I just want to be soft on her

Chapter 45 Dreamland ([-])

Song Cheng lay like this for a whole day, and she didn't do anything this day, just lay like this.

Just crying had exhausted all her strength.

It wasn't until Sunday afternoon that she got up from the bed, and the swelling in her right hand finally got better.

She ate a pack of instant noodles and drank a bottle of yogurt.

Originally, Song Cheng didn't want to eat anything. Although she hadn't eaten anything these two days, she wasn't hungry at all, and she was even a little full.

She took out the unfinished homework from her schoolbag and began to write with her right hand that had not yet subsided.

At ten o'clock in the evening, all homework is done.

Song Cheng climbed onto the bed again, covered her head with the quilt, and closed her eyes.

She woke up at six o'clock in the morning on Monday, and the light in the bedroom was turned on. Song Cheng put her right hand on the white wall and stared at it. Her slender and slender fingers were swollen.

After being silent, she stared at it for a while, then said with a self-deprecating smile: "What can I do? I can't even do math problems well!"

"It's funny, I'm really funny."

Song Cheng licked her lips, "Stop going to school, right? I don't want to go to school, I don't want to take math class..."

She cried again.

Song Cheng turned off the lights again...

After the alarm clock on the bedside table rang, Song Cheng knew that she had to face this day. She got up hard, put on her school uniform, washed up, put on a red scarf, carried her schoolbag, locked the door and went to school.

Each of these steps made her extremely anxious and afraid.

Even in Song Cheng's mind, she has imagined countless times...

The seed of anxiety slowly took root in her body, and in the following years, it grew into a towering tree that could not be eradicated.

At the same time, another disease, depression, was quietly destroying her body and mind in an invisible corner.

Depression and anxiety are concurrent. When they attack together, Song Cheng hurts herself crazily and does not communicate with others.

The two of them accompanied her together, helped her untangle her heart knot, and treated her illness with medicine.

She is much better, but treating mental illness takes a long time to heal.

During the three years of junior high school, Song Cheng tried to go out, get close to nature, and try to do things that she had never done before.

Finally, after graduating from the third year of junior high school, her depression changed from severe to moderate, and her anxiety improved a lot.

For so many years, she has been healing the shadows that remain in her heart every day, almost exhausting all her strength.

Her personality has also changed a lot during the long healing process. She has become more empathetic, empathetic to others, and softer.

In the eyes of outsiders, Song Cheng is gentle, considerate, and a good listener who can comfort everyone.

Everyone rated her as:
She is perfect.

(End of this chapter)