Looking directly at the ancient gods for a whole year

It’s a headache when patients don’t follow doctor’s orders, but following them too closely can also have side effects.

Obviously, the essence is to give something to oneself, including the method that seems to be in bad taste, but if you think about it carefully, it is normal and impeccable.

However, what is truly abnormal is that in the process of doing these things, the consciousness separates itself from the outside.

Every word in the message was about himself, and the action plan was also quite targeted, but it only inspired almost negligible calls.

This is undoubtedly a different kind of inconsistency.

Ms. Sissi has learned to enjoy the mismatch between knowledge and action in her own advice, even to the point of self-training in a playful manner.

As expected of a person suffering from paranoia for many years, ordinary people don't have such flexible control ability.

  As for the question asked by Xixi just now, why didn't I point it out, but instead gave her the answer she liked to hear?

no need.

To this world, I am an exception, which does not affect the practicality of this black box thinking operation.

There is no need to rush to break the safe zone of her "inner world".

"Thank you, but I can't accept the reward without doing anything. Should I do something?"

Fu Qian did not show any sign of loss at all regarding the loss of a house, and even took the initiative to pay attention to labor-management issues.

"It's okay, just consider it as a prepayment—"

It can be seen that Fu Qian really likes this gift. Xixi is also very satisfied with this development and tells him not to take it to heart.

"Tell me more about your special experience back then and what details you can still recall."

However, her generosity was interrupted in an instant. With a gentle look in his eyes but racking his brains, Fu Qian smiled and gave a suggestion.

……

“We lived together most of the time before my mother passed away.”

It was clearly the other party who offered the reward, and theoretically I could have refused it, but under the gaze of those eyes, it was so difficult to say the relevant words.

"She was very kind to me, but she hadn't come back before I fell asleep that day, so I was awakened by the thunder and wanted to go see if she was there..."

After hesitating for a while, Sissi actually responded directly to the request and fell into more distant memories.

"And then you saw two identical versions of her sitting together? Did they do or say anything else?"

Fu Qian always has a good memory for important information.

"No, they didn't say anything... But the one sitting closer to me seemed to turn her head and take a look while I was stunned."

As if she was forced into a scene that she didn't want to face, the joy on Sissi's face had completely disappeared and her voice became low.

Of course, although his emotions are very expressive, as the attending physician, Fu Qian knows that his credibility is not that high.

This person has a great talent in neurology, and he would probably be a talented person if he was sent to the columbarium.

At this moment, the evolution of the black box of thinking is undoubtedly advancing by leaps and bounds.

"But that was all. After I ran away, nothing else happened. They didn't chase me, nor did they come looking for me..."

At this time, Sissi's weirdness continued, and the complex emotions reached their climax with the last sentence.

"I'm sorry. I can imagine how you feel - describe the shape of the hand axe."

Fu Qian didn't mind joining in the fun and glanced at Xixi's wrist while speaking.

……

"What's the point?"

The hand almost subconsciously retracted. Although Fu Qian's question was quite jumpy, Sissi, as the person involved, knew clearly what he was referring to and was obviously very sensitive to some things. The nightmare-like experience ended with her chopping off one of her hands with a collectible hand axe.

It even left a scar, proving that it was not just a dream.

"Yes, if you describe it in more detail, I might be able to help you find that lost item someday."

Fu Qian did not let her go easily and continued to paint a bright future for her.

“Not too big, very delicate…”

Obviously she didn't expect this to be the reason. After staring at Fu Qian for a while, Xixi seemed to have chosen to believe it and began to describe it slowly.

"It has a hollow pattern on it, so it's not very heavy..."

It makes sense. Otherwise, even if a child is extremely angry, it is hard to imagine that he can operate such a weapon.

“Do you remember the shape of the pattern?”

Nodding slightly, acknowledging the rationality, Fu Qian continued to confirm the details.

"Remember……"

And it really did not disappoint her expectations. After a little hesitation, Sissi not only nodded in agreement, but even walked aside to get a pen and paper and started sketching.

Although Fu Qian is not an artist, one can seem to sense something called professionalism just from the gestures and movements she makes when holding a pen.

From this point of view, the previous recognition of Tan Ying's painting level seems to be increasing in value.

……

"After all, it's been so many years, I can only remember the general idea."

Fu Qian didn't have to wait too long. Soon Xixi put down her pen and handed over the results.

“It really looks very exquisite.”

The curved blade is elegant and the texture is unique.

Fu Qian took the simple sketch and looked at the not-so-complicated lines.

Besides, this person is still too modest. Although it is a casual depiction, the details are rich. At a glance, one can seem to feel the brutality of the original object.

I'm afraid this thing often appears in Ms. Sissi's midnight dreams.

“So it can really be found?”

It was obviously a strange feeling to be praised for the weapon that had hurt her. Sissi frowned slightly, and the next moment she expressed doubts about what she had said before.

"Not sure, but I'll try to keep an eye out, and wish us luck."

Without even taking the picture away, Fu Qian handed it back.

However, although the speech sounds like a blank check, Fu Qian is definitely not just talk.

The nature of the three dangerous days that changed Ms. Sissi's outlook on life cannot be fully determined at present, but one thing should be relatively clear, that is, the missing hand axe was most likely taken away by a predecessor.

As for the two mothers she saw, Fu Qian speculated that one of them was most likely a senior in disguise.

After all, they are elites trained in the warehouse. Even if they can't achieve my level of proficiency in character creation, it's not surprising that they have props that can help do similar things.

Therefore, it may not be very meaningful to really look for it according to that map, but under the right circumstances, it may be used as a landmark to identify the traces of predecessors.

In that case, not only would he have an additional intelligence advantage, but he might also be able to successfully trace the origin of what happened to Ms. Sissi back then.

For professionals, medical history is always very important, especially for heart disease. (End of this chapter)