latent syndrome.

497. Chapter 496. Demon Possessed

Anonymous casually turned a page.

Ah, night.

How much I should have liked you, if there were no stars.

Speak the famous language with their light.

Because I seek darkness, emptiness and nakedness.

But darkness itself is a canvas.

Thousands gushed out of my eyes.

The eyes are kind to the lost life.

Anonymous flipped through a few more pages casually, but felt that he couldn't get the point. It was hard to imagine what kind of mental state these poets were in when they wrote these poems.

Suddenly, I came across an article titled Masochism, and Anonymous couldn't understand it, but was shocked.

After a while it becomes dull.

Started to continue searching for anything else that could deduce Randy's history.

Finally he found some postcards, and a lot of photos, including photos of him shooting prisoners, and photos of him wearing a military uniform and helmet riding a motorcycle, all in black and white, and some of his past life.

The most important thing is that a diary that is not a diary is packaged in a worn-out cowhide cover, and the things recorded in it are extremely chaotic. Sometimes it takes several days to write continuously, and sometimes it takes several years to continue writing. Occasionally There are also essays and some reflections.

It seemed that something that he didn't want to be seen by others was buried very deep, and Anonymous turned the whole room upside down, and finally found it in a hidden drawer.

Took an hour to sort it out.

Anonymous has a general understanding of Randy's past, it can't be called how turbulent and exciting it is.

But with all the consequences...

They were all created by this man alone, without any other reason, not because of any external factors.

It's all about Randy himself.

Blame yourself.

The photo in the old pocket watch is indeed Randy's family of four.

It is an extremely ordinary family, his mother is a competent full-time housewife, and his father is a self-employed pigeon breeder.

Randy was just like everyone else.

But when he was a child, when he was about eight or nine years old, he ignored his parents' reminders and took his younger sister to play on the frozen lake. Then the ice broke and his younger sister fell into the lake unfortunately.

Anonymous doesn't know if Randy asked for help or made other actions. After all, he himself didn't mention it. In short, his sister drowned in the icy water in the cold winter.

From the information he sorted out, Anonymous could not see any emotional ups and downs. After all, when he wrote it himself, he just recorded it. I don't know what kind of mood he had when he wrote it.

This diary was written after he ran away from home, some time after his sister's death, after which he could no longer bear the atmosphere at home, and may have sunk into some extreme regret.

In short, he ran away from home, and the things he recorded afterwards were very ordinary, some travel notes, all with a strong subjective consciousness, what ideology is good, what is not good, all are complaints or trivial content.

After some years, Randy is still doing well, because he himself loves photography, so he left a lot of photos.

In fact, the log is not detailed, but Anonymous roughly guessed it.

It wasn't until after the war broke out that he thought of going home to visit his parents. After spending a lot of time in the war and returning to a town near his hometown, he happened to hear that there was an airport built by the army, so he was bombed. It was half a month ago. matter.

This made Randy have an ominous premonition, but he heard that many of the people in his hometown had already foreseen the danger here in advance, and most of them withdrew.

This reassured Randy a lot.

In fact, when Randy came home, he came to the devastated ruins and found the local interim government team to inquire.

just got it.

It is extremely unfortunate.

There are a small number of people in the city who did not evacuate in advance.

Among them was an old couple who impressed them deeply. The old couple seemed to have a child who ran away from home when they were young. Because it was a time of war, they were worried that their children would never find them again after the evacuation, so they stayed in the city all the time. Waiting for the child to come back.

half a month ago.

It has fallen to the flames of war.

Anonymous closed the journal, and these are just a few, there are many poems and articles written by Randy himself.

But the style is completely opposite to that of the previous collection of poems.

Although the level is excellent, they are all disgusting love poems, which should have been written not long ago.

He also learned that the name of the woman who proposed tonight was Julia, a person of noble blood, at least in Randy's own ideology.

Anonymous looked at a framed photo on the table, and it was Julia.

What he didn't expect was.

Randy is such a simple and easy to understand person.

This framed photo, which Randy regards as a treasure, is black and white, but the artistic conception is good. Julia in an elegant dress feeds pigeons by a beautiful lake.

Anonymous also probably guessed the reason why Randy was so fanatical, which might allow him to make up for something.

It may be the extreme self-blame that Randy blamed all the responsibility on the enemy and some special groups, which made him join the war and vent his regret.

what a...

Self-blaming people.

Suddenly inexplicable, he felt a little scared.

Perhaps, the essence of some people does not need to be found.

It may not be as important as he imagined, but something that has to be abandoned.

in the deep.

in hell.

Randy can find redemption.

The nameless person completely lost interest in continuing to explore this person's memory, it's just a memory, nothing can be changed, only an irretrievable phantom has passed by.

Because of thought.

is infinitely fast.

In the deep world, the passage of time has not passed even a blink, a ten-thousandth of an instant.

But Anonymous still intends to complete the journey.

Three days later.

Since the leader of the resistance army has been found, many strongholds of the resistance army have been interrogated under torture.

Anonymous led his soldiers to hunt and kill in villages and towns.

Although the leader has been found, many of his remnants responsible for collecting information have fled out of the city. Randy's superiors ordered to kill all these resistance forces.

at last.

In a quiet herdsman's house, Anonymous heard a report that there might be remnants of the resistance army hiding here, so he brought people here to search for it.

The rolling hills covered with green grass, the sun was shining brightly, the blue waves were blowing, and the tranquil and pleasant pastoral scenery was intoxicating. Anonymous and his soldiers broke into the farmhouse.

The farmer was trembling with fright, although nothing was revealed, but after some searching, Wu Ming keenly noticed that the carpet in the room was not in the correct position, apparently a temporary change of position.

Definitely have a basement.

He couldn't help but waved his hands to let his men fire into the basement, making many holes in the floor, and he himself fired a few shots.

Then tore off the sieve-like carpet, and sure enough there was a basement door entrance.

Anonymous pulled open the door panel.

Several people hidden inside had been shot to death, the narrow space was covered with blood, and the corpses were horrible.

Among them was a female corpse lying face down, which surprised and familiar the Nameless.

He went into the basement, blood covered the soles of his shoes.

Turn it over and have a look.

It was Julia.

Anonymous didn't know what to say. He didn't know why Julia was a member of the Resistance Army. In short, there was no doubt that he approached Randy just to gather information.

As for whether she has a crush on Randy.

Presumably only she knows.

Anonymous guessed that there was none, but he didn't dare to conclude that no one in this world can master mind reading skills, and they will never know what other people are thinking. This is an indelible barrier.

And the origin of all wars and misfortunes.

"Um……"

"It really is a..."

"Masochist."

"It is both a blade and a wound."

"It's both a slap and a face."

"It is both a limb and a torture vehicle."

"As a butcher..."

"He's on death row again."

(End of this chapter)