stay before waking up

Chapter 26 I don't want to leave you

Pei Anqiao drank a lot of wine that night before falling asleep.

In the dream, Pei Anqiao opened his eyes and saw the luxurious room again.

It seemed that the quarrel with He Shiying just now was a dream she had.

The excitement was still suppressed in my heart, and tears overflowed from the corners of my eyes involuntarily, soaking the pillow.

She sobbed on her own, not realizing that there was another person lying beside her.

Fu Chengxi was awakened by her crying, and was at a loss.

Could it be that she was too happy because she was getting married?

He immediately sat up, reached out and took a few tissues from the bedside table, and gently wiped her tears.

"Don't touch me!"

However, Pei Anqiao pushed him away mercilessly, pulled the quilt up over his head, and wrapped himself tightly.

Fu Chengxi thought, maybe she has depression, which is why she is so moody.

"What's wrong, Qiaoqiao? Did you have a nightmare?"

Pei Anqiao hid under the quilt and listened to Fu Chengxi's gentle voice. It was so real that she could touch it with her hand, but she felt that he was far away from her.

This may be the opposite of extremes.

Pei Anqiao missed him so much that she really wanted to hug him tightly, but the moment she saw him, she became resistant, and she didn't even dare to look at him more, fearing that she would fall into painful thoughts when she woke up the next second among.

If given a choice, she hoped never to wake up again.

Knowing that this is just a dream, you will lose everything when you wake up. If you are too involved, how will you face your waking self?
She clearly knew that everything that happened between them was obviously her real memory, and even the self here would feel pain, how could it be fake?
"Do you need me to ask Dr. He to come?" Fu Chengxi asked cautiously.

Pei Anqiao immediately poked her head out from under the quilt, "No!"

Fu Chengxi smiled softly and got out of bed, "Then I'll get you a glass of water, and tell me what's wrong when you feel better?"

However, as soon as he turned around, he was grabbed by Pei Anqiao.

A hand stretched out from under the quilt, and half of the head poked out.

"Don't go!" Her voice was choked with sobs.

Fu Chengxi turned his head, and saw that Pei Anqiao had sat up, stretched out his hands with tears in his eyes, and tightly grasped his little finger and ring finger.

"Don't go...don't leave me..."

Fu Chengxi held her hand, sat beside her and comforted her softly.

"Okay, I won't go."

An extremely tangled emotion was in Pei Anqiao's mind, she was afraid that she would depend on him, and she was also afraid that she would miss such a rare opportunity to get along.

She regretted losing her temper with Fu Chengxi just now.

"I'm sorry, Xi, I can't control my emotions."

Fu Chengxi gently stroked Pei Anqiao's head, and comforted him softly, "It's okay."

Pei Anqiao threw himself on Fu Chengxi and hugged him tightly.

She knew that she was making trouble for no reason now, but she couldn't help it. He didn't know how uncomfortable it was for her to wander between reality and dreams.

The more tender he is to her, the more uncomfortable she is.

After a while, Fu Chengxi tentatively asked, "Can you tell me what happened?"

Pei Anqiao bit her lip and thought.

In the past, when she read time-travel or rebirth novels and TV dramas, she always couldn't understand why every heroine was awkward. Couldn't she just tell the male protagonist that she was time-traveled or reborn?

If the other party believes in himself, there will be no unnecessary misunderstandings. If the other party does not believe in himself, it proves that he is not so worthy of love.

It's just that from an author's point of view, there is no way to advance the plot if it is said so easily.

But she doesn't need to promote any plot here, she just wants to be with him well.

Sometimes Pei Anqiao still thinks that if she is the heroine, she will definitely tell the hero that she is time-traveled or reborn. If she wants to have a sweet relationship, she will not have so many misunderstandings and hurt each other’s feelings. She firmly believes that the hero If you love the heroine, you must accept this fact.

However, when this kind of thing really happened to her, even if it was just a dream, she found it too difficult to speak.

Besides, this is much more difficult to explain than time travel and rebirth, time travel is time travel, rebirth is rebirth, but what is she?dream?

Does she really want to tell Fu Chengxi that his world is not real, but just her dream?

Or did she travel to this world through a dream, and she didn't belong here?

But Pei Anqiao didn't know when she would wake up, she was afraid that it would be too late to say, she didn't have so much time to think about it.

"Fu Chengxi, do you love me?"

"I love you very much."

"Then will you believe what I say?"

"I believe."

"Ah Xi, I really love you."

"I believe, I believe in you."

Although Fu Chengxi didn't understand why she kept emphasizing it, he believed her.And her current situation made him very disturbed, and he felt that she might say something that shocked him next.

Sure enough, Pei Anqiao took a deep breath, as if he had made a big decision.

"Listen to everything I say next."

In fact, Pei Anqiao was also afraid that he would be like He Shiying who would not be able to understand herself.But she really didn't have time to hesitate, she decided to break the can.

"Actually, I don't belong to this world at all. To me, this place is just a dream."

"Dream?"

"Yes, I live in another world. In that world, I am just an ordinary person, not a daughter of the Pei family, nor your fiancee. There is a person who looks exactly like you, even with the same name. But he is not you, he does not love me. So you are just a person in my dream, and I only dream of you when I fall asleep. "

"So, I am your dream?"

"Yes, I'm dreaming right now. But Ah Xi, I really love you. Every time I wake up from the dream, my heart hurts very much. I hate myself why I can't love you more in my dream, and why I only run away. I can remember everything that happened between us. In fact, I have always loved you. I used to run away because I thought I liked Chu Jia. Because I have never seen other boys around me since I was a child. His appearance made me feel It was so fresh, I mistook that freshness for liking."

"But I understood too late. When I saw you giving up on yourself, my heart really hurt. Later, my amnesia was fake. At that time, in reality, I had a car accident and was in a coma, so I stayed in the dream all the time. , but I couldn't adapt at that time, I only had partial memory. I couldn't control my behavior before and hurt you again and again, but when I realized that I really traveled here, I can freely control my behavior , I can finally make it up to you."

"Until one day I suddenly woke up and came back to reality, and inexplicably remembered all the memories between us, that is, the time when I disappeared suddenly. When you couldn't find me, I actually missed you too."

"But after that, I can only dream of you intermittently. Maybe this is retribution. I always ran away and made you find it so hard. Now I am also waiting for you, waiting to have a dream with you .I don't even know when I'm going to wake up suddenly and I don't want to leave you."

Fu Chengxi listened carefully to Pei Anqiao telling her story, it was incredible.

Pei Anqiao finally finished speaking, anxiously waiting for Fu Chengxi's reaction.

But...he didn't respond.

Then, Pei Anqiao found out...

He didn't move!

Not even blinking an eye!
"Ah Xi!" Pei Anqiao quickly waved his hand in front of his eyes.

But he really didn't react at all, like a rock.

An unprecedented fear welled up in my heart.

Could it be that the dream will be destroyed if she tells the truth?

Pei Anqiao hurriedly got up and ran to the corridor, only to find that all the maids who were cleaning the room had stopped.

Even the second hand on the ancient clock did not move.

The world is eerily quiet right now.

There was a feeling that Pei Anqiao was the only one left at the end of the world.

Pei Anqiao ran back to the room again, but Fu Chengxi had disappeared.

She slumped on the ground in horror, did she really do something wrong?Is this the consequence of telling the truth?

Pei Anqiao yelled weakly: "Fu Chengxi..."

The voices were trembling violently, it was obviously very quiet, but it was accompanied by an echo.

"Fu Chengxi!"

Finally, Pei Anqiao woke up with a heart-piercing roar.

(End of this chapter)