I practice the Tao by blind practice

Chapter 11 Guilt
Since the third year of high school, Chen Hai's class has had a mock exam every month.

Every time he goes home, what worries him the most is that his parents ask him for his report card.

It was good for Chen Zhonghua not to speak, but when he opened his mouth and asked about the report card, Chen Hai, who was quite active before, stopped talking immediately.

"En!" He just responded lightly, but he didn't even dare to lift his head. .

"Hey! Actually, I also know that your academic performance will definitely not be very good."

"I didn't even have any hope of taking the college entrance examination,"

"I just hope that in this exam, your ranking can move up a little bit, and you don't need to be in the last few places!"

"In this way, your mother and I will work hard to support you in studying, and I can feel a little relieved in my heart."

Sighing, Chen Zhonghua took the pickles and shoveled the rice into his mouth.

As a father, he naturally knows what kind of virtue his son is.

As soon as he saw Chen Hai's appearance, he had roughly guessed what his son's test scores looked like.

Hearing what his father Chen Zhonghua said, Chen Hai felt even more guilty.

During the recent period, his mind has been on cultivating the Tao.

From the last time, he managed to pass the sixth-to-bottom exam, but this time, he did not advance but retreated, and his test scores were ranked fourth-to-last.

"My parents will know about my test scores sooner or later. Even if I want to hide it, I can't hide it!"

Chen Hai had no appetite to eat at all, he took a few mouthfuls indiscriminately, then turned and walked back to his room.

From the schoolbag, I took out the report card, after hesitating for a long time.

He finally mustered up his courage and walked over to Chen Zhonghua who was sitting at the gate smoking a pipe after eating.

"Dad! Here, here is the report card for this semester!"

With his head lowered, Chen Hai's voice was not much louder than the roar of the mosquito.

If there was a hole next to him at this time, he might not hesitate to go straight into it.

Taking the report card in Chen Hai's hand, Chen Zhonghua followed the top row and went down, looking for his son's name.

When he saw the big word "Chen Hai" above the last few positions, his complexion turned dark, and his whole face sank.

"Zhonghua, how is Haier's grades this semester? Come, let me see!"

Jiang Meixian on the side also came over at this time, looking along where Chen Zhonghua's finger was.

Just looking at it twice, her complexion was already turning blue and white.

Pity the hearts of parents all over the world. No matter which parents are, when they see their children get the bottom four in the exam, they can still feel better.

Even before this, Chen Zhonghua and Jiang Meixian had already made full psychological preparations.

However, when they saw Chen Hai's academic performance, they still panicked in their hearts, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

"Chen Hai, when you went out last time, what did you promise me and your mother? Have you forgotten?"

The gazes of the two were focused on Chen Hai, and it seemed that fire would burst out of those two pairs of pupils at any moment.

"Remember, I said that I must work hard, study hard, and strive to be admitted to university!"

"Dad, Mom, my test scores this time are really messed up."

"But there are still more than two months before the college entrance examination. During this time, I will work hard and believe that I will never let you down again!"

Lowering his head, Chen Hai agreed in a low voice.

"Fourth from the bottom? With your grades, you still want to rely on college? Chen Hai, don't lie to yourself anymore!"

Sighing, Chen Zhonghua shook his head, picked up the dry tobacco and smoked it again.

"Chen Hai, for your study, the family already owes a lot of debt!"

"You just use this result to repay me and your dad, are you worthy of us?

"You're such an old man, it's not easy for us to beat you, can't you be more sensible?"

Finding a chair and sitting down, Jiang Meixian sighed with a sullen face.

Hearing his parents' non-stop scolding, Chen Hai felt really uncomfortable, but he couldn't find any reason to justify it.

After all, his test scores were really bad.

He can't tell his parents that he is busy practicing Taoism!
If he really said that, his parents might think that he lost his mind and went crazy, something went wrong with his head!
With his father Chen Zhonghua's temperament, maybe he slapped him directly, ready to wake him up.

Chen Hai naturally knew that his parents were kind to him.

He also hopes very much that he can stand out and let his parents stop working hard and live a stable and comfortable life.

Looking not far away, on his parents' heads, the white hair that was increasing day by day, he often felt distressed for no reason.

It is precisely because of this that he puts all his thoughts on the cultivation of Taoism.

In his opinion, he is not a material for studying at all.

Coupled with the poor teaching level of Wuyang Town Middle School, even if he studies hard and wants to be admitted to university, his chances are not much higher than winning 5 million by buying a lottery.

Hearing his father and mother's nagging in his ears, Chen Hai went back to his room silently, and sat on the edge of the bed without saying a word.

"Dad! Mom! My son will definitely succeed and won't let you down!"

In his heart, he shouted frantically, this is his dissatisfaction with fate, this is his dissatisfaction with fate.

"Cultivate! You must work hard!"

According to the unnamed ancient book, the first step in the practice of Taoism is to go out of the body, and the second step is to go out at night.

As for the third step, it is the realm of day travel. After stepping into this level, the soul body can come out of the body during the day.

If Chen Hai made another breakthrough and stepped into this level, he would be confident enough to get a good result in the college entrance examination.

To be honest, he had been exposed to Taoism for less than ten days.

It is pure luck to be able to step into the current night tour in such a short period of time.

The road to seeking Tao is full of thorns and thorns, and it is not impossible for one's negligence to lose one's life.

For example, the snake monster that Chen Hai met nearly killed him. If he hadn't been firmly attached to the upper jaw of the snake's mouth, he wouldn't know if he was still alive now.

"Since I have already entered the cultivation of Taoism, no matter how dangerous the future is, I will still go on unswervingly!"

With extremely firm eyes, Chen Hai sighed lightly, and said to himself secretly.

In his opinion, his only hope is to let his parents live a good life and to make his parents look good in front of others. Taoism is his only hope.

If he doesn't practice Taoism, the only thing he can do is to nest in this mountain village, face the loess and back to the sky, and be an ordinary mountain boy who can no longer be ordinary.

Maybe in a few years, I will marry a daughter-in-law, give birth to a cub, and then work like my own parents for a lifetime.

Before he came into contact with Taoism, he might accept the arrangement of fate, but now he is absolutely unwilling to do so, and he is absolutely unwilling to do so!
Only on the road of Taoism, breaking through, breaking through and breaking through again, is the way I will find in the future.

At some point, the nagging voices of my parents finally disappeared.

The sun has not set in the west, and at this time, it is not possible to get out of the body, but it is still not a problem just to practice meditation.

Taking a deep breath, Chen Hai's eyes were slightly closed, he sat cross-legged, and started to practice.

(End of this chapter)