone, but I just want to do my best."

"Thank you for being willing to save me in the fire scene, and thank you for being willing to follow me when I was kidnapped this time. I can't make up for you for these things... So, Fu Yan, I'm sorry."

After Xing Zhu's voice fell, no one responded for a long time, as if he had fallen into an empty valley.

She said something later, still the same.

Probably Fu Yan didn't want her to disturb him, Xing Zhu thought for a while, took the things he had prepared, turned around and went downstairs.

Not long after she went downstairs, Fu Yan opened the door of the ward. Seeing that there was no one there, he froze for a while, then closed it again.

(End of this chapter)