I practice the Tao by blind practice

Chapter 278 Contradictions
Half a year is enough for many things to happen.

Chen Hai and Tian Mingjian chatted while walking.

Tian Mingjian directly ignored some less important matters, and he just roughly told Chen Hai about the slightly more important matters.

Originally, Chen Hai was still hesitating whether to go back to school or not.

But this retreat, without knowing it, a semester has passed.

The students in the same class as him have already entered their sophomore year, and they have all started school for a long time.

The only slightly better news is that Ye Qingqing helped him find a relationship with him about going to school, and went through the procedure of suspending school, but did not drop out of school directly.

Theoretically speaking, as long as Chen Hai is willing, he can still enter the school to continue his studies.

Of course, the students in the same class as him were in the sophomore year, but he still had to start over from the freshman year.

It's a pity that the current Chen Hai is not interested in reading at all.

Ten minutes later, the two walked outside the farmer's yard where Tian Mingjian parked his motorcycle.

Parking the motorcycle in someone's yard, Tian Mingjian should have reached some agreement with this family and gave them some storage fees!

Chen Hai did not enter the courtyard, he stood outside the courtyard, just waiting for a few minutes.

Tian Mingjian rode a dirty, ugly-looking men's motorcycle, and slowly drove out of the yard.

It is not very far from the suburban countryside here to the city of Kyoto, but it is still a distance of more than ten to twenty kilometers.

Although the motorcycle is old, it is still much more convenient than walking with this thing.

To be honest, Chen Hai could actually take Yecheng's military vehicle and go directly back to the capital city.

It's a pity that he was angry and still somewhat dissatisfied with that guy.

Naturally, he wouldn't even mention the matter of taking their ride back to the capital city.

After sending Chen Hai to the gate of Xishan Bieyuan, Tian Mingjian rode that old motorcycle, and left quickly with a 'dudu dudu'.

My wife has been pregnant for more than nine months, and it is not much time before the labor period.

If it wasn't for Chen Hai's incident that he had to guard the private house in the suburbs all the time, he would have already returned home and was waiting with his wife to give birth.

Chen Hai finally came out, with all his strength, he seemed to have stepped into an unbelievable situation. Regarding this, Tian Mingjian finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Knowing that Chen Hai had nothing to do, and he wanted to tell him to do it, he was already in his heart.

Looking at the open courtyard door in front of him, Chen Hai sighed lightly.

Since the courtyard door is open, no one else should run into it except his girlfriend Ye Qingqing.

Raising his wrist, he looked at the time, it was already past two o'clock in the afternoon.

Logically speaking, Ye Qingqing, who is already a third-year student, should be in school at this time.

She would appear here, presumably, it was Ye Cheng who left first, contacted her, and told her that he had appeared.

"Chen Hai, you're back? I specially learned how to cook, and I made lunch for you while you're back!"

"Come on, how about trying my craft?"

Ye Qingqing, who had just stepped into the other courtyard, was wearing an apron and her forehead was still covered with sweat, immediately came out to greet her.

Perhaps, it was because when Tian Mingjian just arrived, his motorcycle was a little noisy.

Hearing the roar of the motorcycle engine, Ye Qingqing would have such a reaction at this moment.

Seeing Chen Hai, she was very happy.

Some time ago, she didn't say a word about the grievance and depression in her heart, as if it had really been swept away.

Holding Chen Hai's wrist, she pulled Chen Hai and walked towards the restaurant.

Three meat dishes and two vegetarian dishes are still steaming hot. Obviously, four or five dishes that have just come out of the pan have already been placed on the dining table.

Let's not talk about the taste for now, the dishes made by Ye Qingqing are really good in terms of color and aroma, and can whet the appetite.

"Come, have a taste..." Picking up the serving chopsticks on the dining table, Ye Qingqing picked up a small piece of braised fish and sent it to Chen Hai's mouth.

"That's right, Qingqing, your culinary skills are completely different from before!"

After a little hesitation, Chen Hai finally opened his mouth, allowing his girlfriend to smoothly put the piece of fish she had caught into his mouth.

In the past, after trying Ye Qingqing's cooking skills once, he no longer dared to try it a second time.

But now, what he just said did not have any exaggeration.

The stewed fish nuggets made by Ye Qingqing really taste really good.

"If you like to eat, eat more!" Picking up the chopsticks, Ye Qingqing seemed to want to pick up vegetables again, and asked Chen Hai to taste them.

But this time, Chen Hai didn't open his mouth, but backed away a few steps.

"Qingqing, this time, it will take more than half a year for me to disappear. You really don't mind about it?"

With an extremely complicated expression on his face, he looked at his girlfriend Ye Qingqing a few steps away, and sighed.

"Chen Hai, I know that you disappeared because of your retreat!"

"At the beginning, when I was with you, you told me that you are a cultivator and need to spend a lot of time on cultivation."

"After knowing that you are retreating, I tried to know the exact location of your retreat from Tian Mingjian's mouth, but he kept it secret for you, and even I refused to tell it."

"During that time, I was really hesitant and lost."

"But later, I suddenly felt that, maybe, I was too greedy."

"The ancients once said that if the two loves last for a long time, how can they be in the same day and night?"

"You have your pursuits and your own things to do. It is impossible to be tired of being with me all day. For me, as long as you have me in your heart, that's enough!"

I don't know if Ye Qingqing really figured it out, or if she did it deliberately.

At this moment, a flower appeared on her face, and she said softly with sincerity.

"Qingqing, I really feel sorry for you about this incident. If you are dissatisfied and have opinions on me, you can speak up."

"Actually, on your terms, there's really no need to be so humble in terms of love!"

"Just like what your brother said, if you have the heart and want to pursue you and become the son-in-law of your Ye family, you can definitely easily line up from the street to the end of the street..."

With a complicated face, Chen Hai looked directly at Ye Qingqing in front of him, he sighed and said.

However, his words were only halfway through, and he couldn't continue.

Because at this time, Ye Qingqing had already taken a step forward, and directly blocked Chen Hai's mouth with her small mouth, making it impossible for him to speak out what was in his heart.

It lasted for several minutes before the lips of the two separated again.

"Chen Hai, promise me, in the future, can you stop casually disappearing for so long?"

A pair of beautiful eyes were full of affection, as if to melt Chen Hai's whole body, she looked directly at Chen Hai and begged.

If it was other requests, at this time, Chen Hai would definitely nod without hesitation.

But now, his girlfriend Ye Qingqing pleaded with him about his matter, unless he lied and perfunctory, otherwise, he would not be able to make any promises at all.

After all, with his level of strength, it is impossible for him to continue to advance and break through purely accumulating strength.

The power of the flames he controls, only by "enlightenment" can he continuously deepen his control over the flames.

Want to understand the true meaning of fire and truly understand the profound meaning of fire?It must be unavoidable to retreat and practice hard.

The stronger the strength, the higher the realm, and the time he spends in each retreat will definitely only get longer and longer.

Unless Chen Hai is willing to give up cultivating Taoism and live an ordinary life with his girlfriend Ye Qingqing with peace of mind.

Otherwise, it is simply unrealistic for him to promise not to disappear, and he really can't do it.

Chen Hai's hesitation fell into Ye Qingqing's eyes.

Although she didn't express any dissatisfaction in her mouth, there was a hint of disappointment in her eyes.

"Okay, Chen Hai, I have made it difficult for others!"

With a gloomy expression, she sighed.

After only a slight pause, she tentatively opened her mouth, and said, "If you still have to retreat for a long time, can you tell me the specific location of your retreat before you retreat, so that I can have a bottom line in my heart? Woolen cloth?"

From her standpoint, as a girl, it really wasn't too much for her to make such a small request to her fiancé.

However, from Chen Hai's point of view, his views were obviously different from Ye Qingqing's.

Just like his retreat this time, if he hadn't made up his mind to let Tian Mingjian tell Yu Ye Qingqing the location of his retreat.

Ten days and a half months, she might be able to accept it and endure it.

But in three to five months, if Chen Hai hadn't shown up, she would have found her long ago!
Even, under the questioning of her parents, her elder brother Ye Cheng and others, she could not bear this pressure for a long time, and told them the place where Chen Hai retreated!
If such a situation really happened, Chen Hai's retreat breakthrough, no doubt, would have to give up halfway.

As the saying goes, you can't have both.

To put it bluntly, with his current situation, there seems to be some irreconcilable inevitable contradictions between Taoism and love.

"For me, it is my long-cherished wish to see what the end of my cultivation is like."

"I can't promise anything, and I can't guarantee anything!"

"I can only tell you that if you don't leave, I won't give up."

"If one day, you really can't accept my long-term retreat and don't want to continue to be with me, I can understand and accept it..."

After being silent for a long time, Chen Hai sighed deeply and said.

(End of this chapter)