Xuanmen's boss, she is full of gods after she recognizes her relatives

Chapter 107 The Cold Face of the 16-Year-Old Boy

Ever since he met Lu Zhan, Wu An privately felt that sooner or later this buddy would write on his epitaph: Dedicate his life to acting.

Lu Zhan doesn't like those miscellaneous activities.

However, after entering the industry, he never complained about all the work related to acting, no matter how hard it was. The film festival hosted by M City this time is considered one of the three major film festivals in the country. He has never been absent, but today he heard what Lu Zhan said on the phone?

He is not going?

Wu An:!
If I had known that he had come all the way to recognize my sister, I would have lost so much professionalism...

"Lu Zhan, you have a movie nominated for Best Actor this time, have you forgotten?" Wu An reminded him, restraining himself from complaining.

When can't I cook for my sister?
Wu An didn't understand Lu Zhan's stubbornness.

Sitting in the car, Lu Zhan looked through the window at the passers-by walking in twos and threes on the sidewalk. He took out a piece of candy that Yan Qiao gave him from his pocket, unwrapped the candy wrapper and put it in his mouth. The sweetness instantly filled his mouth. .

The candy she gave was really sweet.

"Wu An, do you still remember how you described the benefits of acting to me when we first met?"

Wu An was taken aback.

How many years ago did you meet Lu Zhan for the first time?

Is there ten years?
At that time, he was still a stupefied young man who had just joined the company. He went to work every day at 996 and was trained like a third-grandson by his superiors. Rushing in, the illusory ideals of his youth were crushed to the ground in less than three months, broken and shattered.

Just entered the industry, the company is also a grass-roots team, the major shareholder is a rich man who invests in the film and television industry for the sake of love, Wu An was only in his early twenties at the time, young and enthusiastic, devoted himself to researching this industry, day and night, exhausted, but nothing The actress who was serving her was not focused on acting at all, she came in late and left early every day, playing big names on the set, offended this one, offended that one, he followed behind and apologized to the ancestors every day.

Even if he took the initiative to accompany the actor to grind the script, he was filming the next day, and only read the lines in a hurry the next day. He stumbled and stumbled countless times, and there were complaints all around. She was like a deaf man, only when Kuo Shao came to visit the set could she look like a working person.

With the big sun and the rest of the crew staring at him, he doubted his choice to come to this industry against his parents' advice all the time.

He looked at the other party's smiling face and 100% acting skills every time in front of the rich young master, and he often felt that he held up a camera and filmed her private acting skills into a movie, and he might even get the best award. heroine.

As long as you put a little effort into your career, you won't make the film that bad.

After less than half a year in the circle, Wu An suffered from depression.

He couldn't sleep well all day long, he said idealistic words to everyone during the day, and he always wore a professional smile, but in a place where there was no one, he was smoking one by one, and it seemed that there was a huge pressure on his chest. He has no strength to move the stone.

He had a falling out with his family, and he didn't even dare to call home for a greeting call at that time.

In this huge strange city, he also has no friends. It is too difficult to have pure friends in this circle.

What's more, he didn't want to tell others about the negative emotions in his heart. Even if he did, others might not understand.

He has infinite loops and self-doubt. As long as he is not in contact with people and the sky is dark, his brain will keep questioning himself, why do you want to enter this circle?

There are so many jobs in this world, and many jobs are decent and earn a lot. Even ordinary jobs, you can go to and from work on time, and spend this life slowly with your family through thick and thin.

Why did he happen to be in his golden age, accompanied by a playwright who wanted to climb into a wealthy family with all his heart and soul?
Occasionally, when he sees young actresses from other people's homes secretly practicing countless times for a movement in the studio next door, he feels like the kind of person who sees sparks in the dark, but he feels that there is any hope in this industry for him to see. The hot blood in the body has not yet dissipated.

When he was used as a backing board and a scapegoat by a female artist for the last time, he slammed his badge in the opponent's face!

go fuck it!What a shit actor!Don't ruin this career!

Wu An was yelling angrily all over his body: I ​​don't want to serve such idiots anymore!

He wants to find someone who can really act and know how to act!
So the boss kicked him out of the company.

With the last few hundred dollars in his pocket, he wandered the streets like a ghost, from day to night. After half a year of working in the dark, he finally saw the bright and psychedelic metropolis at night for the first time. The neon lights, and the different people living in the night.

He sat on the steps of the bustling pedestrian street, beer in one hand and smoke in the other.

Just sitting and looking at the people on the street with confused eyes, the life of ordinary people, ordinary and happy!

A skewer for five yuan can make a young couple laugh for a long time.

But he seemed to have lost the gene for happiness, and he could only look enviously at the happiness of others in Night Breeze.

For a moment, he really wanted to go back to his hometown, back to his parents. He even thought about kneeling down to his serious and rigid father who had been a lifetime, saying that he was wrong.

but……

Hot tears slipped silently in the cold wind.

He really wants to fulfill his ideals in the industry he likes, like those countless outstanding predecessors.

It's not that he can't accept the dark side of this industry, but why can't he see the light while seeing the darkness?
Probably God heard his pleading, when he went to the hospital for a review in the psychiatric department a week later.

On that cold bench, I saw a thin, thin and silent boy.

A 16-year-old boy with fair skin and a calm temperament. He has an extremely cold face. From the hair to the soles of his feet, he exudes the high-end texture that can only be seen in movies. Wu An was shocked by the picture in front of him holding the medical record. land.

He has watched all famous Chinese and foreign movies since he was a child, whether it is a commercial film or a literary film. Lu Zhan, whom he met at the age of 16, had such a temperament that Wu An was full of bullet screens at that time: I am finished!I am done!This boy is so beautiful!The atmosphere is absolutely explosive!
In the movies he had watched, the male protagonist’s face was replaced by the face of the boy in front of him. In his fantasy, he even saw himself attending the world’s top film festival with the grown-up boy...

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