She is soft on my heart

Chapter 166 Powerless
"Xingchen, Xingchen, wake up."

A female voice sounded beside her ears, breaking the mirror-like dream, from blurred to clear, her body was shaken accordingly, Li Xing's skin was as white as jade, his slender eyebrows were furrowed, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and slowly lifted Open your eyes.

She was a classmate in the experimental class, and sat across the aisle from her.

The classmate pointed to the podium and reminded: "Wake up, the teacher is here, class is about to start."

Li Xing gave a soft "um", sat up straight on the table where he was lying on his stomach, reacted for a while, and thanked his classmates.

"Would you like to wash your face?" said the classmate.

Li Xingchen glanced at her watch, there were 2 minutes to go to class, she nodded, got up and went to the toilet to wash her face.

Seeing the splashing water rushing into her palm, Li Xingshen recalled the dream just now.

She dreamed of Jiang Cong's farewell to her that night again, her dark eyes were quiet, without any waves, but seemed a little empty.

When he sat back in his seat, Li Xingchen was fully awake, this is the reality.

When the class bell rang, her eyes fell on the countdown to the college entrance examination next to the blackboard.

There are still 30 days until the college entrance examination.

Time flies so fast.

Jiang Cong dropped out of high school in the second semester of his third year. The young man who never lacked in topics to discuss, and who showed a reckless smile with his lips curled up, suddenly disappeared from everyone's eyes.

Thoroughly.

It's as if this person never existed.

When talking about him, one has to say that the Jiang family behind him, the most popular and richest man in Beihe City, the Jiang family, after the accident, in just two or three months, has been replaced by new business leaders who are constantly vying to become a businessman. In the circle, there is a page of history or lessons for people to chat after tea.

The counterfeit medicine incident and engineering incident of Tengfeng Group became more and more serious when the family members became more and more violent, and the whole network crusade became more and more serious. When the company was pushed to the forefront and was in danger, there was a reversal.

The Jiang family collapsed, and the group with many difficulties had to turn around. Shen Maoli became the largest shareholder with a will signed by Jiang Anchuan, and the group's internal personnel underwent a big change.

As soon as Chairman Shen took office, he paid heavy compensation to the families of the victims, and each family personally visited the door to apologize and save the company's reputation.

Public anger will eventually be pacified, this is the role of time.

The Shen family relied on the declining brother Jiang's family to secure the leading chair in the industry circle, and everyone sighed and sighed.

However, the engineering incident may not be that simple, and the investigation is still ongoing.

Ninth Middle School, as a school sponsored by Tengfeng Group, naturally changed its board of directors, but these upper-level capitals were inseparable from the students studying below, and did not attract much attention.

Returning to the school's punishment of Li Xingchen, they also considered the situation of Jiang's family. Jiang Cong had already dropped out of school, and the student's excellent grades made him write a [-]-word self-criticism, which was cut down to eighth by Li Xiuhua. Hundred.

His reason is: In fact, as an adult, strictly speaking, it is not a puppy love.

School:"……"

His words reminded the school that the leadership held a meeting overnight to amend the school rules and regulations, and changed the puppy love to the school period.

Li Xiuhua felt that it would be better to write a few real questions for the finale of the college entrance examination if he had the time to spend the three thousand characters of paper and ink.

You see, things come and go quickly.

The fiery young man broke into his ordinary life track without permission, set off a turbulent wave and then suddenly separated, it seems that he did not get her consent.

To Li Xingchen, that feeling was not so heartbreaking, it was nothing more than that once she found something related to him, even if it was just a little clue, the pictures of the past would sweep through her mind crazily frame by frame.

What was uncontrollable was that as soon as she stopped, the memories with his aura burrowed into her mind.

Li Xingchen was still very calm, but no one knew better than her that now and in the future, Jiang Cong's shadow would never be seen again.

I won't hear his voice, call her name, and won't have him with me anymore, and then my heart will be stuffy, as if a piece has been dug away, and nothing can fill it.

She could have accepted the mediocrity, but the boy made such a bold stroke, so she couldn't calm down.

Whether it's flat or not doesn't matter.

She doesn't have Jiang Cong anymore.

Li Xingshen devotes herself to her studies, and she doesn't run into those boys so frequently at school anymore. Occasionally, she meets them on the road or passing by the basketball court. They still call her Sister Xing for a simple greeting.

However, Li Xingchen never saw them laughing and messing around like before.

Ru Ling and Ke Manman would sometimes ask her to have dinner together, and Xiao Jia would also chat with her and visit the playground, and she would go there, but remained silent.

They all felt that Li Xingchen had become closed and worried.

But in fact, this is the original Li Xingchen, the little hedgehog who would lock himself up before meeting Jiang Cong, friendly but alienated.

There was a holiday three days before the college entrance examination, and on the afternoon when she left school, Shen Miaoen came to find Li Xingchen.

They sat on the stands of the playground, and the clouds in the distant sky were burning red. They sat for a long time, and no one spoke.

Li Xing got up and left.

Shen Miaoen stood up suddenly, with a crying voice, and said to her back: "I'm sorry."

Li Xingshen stopped in his tracks, but did not turn around, his tone was flat: "Which one are you talking about?"

"I almost hurt you before..." Shen Miaoen couldn't speak, she squatted down with her legs hugged, her voice choked with sobs: "Also, I asked someone to take the photo, I'm sorry..."

Li Xing paused for a few seconds, did not respond to her, and raised his heels.

Shen Miaoen stood up in a panic, "If you see Jiang Cong, can you apologize to him for me..."

She cried louder and covered her face, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't know he would do something like that..."

Li Xingshen's back stiffened, and he turned to look at her, his pupils constricted, "It's the Shen family."

Shen Miaoen still said sorry.

After a long time, Li Xing lowered his eyes, suppressed his turbulent emotions, let go of his clenched hands, and the setting sun fell on her, she said: "I won't see him anymore."

She spoke very softly, Shen Miaoen who was crying could not hear her.

Li Xingchen didn't need her to hear it, because she was speaking for herself.

The college entrance examination is over.There is nothing profound, it is so simple to draw a full stop.

Li Xingshen greatly exceeded the school's expectations, broke the high score and directly won the provincial liberal arts champion, Beihe No. [-] Middle School became famous in the whole city, the province and the whole network.

The day when the college entrance examination was graded was also the day when Li Zhengye and Zhao Hui divorced.

Zhao Hui cheated on her for a year.

On the day of being caught, Zhao Hui was more aggressive than Li Zhengye, Li Zhengye didn't respond and disappeared for a week.

Only a week later, when he reappeared, his hair was already much grayer, and he gave Li Xingchen a bank card, and said without any emotion: "I have done what I should do, and there will be no contact from now on."

Li Xingchen could only say yes, she had to accept that card, otherwise she would not even have the travel expenses to go to university.

Li Yun disappeared after learning of Zhao Hui's cheating. He is an adult and no one can follow him. Zhao Hui wanted her son to go with her, but she couldn't find him.

Li Xingshen has also been looking for Li Yun, but he couldn't find it. A call came in that day, asking her to pay the bill. She saw Li Yun in the alley next to a bar. He was so drunk that he passed out.

Li Xing took him home with a heavy body and single strength, and stayed up all night to take care of him.

Li Yun woke up the next day, and she handed him a glass of water.

"Brother, are you okay? Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Li Yun thumped his dizzy head, looked at her, and suddenly laughed, "What's your name?"

Li Xing Shen moved his lips, but finally did not speak.

He asked, "Is it time to leave? Shencheng?"

Li Xing was taken aback.

Li Yun saw her reaction, "Isn't Shencheng the place grandma always wanted to go? I know it all."

"Brother, we..."

Li Yun looked into her eyes and interrupted her: "Change to another place to live a good life, good and bad, forget about it and move on."

Li Xingchen couldn't hold back the tears anymore.

They all let her move forward.

She was also left alone.

Li Xing wondered if it was because she was not obedient and was abandoned when she was not obedient.

So, she was punished.

Everyone left her.

Li Xingshen did not give full play to her achievements, and went to a city in the south that her grandmother had always wanted to visit but failed to make it to.

Before going to Shencheng, she went back to school, to Class [-], and sat in Jiang Cong's place in a daze for a long time.

It was already sunset when she went out, she walked aimlessly along the streets of the city of Beihe, unknowingly from sunset dusk to nightfall, she arrived in front of the club again.

The club has been demolished and is being renovated into other shops. Li Xingshen stood for a while, and when he was about to leave, a white dumpling suddenly rushed over at his feet.

It was Jiang Tiehammer.Fat cat is not fat anymore.

Its new owner chased it from behind, apologizing to Li Xing Shen while trying to catch it, it screamed and resisted, its claws did not loosen.

Li Xingchen knelt down and hugged it into his arms, stroked it, and it became docile.

The owner was surprised that the cat had never been so obedient.

Jiang Tiechui's glazed eyes seemed to be begging, begging Li Xingchen to take them away.

Li Xing felt uncomfortable for a while, "I can't take you away."

After a while, she stood up and gave the cat to the owner. Jiang Tiechui didn't struggle anymore, as if he sensed her powerlessness and sadness.

Li Xingchen said to his owner: "It's a girl, but its owner gave it an inappropriate name, Jiang Tiehui. It is a bit like its owner. It eats soft but not hard. You need to coax it more. Just listen..."

The new owner looked at the girl in front of him and cried until the end, feeling a little helpless.

Li Xing Shen left, facing the end of the street, alone.

The extended street behind him was intertwined with lights, and the darkness in the corner hid the boy's body.

……

In fact, in that youthful age that seems to have become a long time ago in the blink of an eye, the normal state of juvenile high-spiritedness is enough to make people feel helpless.

We may be able to guess where things are going, but we really can't do anything. We can only watch and watch time step by step, pulling the distance between us farther.

　Cry Liao.This is the end of the abuse.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)