Pampering Handbook of Rich Flowers

Chapter 141 Deletion and Coverage

Flower City.

Today is just an ordinary weekend. The only thing that is different from the past is that it is raining heavily.

Ruan Ning'en was stuck in the flower shop, she didn't have an umbrella.

The rain is getting heavier, the weather is getting later and later, and the temperature in the flower shop is getting lower and lower.

Ruan Ning'en was dressed thinly, and sneezed in the cool air.

Tong Bai has already formed the habit of taking a look outside the flower shop every day after get off work. Whether Ruan Ning'en is in the shop or not, he has to take a look to be at ease.

Through a layer of transparent glass, Ruan Ning'en's thin figure stood by the door with a sad face, watching the rain outside the window.

Tong Bai quickly realized that the other party probably couldn't leave without an umbrella, so he subconsciously looked down at the spare ball umbrella in his car.

Tong Bai drove the car and gave the umbrella to an old man who was hiding under the eaves of a nearby house with a bag of vegetables. The old man thanked him a series of times, and Tong Bai politely said that you are welcome.

He drove the car back to the side of the road closest to Ruan Ningen's flower shop, opened the car door, and ran all the way to her flower shop in the rain.

After seeing Ruan Ning'en in the shop retreating for a moment, Tong Bai didn't enter her flower shop. He stood outside in the rain, allowing the rain to drench himself like a drenched chicken.

"Xiaoen, did you not bring an umbrella today? My car is nearby. Let me take you home, okay?"

Tong Bai was afraid that Ruan Ning'en would be nervous, so he simply shouted at her with his back turned to her.

Ruan Ning'en never responded, Tong Bai just stood in the rain and waited, the cold rain slid down his neat short hair, slipped from his neck into the collar, Tong Bai stood upright, unaffected at all .

"It's raining so hard, it must be difficult to take a taxi outside, and you don't have an umbrella, so are you going to spend the night in this flower shop?"

Tong Bai expressed affection and reason to Ruan Ningen Xiaozhi in a friendly voice: "I won't talk about the cold weather, this commercial street is basically deserted at night, and the monitoring equipment is not perfect, Xiaoen, if you It's really not safe to be here alone."

Tong Bai raised Tong En up little by little by himself, and the growing environment where he was both a father and a brother made him very talkative and chattered endlessly.

In the shop behind her, Ruan Ning'en couldn't help but secretly pursed the corner of her lower lip after listening to his long speech after paragraph after paragraph.

"And I'm not a bad person, Xiaoen, I don't mean anything else, I just want to see that you are stuck in the store and can't go out, so..."

Tong Bai had already babbled to the point of explaining his reason for coming, but before he finished speaking, there was a sudden sound of the door opening behind him.

He paused for a moment, then quickly turned around and saw Ruan Ning'en who was already standing beside him: "Aren't you going to take me home?"

Tong Bai immediately took off his coat and covered Ruan Ning'en's head, protecting her from the rain, and led her towards the direction of his car.

"Which neighborhood do you live in?"

He was also drenched in the rain for a while, and his coat had been soaked through by the rain. It didn't help much at this time, and both of them were wet at the front of their clothes when they got into the car.

Ruan Ning'en refused to be the co-driver and got into the back seat. Tong Bai didn't stop her, and turned on the heating system in the car as soon as she got in the car.

"Where is your home? I'll take you back."

Ruan Ning'en gave an address in a low voice, and while combing her hair that was tangled in the rain with her fingers in the car, she asked him in a low voice, "Why are you here today?"

Tong Bai asked her, "Would you believe me if I said I happened to pass by?"

Ruan Ning'en pursed her lower lip, but did not speak.

Tong Bai curled his lower lip in a self-deprecating manner, and said in a low voice, "Even I don't believe such words."

Ruan Ning'en became even more silent.

Along the way, she didn't say another word until Tong Bai sent her downstairs to the apartment she rented.

Tong Bai got out of the car under the rain, and opened the car door for her: "Xiao En, you are not in good health, and it rained again today, remember to cook a bowl of ginger soup to relieve the cold when you get home."

Ruan Ning'en paused when she was about to run directly into the building, but she turned around hesitantly, and looked up at Tong Bai.

"you……"

She looked worriedly at Tong Bai's drenched attire, she couldn't face him, but seeing him in such a mess because of her made her very uncomfortable.

"Would you like to go to my house and dispose of the wet clothes..."

Ruan Ning'en whispered, "My house has a dryer."

Tong Bai tried his best to restrain the joy that was about to show on his face, and nodded vigorously.

Ruan Ning'en didn't have much money, and lived in an old community. There was no elevator in the dilapidated Tongzi building, and the aisles in the building were very narrow, barely allowing two people to walk side by side.

She didn't want Tong Bai to walk by her side, but she was even more afraid of Tong Bai walking behind her. These were the shadows Xue Zhilin left for her in the past.

So she asked Tong Bai to walk in front of her.

"I live on the fifth floor, you go first, and I will follow behind you."

The two arrived at Ruan Ning'en's house one after the other. The overall room was about [-] square meters, with one bedroom, one living room and one bathroom. Although the sparrow was small and well-equipped, Ruan Ning'en arranged it very warmly.

She took some dried flowers that could not be sold in the store and put them in every corner of the room, so that the room could smell a light fragrance of flowers as soon as you entered the door.

Tong Bai looked at her living room curiously for a while, Ruan Ning'en took a bath towel and handed it to him, asking him to wipe her dripping hair.

When Tong Bai took it, he watched her deeply and spoke to her.

"Xiao En, your house is very beautiful."

Ruan Ning'en took a step back nervously under his gaze, while Tong Bai looked at her fixedly without any other movements, so she let go of her guard and reluctantly lowered her head and smiled.

"thanks……"

Tong Bai said casually: "I remember when we were together, you mentioned that the house you live in in the future may not be big, but you must have a bouquet of flowers every day."

He looked at the vase in the corner and smiled slightly: "Now, you have done it."

Ruan Ning'en was stunned for a moment, she was stunned for a moment because Tong Bai's words had aroused some particularly profound memories.

She just said it casually back then, but she didn't expect that he would still remember it to this day.

idiot...so stupid...

He is so good, but she has already rotted away, how could she bear to delay him like this any longer.

A flash of determination flashed in Ruan Ning'en's eyes, she closed her eyes, endured the sour tears in her eyes and said softly: "If a person is dirty, no matter how good the house is, it's useless."

Tong Bai's expression suddenly changed, and he frowned and looked in Ruan Ning'en's direction.

She shrank her shoulders and stood about three steps away from him, her eyes were full of humiliation and sadness, and she asked him with a trembling voice in the way of revealing her scars: "Tong Bai, do you understand what I want to express?"

Tong Bai lowered his head and sat silently on the sofa, his movements of wiping himself with a bath towel had stopped, his movements were as stiff as a statue, only blinking his eyes from time to time proved that he was still alive.

Ruan Ning'en continued to speak softly with tears in her eyes: "Thank you very much today, but... But you should stop doing this in the future, I don't need you to do this, you have been paying so much attention to me, and it will cause me some trouble, I will always give I can't get the response you want..."

As soon as the words were finished, Tong Bai stood up suddenly, looking straight at Ruan Ning'en with a pair of sharp eyes, and spoke heavily.

"Do you really know what I want?"

The hand at the side had already been clenched into a fist unconsciously. He approached her step by step, and as he moved forward, she backed up step by step until she had no way out, and her body shrank against the cold ice. of the wall.

"No matter what you want, what you want from me, I can't give it to you..." Ruan Ning'en resisted the thought of dodging and running away, took a deep breath, suddenly raised her head and looked into Tong Bai's eyes, her tone He retorted firmly and choked back.

"Tong Bai, you can't even imagine what I've been through. Although I look like a person now, my soul is riddled with holes and full of insects and ants."

"I'm not the me you knew a long time ago. I'm so dirty that even I despise and disgust myself. You can recognize the reality and stop pestering me. Stay away from me, okay! Uh...you... ..."

Tong Bai suddenly lowered his head and resisted the rest of the words with an angry kiss.

That's right, anger, Ruan Ning'en could clearly feel that he was angry.

But why is he angry, why is he angry when he treats her like this?
Ruan Ning'en struggled fiercely, Tong Bai quickly let go of her lips, she subconsciously raised her arm high up to hit him, Tong Bai didn't dodge or dodge, there was a passion in her eyes that made her shudder, stared straight at her.

"Xiao En, what standard do you use to judge whether a person is dirty or not?"

he asked her coldly.

Ruan Ning'en finally took her hand back feebly, and stared at him with tears in her eyes: "Do you know what I've been through?"

Tong Bai stared at her deeply: "No matter what you have experienced, you did not do it voluntarily. Even if you comment with dirty words, the dirty ones are those who persecute you, not yourself."

Ruan Ning'en shed a stream of tears and looked at him in despair: "Tong Bai, you are not me, you have never experienced what I have experienced, so you will never understand how much I will pay for this, how much I will do. What a nightmare, how dirty my hands are stained with blood... um..."

Different from the angry kiss just now, Tong Bai's kiss this time is much more lingering, but this time, his control over Ruan Ning'en is more domineering, so that she can no longer struggle like last time.

"If you want something to disappear completely, the most effective way is never to delete it, but to cover it."

This is the treatment plan given by the psychiatrist recommended by Tong En after learning about Ruan Ningen's external symptoms.

At that time, Tong Bai was very shocked, and repeatedly confirmed to the other party several times, did she mean that she wanted him to approach the current Ruan Ning'en in a... way.

After getting an affirmative answer from the other party, Tong Bai paid the other party's medical expenses, and then blocked her immediately.

Because he felt... absurd, incomparably absurd.

But right now, he didn't know what he was thinking, and the words that the doctor said to him kept echoing in his mind, and he couldn't help but behaved completely inconsistent with the rules of dealing with things in the first half of his life.

This kiss was very long, it was so long that Ruan Ning'en finally lost all strength, and even lost the movement of struggling, Tong Bai let her go.

"You can't treat me like this, what's the difference between you and that person!"

Almost at the same time Tong Bai let go, Ruan Ning'en's eyes were red with anger.

"I did this to you regardless of your wishes. Do you think I'm dirty now?"

Tong Bai stared at Ruan Ning'en seriously, and asked her a question in a low voice.

Ruan Ning'en looked at him with red eyes, but did not give an answer immediately.

With the answer in his mind, Tong Bai looked at her deeply again and asked, "Then do you think I've made you dirty by treating you like I did just now?"

Ruan Ning'en remained silent, but her beautiful cheeks were slightly redder.

So Tong Bai smiled, with a slight smile, he looked down at her and said, "So it's not that things are wrong, it's that people are wrong."

Ruan Ning'en's tears fell down in a daze, and she suddenly raised her hand and slapped him, the movement was not heavy, it was more like a light touch than a slap, when she finally dropped her palm.

Tong Bai suddenly leaned over and carried the man on his shoulders, Ruan Ning'en exclaimed: "Tong Bai, let me go! You have no right to treat me like this."

Tong Bai took her directly to the bedroom, and while walking, he controlled the struggling Ruan Ning'en, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Ruan Ning'en: "???"

She is put on the bed by Tong Bai.

"sorry."

His body moved closer to her.

"sorry."

He placed tender kisses on her thin neck.

"sorry."

Tong Bai's words were full of politeness and apology, but his actions were not polite at all.

Ruan Ning'en's mind was full of shock and other inexplicable emotions, Tong Bai's attitude changed too quickly and was not affected by any of her words.

When the shower outside the window first stopped, Ruan Ning'en finally threw away her helmet and armor and gave up all resistance.

She closed her eyes impatiently, the sounds around her were extraordinarily clear at this moment, she could hear Tong Bai's gentle and heavy sorry, but she couldn't hear the sound of raindrops pattering outside the window.

Ah, the rain has stopped.

Why did she let him in to shelter from the rain.

Even if she asks him to go now, he probably won't go.

A low male voice suddenly sounded hoarsely: "I'm sorry, Xiaoen."

Ruan Ning'en raised her head impatiently, curled up her toes, and bit her lip.

Tong Bai was right in saying something, some things made her feel disgusted, not necessarily because of the disgusting things themselves, but because of wrong people.

She actually feels better now, far less embarrassing than she thought.

But what exactly is he apologizing for?

"I should have done this to you sooner."

Tong Bai quickly gave her the answer.

Ruan Ning'en opened her eyes in disbelief, unable to believe what she heard.

Tong Bai quickly covered her eyes with his hands, he didn't dare to see what he looked like in her eyes.

"I mean... maybe that's what I should have done to you before you went abroad."

He looked at Ruan Ning'en's blushing complexion, and said in a hoarse voice.

Ruan Ning'en froze for a moment, recalling many, many things that happened between the two of them in a daze, those memories were really too far away for her now, as far away as in her previous life, as if they were illusory dreams.

Before she went abroad, she sent Tong Bai a message, which was simply a hotel room number.

She had thought about giving him her clean self, otherwise she would not have been able to face him with her broken body and soul.

"Tong Bai, I hate you."

Recalling the past, Ruan Ning'en had countless regrets and heartaches, and she shed tears of grievance.

Why didn't he come back then? If he had come back then, she wouldn't have had regrets in her heart all her life after being trapped by Xue Zhilin.

"Okay, hate it..."

(End of this chapter)