The palace is quiet, and the empress of the cold palace is acting as a demon

Chapter 234 A Sober and Cruel Person

Qin Wan bit her thumb and paced anxiously in front of Yaoxing's room.

Praying that her guess would not come true, she wondered frantically what would happen if she was right.

Mrs. Najiao County was taken by Ning Yi to another courtyard for a temporary stay.At this time, Ning Yi saw Qin Wan panicking at this moment, walked to her side, raised his hands to support her shoulders: "Relax, Wan'er."

Qin Wan raised his hand and took off the hairpin from his hair, ran his hands over the top of his head, and shook his head.

At this moment, she felt her whole head was buzzing, and if it wasn't for Ning Yi being here, she would have exploded on the spot.

At this moment, the female doctor Baili came out.

Qin Wan hurriedly pulled her back: "Baili female doctor, how is it?"

The female doctor Baili sighed deeply, nodded and said: "Your Majesty guessed right, Princess Yaoxing is pregnant now..."

"Damn it!!!!" Qin Wan clenched her fists and stomped her feet angrily, and roared, "I'm going to skin those people!!!!"

Ning also hugged Qin Wan into his arms and comforted him, "Wan'er, the most important thing now is not how to punish those people, but how to deal with the fetus in Yaoxing's womb."

Qin Wan's whole body was shaking, almost biting his molars with hatred.

She didn't understand, if the Buddhist scriptures say that where there is an evil cause, there will be an evil effect.Then Yao Xing was clearly not at fault for the evil, but why she was allowed to suffer the evil consequences? This was unreasonable and unfair, but it happened to be a fact.

Qin Wan leaned against Ning Yi's arms, her mind was full of crazy thoughts of throwing Sun Zhao and others into a meat grinder to grind them into a puree.

No, grinding into meat is not the most painful thing. Qin Wan began to think desperately about all the horrible punishments that could be imagined in her mind, whether it was cannon fire, Ling Chi, or blood eagle, she should let them taste it all. ...

Ning Yi slowly stroked Qin Wan's back. He calmly looked at the female doctor Baili, and ordered, "Nurse doctor Baili, go prepare a bowl of abortion medicine and bring it here."

Hearing Ning Yi's song, Qin Wan's whole body trembled, and he looked at Ning Yi in horror.

The female doctor Baili took the order and stepped back to prepare.

"Ning Yi..." Qin Wan bit her lip in pain, "Why does Yaoxing have to suffer like this..."

My aunt is already in great pain.

abortion...

Qin Wan didn't dare to think about it.

Qin Wan felt that she would rather go back to the world of Gongdou drama and use musk to murder concubines and concubines who were too deceitful, rather than help Yaoxing... abort the child in her womb.

However, I, Qin Wan, know that if this child born of sin comes to this world, it will only bring greater harm and lifelong pain to Yaoxing.

Qin Wan was never the Holy Mother, she knew very clearly when to be cruel and when to strike.

This matter appeared in front of her, and it should be resolved by her hands.

Qin Wan let go of Ning Yi and forced herself into Yaoxing's room.

She sat beside Yaoxing's bed, looked at her misty and empty right eye, wanted to speak, but choked up several times.

It wasn't until the female doctor Baili brought the boiled medicine into the house that she had no choice but to use all her courage to hold Yaoxing's hand tightly. After the female doctor Baili left, she slowly opened her mouth and said:

"Yaoxing... I don't know if you can hear... I don't know how to tell you." Qin Wan took a deep breath, and then slowly let it out, as if what he was going to say next Every word, she must use all her strength, "Yaoxing... I have experienced serious injuries, serious illnesses, despair, even suicide and several deaths. I broke all the bones in my whole body twice, and I was swallowed and bitten by monsters twice. I couldn’t even put my soul together. I thought I had already experienced the greatest pain in the world, but at this moment I realized that after you suffered In the face of the pain you are facing, these are not even mentioned... I don't even dare to think about what you have gone through, and I don't even dare to empathize with you. I can only look at you here like a bystander..."

"I thought that with you by my side, after I took revenge on all the villains and after your body fully recovered, although the pain could not be reduced, the damage could at least be stopped... But I never thought that this evil The world will make you have to suffer a bigger injury again. Yaoxing, not only can I not stop this injury, but I have to execute it myself..."

Qin Wan lowered her head heavily, she no longer dared to look into Yaoxing's eyes, she could only lower her head to look at her slender fingers, her heart ached uncontrollably.

"Yaoxing...what I want to say is...you...have a child in your womb..."

Qin Wan bit her lips tightly, her body trembling uncontrollably, her lips were slowly oozing blood, she didn't realize it.

"Yaoxing, the Holy Mother said that the sinner is the wicked, and the child is innocent. But I am not the Holy Mother, nor the White Lotus. This child comes from evil. Since he was born sinful, he should not appear, cannot be born, he must die ...I can't watch him be born to ruin your life, even if I'm not qualified or have the right to make this decision for you, but I will definitely do it. "

"The sober people in the world must be cruel people. I hate the injustice the world treats you, but I can't change it. I can only become more cold-blooded and cruel. I am such a person. I don't expect you to forgive me, but I hope Can you believe me, I really really like you, I never really wanted to hurt you..."

As he said that, Qin Wan picked up the bowl of medicine. The bitter smell and dark brown soup looked so ordinary, but it seemed to be full of sin and blood.

Qin Wan fed Yaoxing one spoonful at a time, and Yaoxing swallowed it cooperatively.

After finishing the whole bowl of medicine, Qin Wan supported Yaoxing to lie down and covered her with the quilt.

Yaoxing closed his eyes quietly, his face was peaceful and serene.

Seeing her appearance, Qin Wan couldn't bear it any longer. She felt that she needed some strength to redeem her, otherwise her spirit would completely collapse.

Qin Wan walked out of the inner hall, the stars were already falling and the moon was rising outside, and the night covered the entire grassland.She handed Yaoxing to Baili female doctor and Liuying, plunged into Ning Yi's arms, and closed her eyes.

Ning Yi picked up Qin Wan, carried her to her own room, put her on the bed, and let her lean against his chest.

"Ning Yi, I feel so guilty..." Qin Wan said softly.

"I know."

"I'm obviously doing the right thing, why am I still in such pain?"

"The right thing is often the more difficult choice."

"If I hadn't taken the carp to feed the deer that day, I wouldn't have met Yaoxing, and maybe the following series of things wouldn't have happened."

"No, many things in this world are predestined. Every result is not caused by a cause. It has countless causes and has a result. So late, you have tried your best to do the right thing that hurts you , You have already defeated many people in this world based on this alone, and that is enough."

"Ning Yi," Qin Wan nodded, and leaned into his arms again, "I want to become stronger, and I don't want to feel this helpless feeling anymore."

Ning Yi smiled softly, and kissed Qin Wan's forehead: "Wan'er, you don't need to grow up. In fact, as long as you are by my side, I think I have enough strength to help you resist all the suffering in this world."

"Ning Yi, it's good to have you here, I want to be with you forever."

"Okay, I promise you. But don't think about anything now, just sleep well, and I will always be here with you."

"okay."

(End of this chapter)