The palace is quiet, and the empress of the cold palace is acting as a demon

Chapter 268
After Qin Wan married into Jujia, she took care of everything very well. She and Ju Silan treated each other like guests, respected her mother-in-law, and were friendly to her sister-in-law. She managed the whole house properly, and even slowly took over Jujia's medicine business. Managed well.

Even Mrs. Ju boasted that Ju's family had married a good wife when she met everyone.

Ju Silan was in poor health and took medicine every day. Qin Wan personally made all kinds of candied fruits and cakes to help him resist the pain of the medicine.

Qin Wan was also intimidated by the previous two times. In this life, she was cautious, like walking on thin ice, as if she was afraid of making mistakes every time she took a step.Whether it's the lady's temperament or the arrogance of a fairy, Qin Wan smoothed them all out.In this life, she just wants to be by Ju Silan's side, to live her life peacefully and peacefully.

If there is any place where Qin Wan's former temperament can be found in such a cautious life, it is the crabapple trees that she asked to plant in the courtyard of her family.She looked at the trees, expecting them to bloom in the next spring, which was also a tribute to the past and memory that only she knew.

Ju Silan sat in the garden pavilion and looked at Qin Wan.He knew that since Qin Wan married into Jujia for a year, she got up before dawn every day, and was busy with Jujia all day long.Calm and dignified, experienced in housekeeping, no one looks like a 17-year-old girl.He is grateful to her and likes her, even he thinks he is in love with Qin Wan.

But Ju Silan knew that his life was not long enough, at most there would only be another ten years, and it was impossible for him to live with her as Qin Wan wished.

Thinking of this, he didn't think it was the right choice to keep her by his side.

Ju Silan thought, his late son is so good, he shouldn't waste his youth with him, let alone stay alone in this world after his death.

Qin Wan didn't know what Ju Silan was thinking, she stood in the wind admiring her crabapple tree, looked at it for a while, then turned to look at Ju Silan in the pavilion, and hung her hair blown by the wind behind her ears: "Thinking Look, Lan, next spring, we can enjoy the flowers together."

She has a bright smile, her eyebrows are curved, and her eyes are as bright as a galaxy.

Seeing that smile, Ju Silan seemed to have seen that the garden will be full of begonias in the coming year, and she will come here full of money.

"Wan'er, the Qixi Festival is coming soon, what gift do you want?" Ju Silan asked Qin Wan.

Qin Wan walked into the pavilion, smoothed her skirt, sat next to Ju Silan, took his arm, and leaned her head on his shoulder: "I lost my hairpin, Silan, please give me a hairpin. "

"Hairpin? What kind of hairpin? How could it be lost?" Ju Silan asked.

Qin Wan hugged his arms even tighter: "Give me another one, the ancients said, give a hairpin to show your love, and I want your love, my husband."

Ju Silan silently wrote down her little wish, and gently put her hand in his own.But the moment he lowered his head, he saw the shocking scar on her wrist.

This scar is like a threshold in Ju Silan's heart.People who have been ill for a long time are always sensitive, and they also like to be unpredictable. When he sees the scar, he will guess why she refused to die at that time, and why she changed her mind in the end.

Qin Wan found that Ju Silan's gaze was on her wrist again, sighed softly in her heart, pulled up her sleeves to cover up the scar, and then held Ju Silan's face with both hands, letting him look at it carefully. looking into her eyes.

"Ju Silan, what should I do to convince you that I really, really, really like you?"

Then, she stretched out her arms and hugged Ju Silan's thin shoulders tightly, and did not let go for a long time.

Ju Silan hugged Qin Wan tightly with her backhand: "You are the young lady of the house, the maids around are all watching, pay attention."

"Pay attention? Why, I don't want it." Qin Wan kissed Ju Silan's cheek more and more recklessly, and even pressed his lips against his face without leaving.

Ju Silan frowned, helpless, allowing her to tease his emotions and tug at his heartstrings.

With a wife like this, what more can a husband ask for...

The old lady at home knew that Ju Silan and Qin Wan had a very good relationship, and she was full of praise for Qin Wan in her heart, and she was very satisfied.So at the dinner table, she kept urging Qin Wan to conceive a child at home, regardless of whether it was a boy or a girl, as many children and grandchildren would bring more blessings.

Qin Wan always had a smile on her face, only at this time, Ju Silan would find that her eyes were always gloomy.

Qin Wan never mentioned a word about having a child.

Even when they were traveling hand in hand, Ju Silan found that Qin Wan would deliberately look away when seeing children on the street.

Ju Silan was thinking, if Qin Wan loved him, why would he avoid talking about the child.

Is it because she doesn't like children?
Later, the old lady became anxious and asked Ju Silan in private when they were going to have a child, and asked him to persuade Qin Wan to leave blood for the family as soon as possible.

At night, after the cloud and rain, Ju Silan held Qin Wan in her arms and probed softly: "Wan'er, do you not like children?"

Qin Wan was startled slightly, then shook her head and said, "No, I like it very much."

"Hmm..." Ju Silan calmed down a little, closed her eyes, and placed her chin on Qin Wan's forehead.

Qin Wan bit her lips silently, she knew what Ju Silan meant, but she knew more about his condition and lifespan.Once they had a child, Qin Wan knew that there would be another bond in her heart.Ten years later, waiting for Ju Silan to enter reincarnation again, how would she let go of everything and go with him after having a child.

This time, there was not enough time left in his life, she just wanted to accompany him to the end quietly, and then leave with him.Next time, she will give birth to a healthy and happy child for him to accompany him.

Such thoughts were hidden in the bottom of her heart, unshakably.

Before the Double Seventh Festival, Ju Silan packed the jadeite Suzaku hairpin carved by himself in a sandalwood incense box and held it in his hand, wanting to surprise Qin Wan.

He quietly walked into Qin Wan's small study where he usually practiced calligraphy, but he heard the voice of Qin Wan's maid Cui'er.

"Young Madam, the doctor said that this Bizi Tang is harmful to your body, so you can't drink it all the time."

In the study, Qin Wan gulped down the bitter medicine in the bowl, the medicine was so bitter that she frowned: "I can't drink it... If I get pregnant, I'll be in trouble..."

Snapped--!
There was a crisp sound outside the door.

Qin Wan was taken aback, then turned to look at the door: "Tui'er, did you hear anything?"

Tweety shook her head.

Qin Wan thought for a while, and pushed open the door. There was no one outside the study, only an open sandalwood box on the ground, and a jadeite Suzaku hairpin broken into three sections.

When Qin Wan saw the hairpin, his whole heart jumped.She quickly picked up the broken hairpin and box, grabbed the hem of her skirt and chased them out.

In the courtyard, Qin Wan saw Ju Silan, who was pale and gasping for breath, holding on to the pillar with one hand and covering his chest with the other.

"Silan, what's wrong with you?" Qin Wan rushed over, trying to help him, but he raised his arms to avoid him.

Ju Silan stood up straight slowly, with anger and disappointment in her eyes, she said to Qin Wan in a cold voice: "Qin Wan, I don't want to hear you lie anymore, and I don't want to watch you act anymore... From now on, you and I , each go their own way, from now on have nothing to do with each other!"

Qin Wan was dumbfounded: "Silan, listen to my explanation!"

"What else can I explain!" Ju Silan roared, "You never really wanted to marry me, did you?"

Qin Wan shook her head: "What nonsense are you talking about?!"

"Then why do you drink Bizi soup?" Ju Silan asked forcefully.He clearly remembered that Qin Wan said that she liked children very much, but she didn't want one of his children.

This doesn't require her to explain anything, just like the scar on her wrist, telling him clearly and clearly that she didn't really marry her.

Qin Wan choked and didn't know what to say for a moment: "I just think...we are not suitable for having children?"

Ju Silan was stunned, and looked up at Qin Wan in despair: "Is it because of my illness? Because you are afraid of giving birth to a child with the same illness as me, right?"

"Silan, no, I've never thought about it that way!" It was the first time Qin Wan saw Ju Silan get so angry, she was terrified.But how would she explain it to him, telling him that it was because she was already ready to die for him?Because she didn't want the child to be a hindrance to her rebirth?
"Enough Qin Wan, I regret knowing you and marrying you! Our relationship is over!" After finishing speaking, Ju Silan walked out of the small courtyard, leaving only Qin Wan a lonely back.

(End of this chapter)