She is no longer the best female match for period essays

Chapter 66 The First Sister of the 60s Art Troupe (5)

Xia Zhaoyun still has a lot of scars on her body now, although as time goes by and her body grows, those scars gradually become lighter, but each of them can leave a deep impression on her!
When she was in the second grade, because she wrote a wrong word, she got [-] points in Chinese, and her thigh was burned by Song's father with a cigarette butt.

In the summer vacation of the third grade, she was too thin and was replaced by someone as the lead dancer. Mother Song overturned a cup of hot water that was just boiled and poured it on her shoulder.

The newly-bought dance clothes were cut to pieces, just when Song's father was not promoted and drank, her back was beaten to bloody blood by him with a belt, and he scolded her for not knowing how to cherish, and always wasting the hard work of adults;
The eldest brother and the second brother stole money and falsely accused her of giving it to her. Mother Song beat her calf with a clothes rack until it was dripping with blood, so she never dared to wear skirts that were too short...

Every time Song's father and Song's mother made a move, she felt that a window was closed, blocking the light and beauty of the world!

But she is like an unbeatable Xiaoqiang, growing straight and vigorously according to their expectations.

But the darkness in her heart was accumulating little by little, and she was destined to be different from Song Zhenbao who had just been found, and would not have innocence and kindness to deceive.

When she was in high school, she was forced to die and gave up her place in the Workers, Peasants and Soldiers University, but chose her favorite dance.It was also that time that she let Father Song and Mother Song realize her resentment and resistance.

They didn't dare to beat and scold her anymore, and began to adopt a soft policy.

Heh, this is really deadly for her who has never felt the warmth of a family, and still has a trace of instinctive admiration for her parents!

So Xia Zhaoyun has no doubts at all. She, who has no memory and vigilance, can really be pushed into the abyss time and time again by those who give her affection.

"What do you want to eat? With such a serious injury, you need to eat something good," He Qingran carried the cloth bag containing the lunch box in one hand, and dragged her with the other, scurrying back and forth in front of the cafeteria window, poking his head from time to time. Eye.

"You are not fat at all, and you are so thin that you have ribs left. You wobble when you walk, and the wind can knock you down! From today on, you have to listen to me, take care of your body first, and then talk about other things. "

Xia Zhaoyun came back to her senses and said with a smile: "I will eat two eggs, one pancake, and a bowl of brown sugar and millet porridge."

He Qingran nodded in satisfaction, and pointed to an empty seat, "Big sister, go and take a seat, and my sister will cook for you."

Xia Zhaoyun flicked her head, pursed her lips and smiled: "You're excited, aren't you? Housekeeper!"

As soon as she sat down, Xia Zhaoyun felt the gazes projected from all around her.

Accepting the memory and the reality took too much energy from her, and she felt a little listless, and even couldn't help exuding gloom.

Although when she was a ghost, all kinds of emotions drifted away like the wind, leaving only video-like memories, like an irrelevant bystander, but she can empathize with her at the moment, but when she thinks about it, Xia Zhaoyun has a feeling The madness of Dao and the Song family dying together.

Not to mention that in my memory, she survived every day...

In these miseries, the fuel of gossip is also indispensable!
Xia Zhaoyun frowned slightly, thinking about how to break the situation. To put it bluntly, she had a miserable life because she was too beautiful and talented, but she didn't have a matching identity to protect her.

A few gay men who had just finished eating were walking towards her with their arms crossed. When they saw her, they couldn't help laughing and shoving her.

In the end, a gay man stepped forward, coughed and said, "Comrade Song Ruoyun, there is a concert in the city tonight, all of whom are well-known artists from across the country, and I happen to have two tickets. I wonder if I have the honor to invite you? "

Xia Zhaoyun raised her head upon hearing the sound, glanced at the man, then looked at the five or six companions behind him, and then looked at the people around them listening to gossip.

Guessing that the news that she took the initiative to break up with Tong Yuanbin spread, someone was ready to move.

No matter whether she refuses or accepts, gossip will ferment and finally crown her a flirt!
The only solution is to have a shield, but this shield can only be consumed by her unilaterally, so...

Seeing someone at the front table, Xia Zhaoyun's eyes trembled, her heart suddenly felt blessed, she propped her chin with her left hand, her pink lips like cherry blossoms rose slightly, and said casually: "No way."

Her voice has always been soft and waxy, and she has an indescribable coquettishness, like a coquettish, easy to attract single boys.

Although the gay man was rejected, he still asked expectantly: "Comrade Song Ruoyun, why? This concert is really rare, and there will be some dancers performing on stage. Many lesbians from the art troupe want tickets." .”

Xia Zhaoyun sighed slightly, "But I have a date, and I definitely can't go out with strange men."

The gay man was one of her admirers, and he had never been so close to her before. He found that he was more lethal than he imagined, and he didn't want to miss the opportunity at all.

He turned his head to see his friends cheering him on, and couldn't help but say, "Comrade Song Ruoyun, you, haven't you broken up with your partner?"

"Going to the concert doesn't mean anything. If, if you don't think it's suitable, then you can take both of these two music tickets, and you can go to the concert with your good friends."

As he spoke, he took out two tickets from his pocket, and pushed them in front of Xia Zhaoyun amidst the envy and hatred of the surrounding people.

There has never been a man who would give a woman something for no reason. Most of them follow the routine of boiling frogs in warm water, or firmly believe that cannibalism is short-mouthed and soft-handed, and they will trap them step by step!
Not to mention anything else, just a gossip fueling the flames, the barrier between the two is no longer a problem.

Xia Zhaoyun said lightly, "I broke up with Tong Yuanbin, but I want to keep the festival for Huo Tianhao!"

The people on the front, back, left, and left tables, as well as the men, who had been holding their breath while listening to the gossip, were stunned.

The gay man felt insulted, and blushed: "Comrade Song Ruoyun, you don't want to tell me directly, what are you going to do with Comrade Huo?"

A lesbian on the table in front also stood up angrily and smashed the empty enamel jar off the table.

The sound of the vat hitting the table was sharp and sudden, and quickly attracted the attention of many people. You pull me, I pull you, a look, a pout, within a few seconds, the whole cafeteria fell into a strange silence .

Satisfied with the battle she created, she said angrily: "Song Ruoyun, you are so shameless. My brother has died a heroic sacrifice. Why do you mention him? You are such a flirtatious woman who seduces men everywhere, you are not worthy of mentioning him!"

He Qingran hurried back, why did his wife get into trouble again the moment he turned his head?
"Who are you talking about? My Yunyun is good-looking, and it's her fault that it attracts mosquitoes and flies?"

"It's you, Huo Sitong, who has the nerve to talk about others when you snatch a man yourself! Holding your brother's banner, are you superior to others?"

Huo Sitong was very angry, "He Qingran, why are you involved everywhere? Does the person I'm talking to have something to do with you?"

"Now we are talking about her, Song Ruoyun. My brother is already lying in the martyr's garden. She is blatantly refusing to accept my brother. This is disrespect for the hero. It must be pulled out and criticized!"

Everyone also put on a resentful look, Qi Qi stared at Xia Zhaoyun, and attacked her one after another, gradually they all supported, pulled her out to educate her, criticize her deeply, and protect the good reputation of the hero Huo Tianhao.

"Song Ruoyun, your conduct is too bad, how can you make fun of Comrade Huo?"

"Flies don't bite seamless eggs. If you don't give out information, gay men have no shame and have to come to you? While pretending to be arrogant, while hanging others, how can there be such a hateful person in this world?"

"Comrade Huo is such a bright and gentle person, how could he like you who feel uncomfortable without a man..."

Especially the few lesbians next to Huo Sitong, who clamored too loudly.

They have a good relationship with Huo Sitong, and they could meet Huo Tianhao occasionally in the past.

If Song Ruoyun is the goddess of men, the irreplaceable white moonlight, then Huo Tianhao is the male god in the hearts of women in the whole factory, unattainable and not allowed to be desecrated by others!
Xia Zhaoyun pursed her lips tightly, pushed away the people around her, and slapped the lesbian who mixed in the crowd and said she couldn't do without a man.

Before anyone could react, she burst into tears first.

Who has never cried, and who rarely sees others cry?

Most of them had tears and snot running down their noses, grinning and howling, as ugly as they wanted.

In their perception, pear blossoms bring rain, but that is just a skill of a young lady raised by a big family in dramas.

But Xia Zhaoyun's complexion was pale, with some scars on her face, which was already endearing, and she shed tears silently, not to mention men, even lesbians were embarrassed to bully others.

She said sadly: "Since brother Tianhao left, I have been crying day and night. If I could muster up the courage to fight against the arranged marriage at home before he went on a business trip, I would give him a nod."

"Maybe he can hold his breath for a thought..."

"However, I thought that I was not good enough for him, so I might as well stop his thoughts and let him find his own happiness earlier."

"He is the son of the factory manager, a student who graduated from a famous university, capable and capable, and shouldn't carry the Song family on his shoulders for me."

"If you have a stepmother, you will have a stepfather. He is in a bad situation at home. I don't want him to make concessions to his little mother Tong's family for me."

"It's good for me to bear it alone, so I promise Aunt Song to be engaged to Tong Yuanbin, and I am willing to be the paving stone for my father and brother's future."

"Who told me to be raised by the Song family, this is my fate!"

"Now, he has passed away forever, and I also broke away from the Song family tragically. My right hand is disabled and my left ear can't hear clearly. The scars caused all over my body over the past ten years are not enough to repay the Song family for their upbringing. Huh?"

"How long is life? I don't want to care about the world's perspective anymore. Even if I spend the rest of my life by keeping his name, I will be happy and satisfied!"

"In this world, there is no one who can accompany me foolishly in the rain in the middle of the night; no one will give up my breakfast when I am hungry; no one will pour out half a pack of brown sugar for me during my period. Eggs; no one can travel half of Kyoto just because I want to eat baked sweet potatoes..."

"There used to be a person who loved me so much, but I didn't cherish it. I looked at him timidly and cowardly, and blessed him. Little did I know, he just loved me and wanted to be with me..."

"When he was alive, you all sought after him. Could it be that now that he is lying on the ground coldly, can't I be selfish for a while, and just be Huo Tianhao's wife?"

"If he hadn't said that the greatest wish in this life is to see me live a happy life, I wouldn't want to live long ago..."

As she spoke, she fell into He Qingran's arms in grief, trembling all over, filled with deep regret and longing.

"Ran Ran, I miss him so much!"

"I just want to tell him, how can I be happy in a world without him?"

"I try to laugh and live hard every day. It's really hard and tiring..."

"Why are they still forcing me?"

With her own strength, Xia Zhaoyun shrouded the entire cafeteria in a sad atmosphere.

What people accept is limited, that is, loudspeakers hanging in the air every day, outdated newspapers, bulletin boards that are not replaced in time, and all kinds of gossip flying around.

They love gossip and contribute their enthusiasm to gossip, but how many of them can really take their minds off?

Television is not popular yet!
How can people stand her skill, the lesbians with low teardrops all started to wipe their tears.

"Is she telling the truth?"

"Can't it be fake? In front of so many people, being forced to be like this, can it be fake?"

"Comrade Huo is such an excellent person, he must have a high vision. Song Ruoyun is indeed excellent, apart from her unknown reputation. She looks good, dances well, smiles every time she sees people, and keeps a distance from gay men. .If Comrade Huo has someone he likes, it should be her, right?"

"I've seen them both go back and forth..."

"Comrade Song Ruoyun, I probably really don't like Comrade Tong Yuanbin. Although Comrade Tong Yuanbin is also good, but when they are together, Comrade Song Ruoyun is not as shy as a man..."

"She said so, bound herself to Comrade Huo, if it wasn't true, could you do it?"

The women shook their heads one after another, death is like a lamp going out, they don't want to be famous.

Everyone showed a one-sided posture.

Huo Sitong's face turned ashen: "Song Ruoyun, what do you mean? Don't think that you can escape the fact that Song Zhenbao was pushed downstairs by getting involved with my brother! Don't even try to use my brother for your own benefit!"

Xia Zhaoyun forced herself to stand up, and said word by word:

"Huo Sitong, I still need to discuss this with you."

"Brother Tianhao is a hero, but he shouldn't be consumed by you who robbed his father. It's you, your mother and uncle's family who do whatever they want!"

"He sacrificed for the collective, and never thought of using it to benefit himself and his family. You disgusting people, as long as you don't mention his name, I will thank you."

"As for me pushing Song Zhenbao downstairs? What evidence do you have? Just being able to stand here means I'm innocent, I'm innocent!"

　Answer the doubts of the little cuties here.

　　Xia Zhaoyun is the heroine, awakening memory is the plot transmission...

　　When I was a ghost, I practiced to equip random skills.

　　The essence of the heroine has not changed. At the beginning, she was a little sad, and the situation is not good, but you have to have confidence in her. Sister Yun will not suffer any losses~
　　Dear friends, you can guess, which three skills did the heroine randomly use this time?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)