When I teased the actor in the entertainment industry and overturned the car

Chapter 384 I Hope You Can Understand Me
Lu Jingyao was so shocked that he couldn't say any words of comfort, so he could only hug her tightly and give her a solid and warm support.

Shi Yu's eyes didn't know where to fall in the distance, as if caught in boundless memories, her face had no other emotions except indifference.

"But she didn't think there was anything wrong with her. She even felt that it was my father's fault, that my father was incompetent and couldn't give her a better life, but he was unwilling to divorce her and let her find her own happiness. "

"So, she started to quarrel, started to quarrel, but she didn't see how much my dad likes her, even if the family has no money, my dad still doesn't want her to work harder, she doesn't have to do anything every day, she stays at home and dresses up beautifully If you go out once in a while, you will surprise everyone."

"This enviable sense of superiority did not make her proud for a long time. She always wanted more, wanted to be envied by everyone, and wanted to have a better life."

"In the end, my dad died suddenly from overwork, and she chose to leave. At first, I really blamed her and was really sad, because I really wanted to leave with her. No matter how I say it, she spent the most time by my side, She has the deepest relationship with me, and I don't want her to abandon me."

"But at that time, I still liked her more than I hated her. I really started to hate her. After I became sensible, I saw that at my grandma's age, she still had to work hard for me to go to school."

"At that time, Ms. He, the Ms. He who lived a good life, did not provide us with a little help. She let me live the days of worrying about money when I didn't understand the meaning of money, so at that time , I really hate her so much, I even cursed her viciously..."

"..."

Lu Jingyao listened to Shi Yu's story about his past, his tone was calm as if he was telling someone else's story, he just felt his throat was bitter, he couldn't say anything, and he didn't need to say anything, but his hugging Shi Yu became tighter—— —

It's like going through time, hugging that hopeless and helpless little Yu, trying to give her some warmth.

Shi Yu suddenly chuckled, "Do you think I should hate her now?"

However, before Lu Jingyao could answer, she asked and answered, "Actually, after so many years, I can't say that I hate her that much, but I can't be nice to her. Being nice to her will only remind me of the things I have suffered in the past." all kinds of grievances."

"I don't want to think about these unhappiness, and I don't want to be nice to the person who caused me. So you don't have to persuade me, because no matter how much you persuade me, I won't help. As for you..."

Shi Yu raised her head, staring at him with calm black eyes, "I have no right to ask you not to help, but I hope that you can stand by my side and support me unconditionally."

"Even if everyone thinks I'm cold-blooded and desperate to die, I hope you can understand me."

The woman's voice was not loud, and her mood was even considered stable, but when she uttered each word, it made people feel inexplicably painful——

Heavy and distressed.

She knew very clearly that this matter was no longer a simple question of right and wrong, and she didn't want to discuss who was right and who was wrong. She just didn't want the wronged self to go against her will to help people she didn't like.

So even if others don't understand her, she will be accused by others, or even get abused, she doesn't care, it doesn't matter, as long as she is worthy of her own wishes.

(End of this chapter)