Quick Transmigration: The sickly big guy held me in his arms and kissed me

Chapter 981 Extra Story: Xiao Hemin
The second prince of the Kingdom of Wisland, Xiao Hemin.

These two, one is my identity and the other is my name.

But my name isn't quite mine either, because I stole it from my mother.

My identity is not entirely my identity, because this identity is also snatched from others.

My mother is a little dancing girl from the East, she doesn't have any profound background, but she has a trace of wizard's blood in her body, and she knows a little funny magic.

For example, let the sparrow stop and fall to the ground to listen to her.

For example, freely manipulate animals such as peacocks, control the opening of the screen or perform.

The king of Wisland was very interested in these things. He saw that my mother was beautiful and knew some strange things, so he kept her as his concubine.

The king had many concubines and many sons.Therefore, even if a son is born, the mother cannot be ranked.

In the fourth year after giving birth to me, my mother's figure was out of shape. Even though her face was made beautiful with some makeup, the king didn't bother to look at her again.

Mother said: "It's all your fault! If it wasn't your fault! How could I be out of shape?!"

Because his mother was not favored, Yuefeng was also deducted.Every winter, we don't have enough clothes to eat.

My mother felt that everything in this world was my fault, so when she was bullied outside, she would come back to find me to vent her anger.

I don't think I'm innocent, I just feel that I deserve it, that I have no identity and ability, and I'm too weak.

So when I saw my mother using those spells to control animals, I couldn't help but think in my mind.

"It would be nice if the term could manipulate people."

Because I have no money, I can't learn anything, and I have plenty of time, so I started to study my mother.

Study her every move, study her every frown and smile.

I remember what name she gave me in the first place, but it's been too long since I've been called, so I forgot.

Therefore, I feel that I have learned everything, and I will use the name directly.

Finally, one day, I used my mother's chicks to experiment with her spells.

"I made it."

I just stared into the chick's eyes like that, and I told it, don't move.

The chicken didn't move.

I told it to jump down that staircase.

The chick really jumped.

The chick died.

I don't feel guilty, I think the chick deserves it.It is not as strong as me, so it should be bullied.

Later, I tried to use it to control others, but failed several times.I don't know why.

Can I only control little things like chickens?
My mother discovered my attempt at witchcraft a few days later.

I will never forget her terrified face.

I know what my mother is afraid of.

She is afraid that I will become a better performer than her, and she is afraid that I will not be able to entertain others in the future.

I think it's ridiculous, she's incompetent, weak, and jealous, how stupid is that?

That night, I was almost beaten to death by my mother, and my eyes were about to be pierced by my mother.

But my luck wasn't bad that night.

Just when my mother met my eyes, I followed my mother's usual appearance and snapped my fingers.

"Snapped."

I said, "Get away from me."

Mother obediently complied.

I understood in an instant that the reason for snapping my fingers was to implement terminology.Witchcraft is also quite ritualistic.

At the same time, I knew the reason why my mother wanted to stab me blind.

When the magician uses the term, he must chant the spell.

But I'm different, I started from controlling the chick, and I controlled it only with my eyes and consciousness.

Then why couldn't I control people some time ago?
I also understand.

This power grows with me as I grow up.

My mother only learned to control chickens and ducks when she was 26 years old, but I did it in the fifth year of life.

I'm excited because I'm different from those mediocre people who don't know it, who are greedy and full of desire.

The next moment, I gave an order to my mother.

"Blind my own eyes."

Mother did.She is blind.useless.

And I am the only practitioner in this country.

I don't feel sorry for my mother, she deserves it.Who made her weaker than me?

That night, my mother's howling could be heard by all, and they came to visit me, and they brought me before the king.

The king looked at the dirty me, and instantly frowned in disgust.

He said, "This is Xiao Hemin's son? He grew up after his mother, with a blue face and a troublesome appearance."

"I heard that you stabbed your mother blind? Still using terminology."

"Can you really control people?"

"What's your name?"

I replied: "Of course it can be controlled."

"My name is Xiao Hemin, Your Majesty, would you like to come forward and have a look?"

The stupid king was not vigilant at all, he only had a bodyguard beside him, and then he just stared at me like that.

And stupidly curious.

Maybe he saw that I was too young, so he relaxed his vigilance.

But... young age and great ability are not in conflict.

"Your name is Xiao Hemin too? It's the same name as your mother."

I smiled and said nothing, just snapped my fingers.

"Snapped."

I give the order.

"From now on, obey my orders."

The foolish king listened to me with glazed eyes.

The guard next to me saw this and wanted to cut me down.

"Snapped."

I give the order again.

"Obey my orders from now on."

But the guards didn't follow my order and even arrested me.

At that time, I understood a rule.

Witchcraft doesn't work on people with higher psychic abilities than myself.

I exhaled, fortunately that king is weak enough.Otherwise, I am the one who is dead now.

Although the guards caught me, I controlled the king and let the guards let me go.Not only that, but I also promise that as long as the guard keeps his mouth shut, I will grant him glory and wealth.

The guards agreed, and I also jumped from an unfavored beggar prince to the honorable second prince of Wisland.

Mother was thrown in prison by the King for cruelty, and I visited twice.

For the first time, she scolded me for not being human, saying that I was a demon, and regretting how she gave birth to such a monster as me.

The second time, she knelt there neatly and begged me to grant her gold and silver treasures, saying that I was her treasure, and she was blind and didn't recognize me before.

I laughed, and I told her a lesson I learned from her.

"Mother, don't make excuses for your cowardice."

"If you lose, you lose."

"Thank you for your name, but you are of no use anymore."

After that, I never saw my mother again.

She might have been released, or she might have died in a cell, but I didn't care.

I began to delve into martial arts, learning the methods of melee combat, wielding blades like those knights, and exercising my spirit.

After four years, I have learned something.

I controlled most of Visland's major nobles without much trouble.

I feel that life has become really boring because no one can beat me.

It was then that I heard a rumor from a hostile country.

A monster who grew up rapidly, even though she was only eighteen or nineteen years old, she was already sitting on the position of the general of the empire, and she was a genius girl who had never lost a battle.

It just so happened that the battle between Wisland and Sri Rand was going on on the front line.

I had nothing to do, so I became interested and wanted to meet her for a while.

She stands up, I break the formation.

She charged and I turned around.

In short, after going back and forth many times like this, I found that I really liked the girl opposite me more and more.

As soon as I saw it, I knew that the person on the other side was definitely not an ordinary person! !She is as strong as I am! !The one who is above everyone else!

I think this kind of person should stay by my side. I think this girl is my companion.

The girl's name is...

Jin Qian.

—

I investigated her secretly and discovered her true identity.

Like me, she was born with a lower status than others, and suffered a lot of injustice in her childhood.

Like me, I have no mother, and I have some blood from the ancient oriental country on my body.

Like me, I am a strong man who will not admit defeat.

Our identity experiences are strikingly similar.

I have a strong feeling, I feel, that she should belong to me.

One day, I counted the day to meet Jinqian, and finally met her.

I wanted to arrest him by force, but I didn't expect that the other party also had a lot of preparations.

That day, I saw Jin Qian's face.

It was like the bright moon in the sky, its high and untouchable appearance, its fresh and refined temperament and the atmosphere of kaolin flowers made me fall in love with it instantly.

Such looks, such talents...

I confirm that the two of us are destiny.

Only Jinqian is the one who stands out from the crowd, the only one who is suitable for me in this group of weak people.

I wanted her to stand by my side and punish the whole world with me, but she seemed very dissatisfied with me.

She expressed disgust and incomprehension at the way I killed people.

I was so sad that my only companion didn't understand me.

I do not know what to do.

Since I don't want to be a companion, I have no choice but to eradicate her.

...

Later, I withdrew from the field and Sri Rand was victorious.

In the name of peace between the two countries, I quietly planted my influence into Sri Rand.

Although Jinqian is difficult to deal with, but fortunately, her king is really too stupid.

Moreover, although Jinqian looks invincible, her weakness is too obvious.

I approached Jinqian's younger sister Katana and controlled her with witchcraft.

They are really easy to control.

That day, when I was sending Katana back to Silver Moon Palace, I saw a portrait of Jin Qian there.

The girl in the portrait looks back, her purple eyes are full of tenderness and love.

I was stunned for a moment, and I couldn't help but start to crave this love in my heart.

If... If this gaze is directed at me, and this love belongs to me, how good would it be?

There is a desire in my heart.

I don't want to eradicate Jin Qian anymore.

I want to destroy her wings, and then bind her with a cage, so that she will only look at me forever.

Like a canary in a golden cage, it can't go anywhere but please me alone.

—

I united with other countries to launch a siege to the dominant Sri Rand and successfully captured it.

I tied up Jinqian's younger sister, Katana, and waited for Jinqian's arrival.

As I expected, Jinqian, who had a mental breakdown, came to rescue her sister soon.

Surprisingly, she was so stubborn.

I would rather die than surrender to me.

I had no choice but to kill Katana first, and then kill Jinqian.

Who let her ruin the appearance and body that I am so proud of.

This time I really suffered a big loss.

However, looking at Jinqian dying there, I felt a little empty somewhere in my heart.

What is it that disappeared in my heart?

—

Ten years have passed.

Wislan successfully invaded Sri Rand and regained most of the territory.

Wisland replaced Sri Rand as the next great empire.

And I, from a nameless beggar, became a noble second prince, and then became the most authoritative person in the world.

King of Visland.

Although I have the most honorable status in the world and enjoy the rights that no one can enjoy, my life is still boring.

In my eyes, everyone has become weak, and everyone has no value in life.

Their only value is to amuse me with death.

But even this kind of thing, they can't do well.

I began to miss Jinqian often.

Miss bickering with her, teasing her.

I miss her disdain for my face and her unceremonious voice.

I think this may be because people are too free and think too much.

If she was still alive and I didn't kill her, wouldn't it be so boring at this moment?
—

Another decade passed.

My age is definitely not young.

I have killed more people than I can count myself.

Those people shouted justice in their mouths, and they all came to plot rebellion and crusade against me.

However, they are weak.

The weak have no rights.

I put to death every person who came to invade my domain, and I bore countless lives on my hands.

I looked at the corpses all over the floor, but I couldn't arouse any interest.

The only value of the weak is to please the strong.And they, even this only value is gone.

I feel lonely and I want to find someone of my kind.

But on this continent, there is no one who can match me.

So I started to miss Jinqian again.

Day and night I missed the moment when we fought against each other, and then I ordered people to dig out Jin Qian's bones.

Her body was buried on the top of the mountain by the remaining Sri Lankan people and worshiped day and night.

I put her gouged skull at my side.

I looked at the bones, and suddenly, my body and mind were greatly satisfied.

It was as if a lonely soul found comfort.

I started reading, sleeping, and eating with my skull in my arms... when I did all this, it seemed as if Jinqian was by my side.

We are like a true lover, sooner or later there is not a moment apart.

I understand, I haven't been able to forget Jinqian after all.

Because we are destiny.

Because the only one who can understand me is Jin Qian.

—

Another day, I ordered people to find witchcraft books from the ancient eastern country.

Since those witchcraft can control human beings, there must be terms that can resurrect people.

But no matter how I searched or looked, there was nothing related to witchcraft.

I found all the people from the East, but none of them knew how to resurrect people.

I was so angry that I wanted to strangle all the Orientals in one fell swoop.

That's when someone spoke out about a forbidden witchcraft.

A sorcery that is said to be able to take out one's soul and go to the side of the person one misses.

I couldn't be more excited.

Since I can't revive Jinqian, then let me go to her side.

According to the words of the man from the east, I killed many more people, and then burned them together to perform a huge spell.

That day, thick smoke billowed, and red flames engulfed the entire palace.

Step by step I stepped into the flames and burned myself.

The severe pain constantly devoured my rationality.

But I am not afraid.

Because I've had enough of this boring world.

Even if I die, I am very excited when I think that I will be able to go to Jinqian's side immediately.

Ahhh - what should I say if I do see her?

haven't seen you for a long time?

I miss you?

I closed my eyes, thinking of Jinqian, ending my own life.

-

I do not know how long it has been.

My head hurts.

I opened my eyes.

I'm shocked I'm not dead.

Doesn't it mean that after death, one will become a spirit body?Why do you still have a body?

Not only physically, but also spiritually.

It's like rebirth.

I looked at myself and then around.

I knew immediately what time I was.

Because Katana was wearing a wedding dress, staring blankly at the front, and the stupid Emperor Coster was constantly bragging about his strength.

This time... was when I hadn't held Katana hostage yet, and when Jinqian went to the border guard.

I was overjoyed that the witchcraft had worked.

I couldn't wait to stand up, wanting to find Jinqian.

"Second prince? What's wrong with you?"

"Yes, Second Prince, where are you going?"

"The wedding ceremony will start soon."

I hate this group of cockroaches who have no self-knowledge.

How dare you block my way.

I want to kill this group of ignorant people.

As a result, before I could react, the ceiling of the palace suddenly collapsed.

I avoided the falling wall and sat on the side.

I was trying to figure out what happened, when suddenly a familiar person jumped down from the palace.

I couldn't believe it, because the person who appeared in front of me and fell from the sky was not someone else, but...

Jin Qian.

It's what I've been thinking about for decades, even using forbidden techniques, my destiny, my companion, my lover! !
But I immediately regained my sanity.

Why did Jin Qian appear here?

At this time...she should be fighting at the border.

Then, I saw Jinqian raised her knife, grabbed those nobles in the hall, and began beheading and executing them one by one.

Watching Jinqian dance sword among them, accompanied by my favorite blood and death, like a smart butterfly dancing.

My heart floats with it.

I really want to rush to her now, tell her how much I miss her, tell her how lonely I used to be.

But I can't, I can't scare her.

Jinqian noticed me, and her cold eyes still made me very excited, very excited, happier than in the past few decades.

I said to her with great interest.

"General Jin, what a surprise."

"What kind of stimulation did you receive today? You are so bold."

Jinqian didn't speak, just aimed at me, as if she wanted to kill me on the spot.

With Yi Jinqian's personality, she is not very reckless.

There must be a reason for her to do so.

I thought, does Jinqian also have memories from the past?That's why...

"General Jin, long time no see."

"Are you here to steal the marriage?"

"This really blows my mind."

"It's just that the process is a little brutal, but I like it."

I opened my mouth tentatively.

However, Jinqian didn't pay attention to it at all, and even attacked again.

I panicked, I don't want to kill her in this life, but I don't want to die here either.

I tried my best to avoid her attack and continued to talk.

Later, I had no choice but to take out Katana and use her to threaten Jinqian again.

"General Jin, you can't kill me."

"Di Ji has already been controlled by me in a 'some way'. If I die, she will die with me."

"General, are you willing to let your favorite sister die in front of your eyes?"

"Oh, of course. If you don't believe me, I can prove it to you. As long as... as long as you obey me obediently..."

"I won't hurt Di Ji."

In the end, Jinqian said in reverse:

"prove?"

"Prove what."

"Demonstrate your ability to 'term'?"

I froze, unbelievable.

"How do you know... Could it be, could it be that you too..."

It is a person who has the memory of 'past life' just like me.

Jinqian seemed to be speeding up, her body became extremely sensitive, and it pierced through my body almost instantly.

I don't understand, even if she has memory, Jinqian should know that if I die, her sister Katana will not live either.

Then why does she still...?
"Can't kill you? How can I not kill you?"

"Your Highness, Second Prince, I think it's really you who are naive."

I was breathing heavily, and my brain gradually became blurred.

Listening to Jinqian's mocking voice, I raised my face, wondering what was going on.

But I raised my head, and saw that it was indeed Jinqian who raised her hand and snapped her fingers lightly, just like me.

Afterwards, Jinli, who seemed to have been sucked out of her soul, suddenly woke up, breathing in fresh air.

"Huha... Huha..."

"Sister...sister? Sister...how are you..."

I watched everything in shock.

I don't know, how can Jinqian also use 'terms'?
This is obviously only possible because of the blood of the witch race...

I asked: "Could it be... Are you also the blood of the witch clan?"

Jinqian snorted coldly and laughed.

"how could it be possible."

I reached out, trying to reach her.

"Then...then how do you..."

"boom-!"

Swords and guns are ruthless, I was reborn for half a moment, and then died again.

again……

I fell into darkness in a daze.

Even though I really want to know the truth of everything, but now I don't have any spare energy to continue thinking.

I fell into endless darkness and lost all ability to think.

I don't regret it, and I don't complain either.

It's just that I have become weaker than Jinqian and have no value, so I died.

It is normal for the weak to lose.

I am very happy to die in Jinqian's hands.

I………

-

I am not dead.

I do not know how it happened.

I am like a tiny bug growing on a towering tree.

I can realize that I am above Jinqian's soul, but I am not noticed by Jinqian at all.

Occasionally, when I am conscious, I can follow Jinqian to see the outside world.

I will see that Jinqian is always joking, talking about love, and interceding with different people in different appearances.

Sometimes I collect some black energies, and those energies will make me bigger and bigger and keep my consciousness longer and longer.

Suddenly, I thought of what the oriental man who used the forbidden technique said.

"Your Majesty the King, as long as you use this forbidden technique, you will be able to go to your lover's side."

"No matter where it is, you can never escape her soul."

Beside her, I can only use this small appearance, and she doesn't know my existence at all.

I don't like the feeling of being weak.

After mastering the method of absorbing energy, every time I wake up and become conscious, I absorb a lot of energy.

I want to make myself stronger quickly.

—

I don't know how long it took, but I was finally able to control my own strength, and completely detached from Jinqian's body.

Now I can no longer be called a human being at all.

I am the sum of all evils, a monster that has completely lost its human form.

I'm trying to find a test subject.

A human named Herot.

I awakened all his memories and tried to integrate myself with his, into his spiritual world.

I want to take his body.

I succeeded.

But at the same time that I succeeded and completely mastered Helot, Herot was killed by Jinqian.

And Jinqian was going to another world.

I turned back into a black soul body, wrapped around Jin Qian's body, and changed the world with her.

Now I have enough strength.

—

In the new world, there is a human named Linanna.

There is a force about her that I can't resist.

This time I quickly separated from Jinqian, and found a human being who is not weak.

His name is Leon.

I merged myself with him, gave him strength, and helped him avenge.

In three years, I cultivated everything, mastered the information, killed all the Suval family members, and welcomed Jinqian's arrival.

I created a dream, a very happy dream.

I used to think that Jinqian would definitely like it.

She will definitely want to see me.

But I was wrong again.

Jinqian doesn't like my dream, she wants to kill me again.

I don't understand, am I so guilty and worthy of death?

I killed her sister and her people, but so what?
They are so weak, shouldn't they die?
What I care about is obviously only her.

Since you can't take possession gently, you can only take it forcefully.

I want to fuse Jinqian with me, so that she will never be able to escape from me.

That way, she has no choice but me.

"I obviously love you so much..."

Why don't you want to look at me?
I have followed you for thousands of years.But you don't even want to give me a smile.

"Love me? No, Xiao Hemin, you are wrong."

"You don't know what love is at all."

"Although I can't say I understand it [-]%, but it is definitely not your deformed look."

"If you insist on talking about love...Compared to me, the only one you love is yourself."

I wanted to deny it, but Jinqian didn't believe me at all.

No, I'm not, I'm not.

"Don't understand love? General Jin, you say I don't understand love??"

"No, how is this possible?! I love you! In order to meet you, you don't know what I have done! In order to follow you, you don't know how many dark years I have spent!!"

"From the first moment I saw you, I knew you were my destiny!!"

Jinqian said:

"Love has always been protection, not harm. The so-called love you call is nothing but possessiveness for me, nothing more than your determination to win or lose."

guard?

I don't understand, what is guarding?

What is there to guard?
What else can be protected?
"Goodbye, Xiao Hemin."

"Never see you again."

After saying this, Jin Qian suddenly fell down.

I opened my eyes wide in horror, did Jinqian leave this world again? !
Is she gone again? !
No, no, I have to go too...

I also want!
Take me away, take me away, Jin Qian, take me away.

I don't want to be alone anymore, I don't want to be alone anymore.

Don't leave me, don't abandon me.

Even if I'm distorted, even if my darkness makes you sick, even if I'm embarrassing... please don't abandon me...

don't want……

do not leave Me.

I……

Suddenly, I trembled all over, as if I sensed something.

I look up.

It was a powerful thunder that fell from the sky.

Instinct let me know that this thunderbolt must not be an ordinary lightning strike.

With this blow, I will definitely be completely wiped out.

Run... I must run quickly.

I clearly think so in my heart, and I obviously think so in my brain...

But my limbs are not obedient.

All the power in my body gathered together, and I hugged Jinqian tightly without my intention.

Even if it's just an empty shell.

Even Jinqian no longer exists.

I also……

...

Love is guarding.

Jin Qian said so.

I wanted to cry but held Jinqian in my arms, and met the blow.

If I tell her that I have also protected her, will she believe that my love is love.

If...if I still have if, then in my next life, I want to be a good person.

Because Jinqian would like it.

If I can't get close to her as a human being, I will only hurt her...

Then I want to be the cloud, I want to be the sea, I want to be the sky and the earth.

Because of this, she might not be able to reject me anymore.

In this way, she will smile at me.

ahh-

I'm going to die.

Leave no dust, leave no trace...

I slowly closed my eyes.

As an evil, I ushered in an ending that matched me.

Really deserve it.

However, even if everyone in the world abuses me, I don't think it matters.

I don't hate.

Because I can die in her arms without any regrets.

I think…

Time... let's take a little longer... It's better to freeze me in this place forever...

Best, let me be in her warm arms forever, embracing her.

most………

most…

　Everyone, see you in the next book~~

　　
　
(End of this chapter)